PIXELS: A Review of Pure Doom

Hey, guys! What's up? I'm the creator of Where It All Began, and welcome back to the blog! (It's called Diary of a Young Woman if you don't know who I am.) To prepare things up for the last minute before the entire High School Musical trilogy full of preps, let's say it's the Revenge of the Nerds who meets 80's classic games in the current day, except it has action-adventure and things just come to life.

Anyways, onto the review!

(SPOILERS AHEAD, Duh!)

Summer of 1982, two boys named Sam Brenner and Will Cooper are headed into the arcade game zone, and they are trained to be in the World Arcade Championship. With binge-playing for hours of fun, it all leads up to the Donkey Kong tournament where the dwarf I already recognized from Enchanted or something showed up. He had already beat the game, and then came the sudden jump to 33 years later by just one cut.

The President is supposed to be Obama, not Cooper. And on the other hand, within a good note, Brenner was part of Nerd, the company where you could install home-theater systems and flat screen TVs attached to the walls. I know what video games are meant to be affected by reading skills, it was very over the top and productivity is just laziness, which is how much I recognized the cause and the effect. Story-wise, Cooper was probably hated by most Americans, but he himself did not care or something.

Meanwhile, in Yigo, Guam, pixels gradually fall down from the sky, and the army reacts and knew what to make of this. And then, what happened next? Um... I think Brenner went to the house, knowing he's going to get it paid, but Matty's household needs some help with installing the television into the wall. And then, there's a bit of backstory going on for a few minutes with only the mentioning like a husband cheating on Sinnamon, and how we found out they really gave love the wrong sense while Violet seems emotional and drinking from the sippy cup. I wish I would've done that if I get bad grades, but nope. Just eleven more months left until I am officially legal.

At the white house, Brenner spotted the space bugs and showed up at the conference room to see if the company has to solve before it becomes a problem. In response, they already had the decision to get rid of pixels before it's too late. Next, Ludlow showed up as a grown 41-year old and attacked Brenner, but eventually, they become friends, so his room with the grandmother off-screen reminds me of the Big Bang Theory with Howard's mom being off-screen and everything. And then, there's the videotape that contained the declaration of the intergalactic war. Meanwhile, Raj was about to purpose marriage to his girlfriend of three years, but at the shock of the Taj Mahal about to destroy by turning into pixel cubes, she escapes in panic and he disappeared into the ship of meaningless.

The Navy Seal soldiers were trained how to play arcade games, and then, they went to Hyde Park in London and attacked the caterpillars by the head. In an attempt to do so, they tried, but Ludlow and Brenner got it figured it out by themselves, relentlessly defeating the caterpillars by its head. After the last of the caterpillar was destroyed, one little kid was in awestruck wonder. I think the lieutenant and the British general looks somewhat like Skip and Bunce to me. Ludlow and Brenner let Mr. Plant be free from the conviction to fraud so early, I can't even tell the difference. And then, PAC-MAN in real-life! Except, the ghosts were portrayed by the Mini Coopers and the big one was the Pac-man itself with no arms and no legs, within the update into the dimension of pixels. The creator approaches it, knowing how Pac-Man had been evolved so fast, it bit his hand. Ludlow got out of the "pixelating" dark blue car, and lies there. Mr. Plant ended up into the water, and I thought he died. He was saved by the firefighters, and I was not very good at predicting things (remember the recent time I was wrong about the whole plotline and sub-genre? of The Alchemist). Meanwhile, Brenner defeated the last of Pac-man and New York City was saved.

Q*Bert makes the appearance, and I had the same feeling that I don't have Splatoon while I was growing up the same way Brenner doesn't have any violence in games while he's growing up, but Matty handles the maturity. In another way, my sisters Lauren and Simone are already addicted to the splatting and the killing of let's say, "Everything's meaningless!" I'm feeling bored about repetitive newsflash from Cally and Marie, the same ol' splatfest every month or so, one entire new stage on a monthly basis, etc. but not limited to ghosts flying from the bottom up and going around in circles at the same time, the "jumping to random spots", training, item buying, stock buying, token "paycheck" from the lazy cat and really... NOBODY CARES WHAT I'M WATCHING!!! The only good things I picked it out from are the mini-games that should've been into the arcade machines back in the 80s are "Squid Jump" and "Squid Volleyball". These two would've made it to Pixels: The Movie. Let's just get into another moment: Q*Bert and Matty became friends and jump on the trampoline. Q*Bert is like "Do it again! Do it again!" But move along, next! At the party, about probably a few minutes into the scene, Matty disappeared into the ship and things are about to get a climax when the next day... the city of Washington, DC! Is in very serious trouble when even more pixels show up. The gang goes on and saves the world via Donkey Kong, however, Ludlow has found true love with Lady Lisa and they attack pixels. In the end, everything turned out to be happy and what next? Q*Bert transformed to Lady Lisa, and Ludlow found her again.

One year later, they get married and had five Q*Bert children.

Yes, I know I'm such a millennial whose love probably is my "Lady Lisa" in a true and honest way, but not way over the top like Chris-chan and Ludlow. They seemed addicted to 1. the obsession of the creation of two infamous characters and 2. the addictive love of a fictional character from a fictional 1982 video game called Dojo Quest. If it includes me, that means 3. the "goffik" perks of being Link's Queen of the 2010s. If Shad comes to life, I would probably have one year to get married and maybe have one child, a boy called Lucian (if I'm certain). If it's a girl, it's either Tessa, Lola, Maria or Emily (if he's adamant). I don't know, maybe I would if he and I were Lisa and Ludlow, except it's not a few Q*Bert children. Just a single human being with nothing but diapers.

(END SPOILER)

This is so predictable, I have wasted over one hour and a half, getting on with it already. There is nothing to do with the Generation 2 account of my legacy challenge, and it's based on the 2010 French short film by Patrick Jean. Just some reflection on my life, and I'm already feeling ashamed on a few years of drafting prior to Time Bomb and the Shadow Saga, a part of me died.

The songs that I enjoyed are "Surrender" the 80s classic by Rick Neilsen (in which I'm hoping to add to my Generation 2 story as a good thing because of yet another barista scene), and "Working for the Weekend" by Loverboy. One song they had remixed is a popular song from 1977 called "We Will Rock You" by Queen, except it has dramatic music when the Donkey Kong parts played throughout in like twice. One song that had featured Good Charlotte right in the end is "Game On". Otherwise, that is a pretty good soundtrack in which more could be found using: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2120120/soundtrack.

The acting is somewhat decent, so bad, you're not gonna believe this. The CGI looks a bit outdated like it came with the late 2000s or something. I mean I found it somewhat funny, but I'm like trying to critique. Dad's like, "He's making a joke!" and I suddenly fell silent. There is no way I have to watch it again because the stupidity is real and video games just come to life BIG TIME, which is why it's only fiction and not true. I could admit that I might want to try for a full-length movie based on a fanfic or either a webcomic, whether My Immortal, Sonichu, My Inner Life or Hogwarts School of Prayer and Miracles. If they really stick close to the original source materials, they could all end up into the Golden Raspberry Awards and win Worst Picture.

Over the past year, I've already seen two out of five "Worst Picture" nominations for 2015: this and Jupiter Ascending from earlier. I felt bad about Jupiter Ascending being a ripoff of both Maximum Ride and Guardians of the Galaxy to me. And also, Pixels is just lazy story-writing, as in bad as cliché. The better stories really do come with YouTube, and I flippin' love the story where Shadow is reawakened from his fall, but is devoid of most of his memories, so he needs to know his real identity. I also love Llandros09's Isle of the Midnight Sun storyline, as well as the dramatic readings. Something worth better than ever can only be found in physical copies of books some of you won't find anywhere else, and it's all in the 380-paged 2014 edition of the Banned Books Guide by Robert P. Doyle, in which I encourage you to look up source materials only at amazon.com. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be the next big thing in the world, but I felt ordinary like everyone else. Here's the backstory of why I'm thankful for enjoying video games:

When I was little, the first video game ever that I enjoyed while growing up is Hydro Thunder. It's such the millennium classic you guys all enjoyed and love while we're kids. When we get older, we find things recent such as the GameCube, Xbox, PlayStation 2 and Nintendo 64. My family owned the GameCube back in '05, and look what we've bought: the Sonic Gem Collection video game, where you may find several different classic games to play if you still own the Wii or GameCube. In the past several years, I found the GameCube stored in the sample thingy back at church and I just loved it with a burning passion, I'm pretty much addicted to the latest hits of what it was back then: Sonic Heroes, Super Mario Sunshine, Rocky Babola, etc. This is so nostalgic within the next few months of my life until Shad's own game showed up and I'm getting all hyped up for picking the main protagonist as my very first ever crush at age almost 10. You'll see. Ready? 1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... 8... 9... 10!

He is soo cute and hot, I'm going all wet when I saw him! Shadow's really awesome, but on the other hand...

Mr. Sam Brenner's not.

Ten years have flown by... I procrastinate, did my homework, got interested in literature, signed up to DeviantArt, who knows?! I'm the 20-year old "goffik" blogger with autism today. End of story. Period.

One month after I turned 20, I have waited too long for the last minute of priority to what I really love to hate within a burning passion in the next post or so. Preps... it's not gonna happen, but you're not going to be surprised and therefore, after the next thing you know, it could change your life forever, so you can just go ahead, watch Grease and read Maximum Ride. I highly encourage you to read the next post coming up in the next few days or so. If not, what's wrong with you, people?! You're ditching my blog and just leave... What are you thinking?! Gosh, you're so messed up by today's pop culture! Let's just get into the bottom note.

Pixels is so bad! So bad, it goes downhill, it's good on the other hand! I swear to Scheherazade for the final verdict, I would like to give this movie 0 out of 5 stars, and it literally goes down the pixelating computer chip.

Thank you for reading the post, and I'll see you in High School Musical. And by the way, I'm trolling preps CinemaSins style.

I Am Truly Sorry to Say that "Mockingbird"'s Author Had Passed On

I know I've read the whole entire text of "To Kill a Mockingbird" while she is still alive, that now she's gone this morning in her sleep at nearly 90 years old, I know she had lived a long life, being so close to the waitbutwhy.com's life calendar ending "You're 90 Now!" Let me color the whole thing in by myself for Ms. Harper Lee.

She is so close to fulfill her whole calendar of life, I don't think she's not eligible past her 90th birthday (in which her birthday is on April 28, 1926). She is 89 years, 9 months and 22 days when she passed on.

Did you know you've just read her two books before she passes on? If you are so lucky to read her debut for school, then why or why not did you read "Go Set a Watchman" while she's still alive? I can guarantee you that I had read "To Kill a Mockingbird" recently for the first time, and I think Scout's childhood account is so depressing, it's good. I am so desperate to read the sequel during the Academy Award weekend (which is next week), which it was meant to be the first draft some people know. I pretty much learned about her life. She will truly be missed!

Would you like to know more about her? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harper_Lee

Diary of An Immortal by KiusLady: The Review

Spoilers ahead if you don't read all thirty-seven chapters of the original fic! Read @ your own risk and for enjoyment, using kiuslady.deviantart.com.

First of all, it was good, but then, it feels like I've been connected to The Glass Castle like New York in the '80s, and then time flew by ridiculously fast and it's not what I'd expected it to be. It's not a fantasy-action/adventure type, but rather it should be an eFic classic where reality and fantasy combine. I believe my eFic is better when it comes to fantasy and it should be an action/adventure in the first for the 70s, but went potentially serious in Generation 2 for the 80s and finally, it came crashing down to reality in the 90s and 2000s. I don't believe the time in my fic is more further down in the past than hers, but this time, it reaches the ending point of January 22, 2010 (the day where the last chapter was posted), compared to June 12, 2009 of the timing of my fic. The start date is in late spring 1979, compared to Miyako's birthday - April 21, 1943. Mine lasted 66 years while hers is thirty years and eight months. That takes almost half of the overall time in both eFics - one is a fanfic and the other is of the original work, which lasted the whole entire generation or so - 30 years in a row. Did you get it?!

Anyways, this is very realistic, compared to Enchanted (2007) in which I pretty much love it. But the rejuvenation every 30 or so years, it was like the rehash of the flower healing sequence from Tangled in my mental picture, except a bit more brighter. I think the main character in the story who was still physically in the early twenties, but chronologically supposed to be into her sixties by now after one time from magical fountain of youth kinda reminds me of Mia from the film adaptation of If I Stay from last year. Her older brother Gavin reminds me of D. Stecks, but his wife Diana and children Lucy and Emily, I somewhat connected the difference to the main character's son and fiancé from Hotel on the Corner of Bitter and Sweet, in which things went intolerated at first, but it changed overtime. About Torahalar, he used to be her lover, but now he's treated like son, like mother in the end cliché (as in a somewhat ripoff of Miyako and Haruki at the end of Tales of the Fame of Yesterday). I don't know how old were the parents, but believe me, in the year where the 9/11 attacks happened, the father had a heart attack, two years later, my grandmother died, another two years later, he died, the next two years went, his wife passed on. Another two years later, all of my three grandfathers died and the very next year, my stepuncle died over a month after the story ends.

So... this story is good. It wasn't great as I thought it is by the hype, it wasn't bad thus remembering too much of the trope I made up called "Things Have Changed Too Quickly" on about the other half when reality faces the protagonist, compared to Prep in the end, right after Prize Day '93. I should use the "Things Have Changed Too Quickly" trope for the beginning of Generation 3 of my legacy challenge fanfic once we go back to Earth after 19 years of being in a fantasy land. I would highly recommend Imaginary-Alchemist watchers for deviantART based on certain tastes, but including Imaginary-Alchemist (the one I subscribe for MIL webcomic) and Sanna2011. Thank you for reading January's eFic of the Month review, I will be doing February's The Silence Before by Ray Underscore Thompson of The Retributionists.

Looks Like We Have More Time to Do Review Things

One thing that happened in the Star Wars franchise is Episode 8 has been postponed to December 15, 2017 and that there's nothing to do with the original cast or something, but we'll never know for sure as well as anything goes.

By spring, Apple is announcing the iPhone7 to the public along with its wireless headphones and it looks like we're bored of playing church while turning reality into theology. See, that's how we ran out of new ideas! But the good news is we might be open-minded to other cultures and gain new ideas to increase our productivity level. First come, first served, fingers crossed, if you would like to see more book reviews, movie reviews, TV Show reviews and screenplay/traditional play reviews! Don't forget eFic reviews! It happens once per month starting in January 2016 with Diary of An Immortal by KiusLady. Keep an eye out for my works, and I wish you the best of luck for patience, okay!

Independence is Kickin' In!

One of the things my independence starts kicking in is to learn how to be organized and do chores on a regular basis, which is too lazy and unhealthy for my personal productivity to handle, but I'll do the best I can, for as long as my first real paycheck has to wait and I'm getting bored of the lack of money in my household, thankfully, we already cut the cord last year, so we can save a little bit extra money to have my sister check her smartphone from Consumer Cellular, (as in reducing the cost of phone lines per month from $200 to $50 when my mom and sister got out of the Verizon credit phone store hypothesis,) and now, things went a bit more worse when something next is about to happen and I hope it's not any kind of cable, nor satellite. I need real stuff like TV Freeway, Clear-TV antenna and Free Digital TV antenna, so I can do whatever I want without worrying about ridiculous price hiking bills forever and it will change the way my children, grandchildren and descendants in the future can watch television, and so could you and your fate on newer generations to come. Yes, I'm already jealous of Xfinity and the next upcoming generation after us, millennials... let's say I'd rather teach them once they go to college by 2019, and I'm pretty much more than happy to enjoy the fun and excitement for the sake of what will become of a new early adulthood group full of lifelong learners. I'm not sure which subject major I'm teaching, but still, I was more interested in Arts and Humanities as a major, however, on the other hand, I have music, English and communications as a big part of life.

My favorite part of being independent is to visit the public library more often, so I could at least check out more books, study, pay fines (that's a huge big NO-NO on me, due to my very own business of being a Bellevue College student and I have not yet been fully paid until all the books are turned in late) and watch movies from the computer. I enjoyed the research, but the recent one I had is Groton. Did you know Groton is the IRL version of Ault, except the grades are one more than the one I read in Prep? That was eighth grade, perfect for running start in selected students. Ninth grade means more students are coming to meet up with a bit experienced ones. Tenth grade is the fourth form. Eleventh is the fifth form. Senior year means sixth form. Prize Day is graduation. Yeah, you know what I mean... the reunion happens one week before prize day. Each five years, the class visits for the reunion form until the 75th. I hope more people will be more than welcome to become verified supercentarainians and to break the record one day after Jeanne Calment because it's been almost eighteen and a half years, so why wait for the secrets of longevity.

So, I need to look for the job over the summer, but for now, I'm a full-time student. I will come back to the DVR in two years and three months to see how I've changed. Hopefully, I will be able to clean up every single day and I might get used to the childhood feeling of chores (as in boring), which I was used to being overweight before I have to be in good shape, just so to reduce the risk of anything that could cause certain death for some reason.

Thank you for reading and have a great MLK weekend! See you Tuesday.

How to Be in the Real World for Millenials

Have you attended IEP Senior English before? Did you know you have attended all of that technical stuff going on in your life waiting for creativity to happen in the end to come up with resolutions for next year? It would be a little ol' me, dealing with all of the growing up practice after I turn 18 and had the guardianship program taken care of by my parents. First things first - after you had all of your requirements for graduation taken care of, say you just have to start with the Job Skills Communications. That's a good thing for you to look up at the seven worst mistakes while on the job interview. Here they are*:

• bad posture
• bad handshake
• sweaty palms
• lack of eye contact
• fidgeting
• appear distracted or uninterested
• failing to smile

*Taken from 7 Worst Mistakes Job Seekers Make @ Business Insider on Yahoo!

You should be able to read this article to have a job in perfection. Also while in interview, you should:

• be able to have eye contact with a person
• think, do and act professional
• sit up straight
• feet flat
• have a nice, clean, neat, tidy resume in
• wear conversatively
• not have headphones
• think straight and ignore what you want on your company's building

For more information about everything wrong with the mistakes on the first half of the video and how you should do this on the other half of the video, go to The Enthusiasm Attitude under soft skills at www.dol.gov.

Keep in mind that you should be able to know that you're lazy, technologically competent, and need to face the real world. Think working hard as if you want food to survive and money to manage for personal finances. Be realistic!

See the Wait But Why post for more information of how your generation is like IRL.

The Coming of Age Had Passed and the General Age Decade Had Just Arrived

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined."

-Henry David Thoreau

Time went way faster than I thought it would, so this is the umpteenth post, but actually it is the 301st to be published. Happy belated milestone of 300 posts!

Did you know September 16 is the overused birth date, as well as January 1 is the overused death date? On the trend, either October 5 and 6 could be the next official birthday to be perfectly honest. My 20th birthday is coming up in one week and a half, so that means it's time to throw in the vacation spots during the decade of what could be the fate for the rest of my life.

Corpse Bride Movie Review

Speaking of gothic these days, when I was nine, the movie came out. My family was kinda picky about witchcraft and stuff back then, because they're Evangelicals. When I was a little girl, I was going to watch Halloweentown, and I always wanted to see it ever since, but my parents cut me off for the first few seconds in and I was turned-off. I grew up, knowing there's no such thing as magic. I think today, the Halloweentown saga was unwatchable once you graduated from high school. How unfortunate! I already read Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone once when I was in sixth grade. I never got to read the rest of the series, nor did I reread one again, but thankfully, in super senior year, I had decided to get what I exactly want, which is why I had come to read the whole entire story about My Immortal by Tara Gilesbie. I flippin' loved it too much to death I want Shadow and Ebony to get together like Link's Queen did it with Link and Jenna. Ebony is soo awesome, I wanted her to become the bride of the world's ULF and one day, I would look forward to see them have kids in my Generations LP to add to my AU story. Besides the couple I made up, I finally get to watch and review The Corpse Bride, thanks to Tara's favorite movies according to her fanfiction.net profile, using xxxbloodyrists666xxx. Here's the list:

corpse bride, mean gurlz, van helsing, any odder horror movie, nightmare b4 christmas, da ring, da ring 2, da grudg 2, saw2 and saw 3, da omen, scary movie 4, cursed, TWILITE, NEW MOON

At least she forgot Eclipse and the Breaking Dawn 2-Parter, the last update she had is on December 21, 2009. It was way back in eighth grade when she was last seen, before coming to deviantART for Mordred's Lullaby and more, all on her DeviantArt portfolio, using xxx666bloodyristsxxx. Tara is still there, she is alive and well, but man, she is so depressed for the love of Scheherazade! I'm not sure how she's going to make the next chapter of her current work in progress called Mordred's Lullaby, but still. Today, she took long breaks from each chapter because... procrastination and... CRAWLING IN MY SKIN!!!

You know why I was grunge back in junior high? Because I was attempted for heavy metal, but the results failed when it comes to classical rock of the '80s. That's why I'm such a poser I was. I became punk, and later on, I went from shy to bookworm to whatever I had right now - the nostalgia critic of the Northwest, the Link's Queen of the 2010s, a part of the Marrujo bunch, the blogger of the diary of life and death since 2013, blah, blah, blah, blah. TIME FOR THE CORPSE BRIDE!

So, in the beginning, Victor was about to marry his sweet Victoria when suddenly, during the rehearsal, he forgot the vows. He's awkward! He was kicked outside and went lost into the woods, while trying to remember the vows. At the ring part, he brought Emily back to life. Together, they went on the adventure, and things went spooky and creepier minute-by-minute, but I realized it's the love triangle I spotted on. Meanwhile, Victoria rather elopes Lord Barkus by force, but I remember it turns out to be rather an amazing adventurous masterpiece by Tim Burton when things turn out to where it was before, except for a few changes.

That sums up the plot line! Definitely a win-win! 5 out of 5 stars, and suitable for ages 9 and up.

#happy2016

There are so many things I need to complete by this new year, but the stress from my mind keeps waking me up on the inside and I'm sick of doing repetition throughout the good ol' days where I have to reminesence from my childhood and soon the hormonal days of teen life. I still had the teenaged angst on that gothic inner crush of the decade by far, so I really am nostalgic for aliens, guns and all the cool stuff he had ever since. I am the New Year's kid, but I'm a belated Xmas present. Did you know East Wildcat preps are soo cheesy, I really can't stand it?! The Ault preps are waaay past cool and a ZILLION times better, you can only find it in Prep by Curtis Sittenfeld.

On the good note, my school is having the 50th anniversary celebration this term, so I painted my nails gold and silver for the NYE celebration. To add the spirit, I did my designs all cobalt blue, so anyone will know I'm into the new beginnings when it comes to reading. Not only did I ditch the 21-day fast too early for just a few hours from the start, but also I just really want to get into the 8% who succeeded the New Year's Resolutions every single year. Anything besides my 100 Banned Books Challenge will do:

1. continue the fanfics I've started reading from the previous year
2. catch-up and deal with SKY REGAN already!
3. remember the rules and schedule plus assignments
4. finish writing Grey Petals, Freya and Where It All Began
5. know how to keep things up with a new me (the only change to have by the end of 2016 is my weight)
6. remember to read the Disney Legacy Challenges
7. get the latest updates from the Ink legacy (probably not happening because the writer's busy with medics or loss of interest? I dunno.)
8. finish the other half of MIL dramatic reading by shadhardblogger
9. Have fun reviewing the HSM movies and remember: be the "goffik" critic!

Be sure to not forget the lookout for new posts on the way in the new year! Have a great day.

Top 10 Rip-off Songs

Notice any little difference between these two songs per entry? That's the total plagiarism of doom when it comes to music for popular culture. Enjoy!

Top 10 Hated Actors

Really?! Seriously, some of them I know are douchebags and some really just don't get a pitch about acting. There you have it, voila!

From the Land of Lost to the Forbidden Forest

When we get to the dark area of the room, we entered inside with our minds open and ideas stayed put mentally in our heads, knowing what we're gonna do for the creation. We turned on the lights and made the planet from Crayola magic model clay. We jumped in and ended up in the land of lost. All of the sudden, we were in the middle of the rainforest. We hear the roaring and screeching of the dinosaurs, the waves of the ocean and we just found out it was all a theory. Later on, the cobra snake came along and I swear to Scheherazade that I was tempted into rebellion and open-mindedness. I ate the fruit, and we all fall down into deep slumber for centuries, yet we did not age a single day and were still alive.

 

The prose sucks, but I believe this song is ten times better than the one I wrote above. I felt rushed, I tried. Have a good day!

 



Now I'll Tell You Everything About Star Wars in One Post

Keep in mind there is a backstory of how I got involved in one of the most popular movie franchises of all time. Something nevertheless expected before in your readership with my blog.

When I was twelve, back in Salem, Oregon, I remember the race in Tatooine from the Phantom Menace, following by all of the others and I remember becoming a sci-fi geek. I was very interested in the canon, but not the spin-offs until Star Wars: The Clone Wars came out in August 2008 to cinemas. I saw it on DVD and the follow-up series on television, later, recently on Netflix. We had several Star Wars nights at Kids Club and we have to know how to build a force field to become better citizens of the universe. It was awesomely exciting, but I had a blast. For the first nearly seventeen years of my life, Lucasfilms used to be owned by George Lucas before having to pass around to Disney. Three years later, the phenomenom for the galaxy far, far away had participated for the latest episode The Force Awakens and I saw it yesterday. It was exciting and so good, it connects things in my perspective to relate to events, characters and locations including Jakku. The plot is interesting, the effects are original like it came from the director of Star Trek (2009) - J. J. Abrams and I still can't wait for the sequel by May 26, 2017.

Thank you for reading and have a great day.

My Inner Life of Being a Gothic Lifeform

My love for Ms. Victoria Carroll is so great,
my heart melts for her 'til the dusk of day.
The night listens when her's away,
call, dream 'til day's dawn. 

Her beauty is great,
Wondering mind 'til her sees,
sleeping is all I do,
While waiting for the moment, for her to say "I do."

Top 10 Celebrity Good Girls Gone Bad (Some Are Recognizable and Others Don't)

Yup, these are some of the celebrities that I grew up watching them, at first, they were preps, but then transformed into something I remember today. Some I did not recognize at all, and others I did not know they were from the All-New Mickey Mouse Club, but as a kid, I recognized them from the recent songs on Radio Disney and it still remains as of now. The #1 pick is exactly what I have been self-taught from the disc, and not only did I see her do it for Freaky Friday and other teen flicks of about the first half of the 2000s when I was in elementary school, but I really saw her go from a poser to even more of an airhead criminal.

From my life, in the 2000s, I really did grew up as a pop culture fanatic prep, but then, by puberty, I kept messin' things up like I listen to rock and love it since about nine, and how I write down so many drafts, I couldn't think one up until nearly one year ago, when Time Bomb was released to deviantART. I am somewhat a fugitive prep of today, because I pretty much love everything professional, rock music, only watch YouTube, read banned and challenged books, draw stuff for deviantART, write stories, and more. Plus, I know I blog often. I don't do drugs, have physical intimacy (well, I only have a few more years left in my purity biological clock until I got married), and stuff that's bad in general. I just do not have to go bad like they already have, I wish I could be the popular star I dreamed of as a kid (except I will be good, but peer pressure is just ahead and I would've been tempted into nothing but cheap physical love to just break my clock earlier than my time, money to go over-the-top to debt after following overused trends and drugs that subtracted my lifetime expectancy). That was way too predictable, and a colossal waste of time from God's will. I'm sorry 8-year old prep self, this is not gonna happen. It's just... Old Shame.

"When I grow up, I just wanna live!" See? That's what I should've wrote as a child, but in more specific detail, chances are lifetime wishes will come to you open-mindedly and we don't have to worry about the rich and famous these days. In my experience in high school, my lifetime wish is to become a professional writer and it still remains, even in my college days when things get even more better and diverse than traditional and overused. America is where everybody gets to experience everything, and that's that according to 1st amendment.

So, my clear verdict for today's culture and the world: God is coming back someday to judge the living and the dead, good and bad!

Thank you for reading my testimony of childhood, I will be watching my triple feature ever made in order.

Top 10 Kids Shows that Parents Find Annoying

That might sometimes ruin my childhood, but here it is. This is too funny to know!

Fall Finals... Oh Boy! (The Holiday Stress is On Autism...)

Hello everyone, and welcome back to the blog! So, Thanksgiving is good, but last Friday was weird and yes, things have already opened "out of wedlock" like crazy the same day we bought it and I really do not like it. Two out of three books have already been delivered earlier, all wrapped up for next month by Amazon standards and still sitting in the pile on my bedroom desk. Only one more showed up by the past Tuesday and I have waited very patiently, so that will be "Were You Raised By Wolves?" by Toben Heim, part of my Love Quest Curriculum after Secrets About Guys by Grace Dove.

I know things have turned out on a good note, but little things get piled up at my thoughts that I just felt terribly sorry for myself, not only am I a true virtuoso and a great keeper (an archiver) according to a job survey, but it's all because of my very own fault that I truly made some mistakes that turned out for the changes, and chances are I felt stressed about having to get my things back from where refunds went and I already got used to the feeling of being not-so flexible that my flexibility ended up on the minor note of my strengths for executive functioning. Otherwise, I keep forgetting things that should've kept any longer than that, and I probably would've come out for the public and let it go for myself. Why... just why?! Hold on a sec, did you remember the Las Vegas Gold Hometown USA yarn from Lion Brand last month? Nevada just turned another year old, and I still don't get it. I just wanna show you something real quick.



Cute! HINT: An Alicorn is coming to Time Bomb Generation 2.
HINT 2: Remember the one famous creature from Disney's Hercules?
HINT 3: She befriends Seraphina's kid.

HINT 4: Her name is Pegasus.

She will first appear toward the beginning of the next generation's account, and she was the daughter of Poseidon, god of the sea and Medusa, the one immortal monster whose crazy hair texture has snakes in it. Her godparents will be known as the Oracle of Delphius and Nyx, the old friend of Mephistopheles. Her god-uncle himself is still Mephiles. In 1893, 50 years before Generation 1 was established naturally from birth, she was created as an immortal being that could be used for the beneficiation of Soleandalasia and its demigod children in a socialist fashion by Mother-Air. While she had initial misgivings for the purpose, she realized that results are to calm down the demigod children from the never-ending desire of Space Gems for Christmas by telling them the prophecy is nigh in less than a century. The children have lots of information to feed for the minds to satisfy mentally, and Mother-Air was willing to do what it takes to have their minds feel refreshed. Mother-Air began work on her pet project for the acceptance of the idea of written vision.

With experiments that failed to live on, she had insignificantly attempted and tried, but with the help of Poseidon and Medusa, the blood and DNA ran through the project and alas, Pegasus was born a colt. She was raised under the loving tender care of Nyx and Oracle for a few years until she is fully grown. She enjoyed the outdoors, but loves the open field, so she can fly high in the sky endless. After her coming-of-age day, she immediately befriended one of Nyx's old friends from the turn of the century named Fannie, a human brunette with hazel eyes and olive skin. They became close for the next fifteen years or so. In the mean time, Mother-Air used the agenda to have opportunities met when it comes to opening up "the final days" of the long era of the Old Ways' hibernation.

What happened next is that in the year 1914 (when the Great War begins), the dragons and its trainers start capturing the foxes, and they began to fight for the freedom of what their traditions remain from long ago since the Oracle's generation. Fannie convinced Pegasus to enter the cave, and her wish for Pegasus was to make every child feel confident a few years prior to the First Coming. After one last goodbye, what changed the alicorn's life was the terrors of death and the hard survivals of life.

We'll find out more about her in Generation 2 account.

So, that's the quick backstory for Pegasus. And now one more thing: I would like to at least take a few more days before getting back to you guys in the next post. Have a good weekend!

Top 10 Cheesiest Hit Songs of the 2010s So Far

These are most of the songs I had ever overheard in high school. Enjoy!

Top 10 Worst Cartoon Specials

LOL! This is the top 10 list you won't wanna miss how horribly bad are they.

Some Things I Am Thankful For...

1. my life
2. God
3. my mom and dad
4. Lauren and Simone
5. my friends
6. being glad that school is officially out after 16 entire years of doing nothing but sit in silence with something new to learn
7. college (which is why I love to go and experience more stuff than ever before)
8. my house (I only have a few years left to move out)
9. my single life and Love Quest (I'm looking for significant others of same interest and I only have a few more years of being single and a virgin left until marriage IRL!)
10. my inner life of shadhardblogger
11. money (I did not know I was officially rich due to me growing up autistic, and not only am I really broke while looking for physical coins and cash, but there will be more grants, scholarships, internships, SSI and more, including paychecks from the real jobs.)
12. my pet dog Zellie for twelve years and counting, but am sorry for the other dog Dakota who passed on nearly two months earlier
13. some writing as ministry (I know in my past experience, I wrote tons of drafts physically and sometimes digitally before coming to the blog - most of them are made out of Old Shame, but the first official thing in forever to be published and to update new content biweekly is Time Bomb. I pretty much enjoyed it because the first and only arc completed after 13 chapters of posting in six weeks is about finding true love as unexpected from the times unknown. Originally for NaNoWriMo 2015, I decided to go for Grey Petals, a coming-of-age story because it's about Blake and Alexa understanding each other's problems to court gradually. The new publication date will be on June 10, 2016. For the changes of date, Freya will be switched back to undetermined to reduce the stress and rush for Christmas 2015. Moving on to Where It All Began, I decided that this could be ministry writing, but I practically won't shove religion down anybody's throats because it's officially creative expositional writing, focused on the book of Genesis from my perspective and looking back on what I've observed through my life. Social Justice of the Holy Spirit? I think I will hold on to it for the next few months, or even years because my brain could come up with the idea for the purpose on what SJotHS should look like.)
14. books (I know I have tons to read, but life is short.)
15. the blog (Yay! This website is officially two years and three months old since it was created.)
16. amazon.com (I have 120 things to order, but I'll take my time on whatever I spend on.)
17. etsy.com (I currently have 11 things to order, but I'm not sure if I have an etsy gift card physically or not... Oh well!)
18. music (it really means a lot to me)
19. autism (I am proud of it!)
20. the business to build

#prayforparis

We know that this past weekend, it was one flash point memory the French had ever known by far. The coordinated terrorist attack happened - at least 129 lives are lost. I am not surprised... I forgot what I did on that day - homework, fun and now what? Do I really have to post the flag pic?

Yup, got it done! Check.

And now, a moment of silence.

. . .

Thank you for a quickie post!

What to Do with the Rest of Fall Quarter of 2015?

In just a few more weeks until I'm done with the first quarter for realsies (not the medical model from last year), I need to know how I should be able to get my final projects coming along.

We'll just wait and see what I've been up to at this time.

10 Quick Tips About The High School Musical Remake in the Making of All Fanfiction

1. use stereotypes
2. go up into so many levels, it can attract to teenagers and young adults
3. try for a few twists
4. use copyrighted songs you know and love (all of the original sources are (c) Disney - which is lazy, try for the songs when growing up & fav. genre (e.g. 2000s emo/"goffik" rock))
5. don't get too cheesy
6. don't be a ballet dancing prep (it's distracting)
7. make detention the authoritarian leadership type more than that
8. do remake a cast (all of it is 100% true and more accurate than ever before)
9. this is very serious like it's not Disney Channel anymore (make some innocent and overprotected parents feel enraged with sex, drugs and heavy metal like you really mean it for a future banned book and badfic combined into one masterpiece classic)
10. Have fun! :)

What do you think? Do you like it? Please let me know in the comments below!

Happy Birthday Nevada! Trick-or-Treat?

Yes, folks. Did you know Las Vegas is right at the tippity south end of the state? Well, you probably know that by mental map. It's been 151 years since the date of statehood, and it produces more gold and silver than every other state. Do you know Carson City, not Vegas is the capitol? It was nicknamed the Silver State. Anything other than that? Well, here's the PRECIOUS material to view.


This is Las Vegas Gold from Lion Brand Yarns. It came with Hometown USA, so if you want to buy it, just go to the fabric store or do it online. Hope you have a great and safe Halloween. Sorry, it's one day late. My bad, but oh well!

How To Solve The Biggest Problems With Fanfiction

Here's how:

1. Do your research on your fandom.
2. Check your spelling and grammar.
3. Use your imagination.
4. No Mary-Sues/Gary-Stus (unless you are a cool prep)
5. When fans see you, they should give you writing advice and not to flame!
6. Be sure to use the fan rated rating system and category, and don't forget to use it properly. (e.g. Time Bomb is the AU fanfic with original characters and characters from such merchandises.)
7. Don't make the Author's Notes too extremely long such as Link's Queen with My Inner Life for example. Keep it short and simple like "Hey! I am going to study for a long time, so have fun."
8. If you want to really write, just write and don't worry about the errors until the end.
9. Do NOT post NSFW for dA or fanfiction.net, or else they will remove it and you will not know what the rules mean.
10. Be careful not to make fictional characters OOC, but rather document traits and stay in character plus canon.

What do you think of my suggestions so far, you guys? Don't you just love it?!

Grozen... Where Are You? Come Out Wherever You Are

Hello!

Is anybody there?!

Oh, hey you guys. Yesterday, I checked out Maximum Ride Episode IV: The Final Warning from the library, so keep that in mind there's a review coming up along with the later installments.

My List for Maximum Ride (according to the blog):

Fugitives (we already reviewed it over last year, remember?)
1. The Angel Experiment
2. School's Out... Forever
3. Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports

Protectors (still ongoing...)
4. The Final Warning
5. MAX
6. FANG
7. ANGEL
8. Nevermore

shadhardblogger (For L8R!)
9. Sonichu (Issues 0-10 only)
10. Stones to Abbigale
11. The Girl Who Brought Down the World
12. Maximum Ride Forever

Hope you liked the list of my extended edition of the series? I'll be back...

#seeamazing

This morning, we find out that Sesame Street had officially opened an autism education campaign on the news. Hopefully, my kids will be able to see Julia because the Henderson company had added her to the community. Julia is autistic, so she might be the friend and will represent those who were autistic, for future generations should treat them with respect, especially in grown-ups with autism. Some chances are they may be more than likely to appreciate the works on both fiction (the real way), fanfiction and nonfiction about the lives of the autistic. Chris-chan, for example, did Sonichu and after 5 years of trolls, he came back for Etsy. If you would like a new page, you can digitally donate $10 and he'll add you to the dedication page. Unfortunately, you get one chance on three issues, so he claimed he'll hit 50-100 issues of the saga of infamousy.

In my perspective, I would like to give you some support... the bazaar sale is coming soon on December 6, so if you're interested in the hats I've made, you're welcome to buy it so I can make money to take my time for whatever happens the most. Let me know what you think in the comments below, or if you have little kids, go to sesamestreet.org/autism for more information.

Listening: The Chronicles of Life and Death (full album) by GC
Reading: Dog Sense by John Bradshaw (just two more chapters left to go); (for over the weekend, in which I'm planning to read) Persepolis by Marjane Satrapi, Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury, I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou; (to be finished) Prep by Curtis Sittenfeld

Countdown to Opening Night of The Force Awakens: 56 Days

What are my plans for the rest of the week?

This is the schedule I figured it out (no dates in particular order):

• homework
• do Life Journal (if time spares for the remainder of days)
• knit more hats (wrap-up the red thick yarn and start on Chenile!Forest adult hat, connect the ends to homespun!Cherry Blossom and homespun!Ocean yarns, throw in Chenile!Stone yarn on the adult hat loom)
• finish Dog Sense
• continue Where It All Began
• do read banned books over the weekend for review (finish Prep)
• print out the first 16 pages of my comic adaptation

That's all I have to know how to beat the clock!

Here's one song I didn't forget to think about from this past year, enjoy:

Hope you enjoyed it? Have a great rest of the week!

What Will Stuff Be Like In 100 Years?

It gets newer and more electronically digital than you think, but we'll never know. God only cares about the future ahead of today, and He only knows when is the Second Coming by the exact moment the world could be either for the better or for the worst.

RIP Dakota

April 2, 2006 - October 4, 2015
Time of Death: 4:23 P.M. PST

This morning, Dakota (the yellow lab retriever) was fine, but by midmorning, she's having a seizure, so we prayed and... we tried! It's no use... I'm sorry about her last day of her life. She would've been alive on that day. Man, how I miss her. *sniffle*

I remember like it was yesterday, back in eighth grade, Dakota came on Lauren's 12th birthday to be the newest member of our family, but now, she's gone and over with. I remember feeding her apple cores when I'm done with the apple and I remember her massive farts. I still remember her barking and howling, and she was a good buddy of Zellie (age 12 if you don't know her - her birthday is October 2, 2003, and she's an English Springer Spaniel).

We used to go on the walks together and it was fun, and so do family vacations. I don't know what to remember, looking back, she sometimes misbehaved. Dakota will be missed, may she rest in peace.
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Here's a photo of her while she was still alive:

Don't Do This or That When Xfinity or Something Owes You a Bill

This is a funny collection of commercials from DirecTV, you'll LOL at this! Enjoy.

Happy Friday and have a great weekend! Hope you enjoyed it? Please comment down below and don't forget to subscribe @ shadhardblogger.deviantart.com or my YouTube channel for the up-and-coming vlog.

Happy October!

Happy October to you, because well... here's an interesting fact. Enjoy!

 

 

Hope you enjoyed this 60 second ad? Have an awesome weekend, and don't forget to comment down below.

I'm So Stressed and Depressed

WHY?! Why did I not read before class? I procrastinate. That's how...

Get it?

Note to self: drink your "invigorating elixir" aka Focus Vitamin Water (kiwi-strawberry) colored prep pink, so that way, you should read before class - please.

In the Night Kitchen Review

I've just read it out loud while recording it for YouTube because it's been part of Banned Books Week, and yes, to get people attracted to my upcoming web series, I have to do Season 0 aka the pilot season starting with this book. This reminded me of my very own childhood so much, I recently learned about the dedication page saying, "For Sadie and Philip". That was the author's parents because they were part of the Lost Generation or something. On the other hand, to make a children's book with a dedication page saying, "For David and Cammie", I guess they were boomers, for they are godly and were raised Catholic. I was born normal and a millenial, but then was diagnosed with autism at a young age in case you don't know me. I understand how this book was made is because the author Maurice Sendak took inspiration from the roaring '20s, mostly from Nemo. (No, not the fish y'all know of. The boy in bed!) I also learned way back in the early 20th century, Nemo was printed originally as comic strips. For example:

www.comicstriplibrary.org

See? Does that look antique to you? I wonder if Little Nemo in Slumberland is either in public domain, or is it copyrighted? From October 5, 1905 - July 23, 1911, Little Nemo in Slumberland was first published under New York Herald. It was renamed to The Land of Wonderful Dreams and ran under New York American from 1911 - July 26, 1914. When the original creator is back to the Herald, the title was switched back to normal and for the last time, it ran from August 3, 1924 to December 26, 1926. Little Nemo definitely is the public domain character since January 2005 in the EU.

I have yet to watch the anime film of Little Nemo for the review afterwards.

Now, onto the story.

It all starts with Mickey waking up to the thump of something. He shouted, "Quiet down there!" and then, he magically fell down into the night kitchen, even though he was all of the sudden at some point, near the beginning of the fall, the clothes were removed, exposing his heavenly naked body. In the night kitchen, he fell into the batter, and all of the bakers were chanting while stirring up until it's really smooth like icing. While they were about to something something something something I dunno, the grey smoke puffs up and Mickey goes off to save the day by making a dough airplane and flew to the milk bottle. Mickey dives down with the liquid measuring cup and he reached the surface to pour the milk into the batter. The bakers were very satisfied with the work of foodies. When morning comes, Mickey acted like a rooster and yes, he went back to bed, knowing it was all a dream. We could bake the morning cake every breakfast because we're bookworms!

The challenge: "The book upset many librarians and adults because its young protagonist, Mickey, was depicted in the nude. Many librarians censored the book by painting diapers over the boy’s genitals, and in some cases, the book was even burned."

In the 1990s, it was the number 21 in the 100 Most Frequently Challenged Books of the Decade, but went down constantly to #24 in the 2000s.

I don't have to worry about diapers/shorts/jeans because I could see him being depicted naked as a child and I spotted him still today. It's still alive in my mind! Thank the LORD God for preserving it for future generations to come! These censors was, is and will be depressed.

The review: This book is such a classic and it's very good, some of you will know what went wrong when it comes to censorship. I guarantee you should check it out at your local library to discover what some of you were missing, and for your child(ren), explain why is it challenged with caution because the world's such a scary place to be, but safer in some locations where the freedom remains strong.

Friday Night Out

Dear online diary,

Today is what I've called it the TXT day of everything. I declare the national texting day as September 18 of every single year. I could tell you that the concert is worth having the fun of becoming more spiritually refreshed and you could see the dark lights, the music I've sometimes never heard before is what is fresh in my mind and also, we got to know each other before. So a 10/10 is probably the best night out ever... never had I been to a concert with my friends before, but oh well. I guess it's alright.

 

The Picture of Daurina Grey

Daurina will see you now

He looks fuzzy as a brown trend for today

(I've seen him at the Japanese Fall Festival)

Source: http://www.gearfuse.com/plush-domo-wants-to-nom-nom-on-your-fingers/
Daurina Grey is what I called
This domo monster
I will have it for Chrtistmas or on my birthday
Can you?

 

All of the Conflict Schedule Drama! (In Other Words: Fall Open House Gave Me the Time Management Issues)

Dear online diary,

Mother suggested that leadership class is a great idea to me to handle with, but Dad said I cannot go to leadership class until second or third year in college. I might not count for this school year or two, but I have to wait until I turn 21 in order to let it happen in a couple years. I have to accept work and school as if it were even, and not to be overweighed by whatever conflicts happen... clubs: always stressing me out and it took like forever to let the school year to end (which is crazy). I have to commit leadership on my own purpose to not only will the student affair requirement have to deny, but also, I will miss out on all of the college whatnot by itself. I already read "Secrets About Guys - Secrets That Shouldn't Be Secret" by Grace Dove before, and I have yet to read "Were You Raised by Wolves? And Seven Other Crucial Questions to Ask the One You Just Might Marry" by Toben Heim as part of my very own Love Quest reading curriculum.

In prior experience, I had enjoyed leadership classes in youth group for two courses in one year. I did not take any of the leadership classes in formal education, which it's okay. Not everybody gets to be the leader until the next generation or two rises. I do have to be responsible for the schedule, but let's say it should be a priority and not something that's left behind in the dust, so some 2-year old gets to throw in some crayons to doodle on the clean sheet of paper with boring blocks of text for business and let the parents feel stressed out, for they need to get a life by simply ordering adult coloring books from Amazon and reprint some text to store up high for the very next morning. My brain is just lazy to change plans... who cares about interest?! Nobody gets to be involved in any of the clubs. Thank God! They had their priorities straightened out because of homework, classes and stuff.

My plan for the future: I will start my very own blogger's club brought to you by banned and challenged books, bad fanfiction, the blogs and vlogs we love (e.g. Wagner Bunch, Vlog Brothers), and the infamous blog of all time: right here and right now! Everybody has to get involved by simply... let's say you sign up for Google, take Blogger as part of your day and literally do your blog by yourself on an often basis! Going to Blogger in Google for the first time is easy and nothing less.

Also, for the bloggers' club, we love to critique DCOMs starting from HSM and all the way up to Radio Rebel because these things are for preps and we are not all girly useless. We're equal, MCR rocks and we love to react to stuff online. Other than that, thank pop culture (btw, Ms. America) for the suggestions for the continuation of the plot for Time Bomb. And I am all ready to see Miss World livestream on desktop mode by December 19, 2015 (if you don't have cable)! I will be prepared to watch every single Hannah Montana, every single Toddlers & Tiaras and every single 19 Kids and Counting ever made in order all-in-one. As I have yet to critique the entire HSM trilogy, I still want to critique Spy Kids: The Complete Saga (because I'm not looking forward to the fourth installment - thank the LORD, I did not get to see this after all of these last four years, for I am too old for the 2000s gadgets galore from the one and only Mr. Roger Rodriguez!). I better have the three lists of episodes prepared for checking it all off by black pen for simply printing off of the Internet, just so to get on with it until the end. Oh, surprises are surprises. Don't you just love to be like a true shadhardblogger? You don't have to be the next Tara Way!

If you want to be my follower, please do subscribe to my DeviantArt profile or like us on Google+. I would love to read comments down below and I will have the feedback taken care of, so thank you all for reading and here's one more thing before you go!

You guys have an awesome, splendid, amazing, superb, extraordinary day, night, weekend, whatever happens at anytime and anywhere for you and I'll talk to you in the next post. Kudos! :)

9/11 Chill Out Post (Why Buy the Autism Speaks Products Anywhere Else?!)

Welcome back, everyone! I am back from ASN Orientation... so I give you the bad news: the auditioning for me will wait until Tuesday because the auditioner was sick and she'll have to get well soon. But the good news is that I'm all jingled up for the bazaar sale preparations by simply drinking the peppermint mocha. Is it too early for the holidays? I don't think so, you still got plenty of time for holiday shopping - you don't have to wait until Black Friday. Go to www.amazon.com now to shop for holiday gifts, whether it's for your spouse, your parents, your children or for your friends and co-workers! On the Autism Speaks Merchandice E-Shop, I had just found the snowflake wrapping paper. When it says "holiday and birthday", both days take place in the winter - December 25 (Christmas Day) and my birthday (January 21). It's personally perfect! You should see this for yourself in the link below, and I highly recommend you can buy it if your birthday is in the wintertime.

http://shop.autismspeaks.org/snowflake-wrapping-paper

Another thing to look at if you're intrested in writing some thoughts, try for a special physical copy to own today.

http://shop.autismspeaks.org/autism-speaks-journal

If you look for the T-Shirts to make on your own other than the official company already taken care of, I suggest you can go to customink.com.

If you look for smartphone cases and more to customize, now it's the time to visit @ caseable.com.

That's all we have for now.

Something Much of the Difference Between the Medical and Social Models

The difference between the medical model and social model is that there's the contrast of normalcy and acceptance. Normalcy means trying to act like the able-bodied people from most of worldwide, while acceptance is support and awareness of the neurodiversity. Flaws are in the medical perspective, it was meant to improve the weakness while in social justice, it was defined as if nobody's a Mary-Sue or a Gary-Sue, but rather, everyone's a Lammily Sue to be perfectly honest. A perfect world in the medical perspective is people, having long ways to go from the tip of the iceberg, trying to add more information, and inventing new technology as well as coming up with their own terms. A perfect world in the social model is to accept everybody, even the LGBT, but anyways, I really don't care about the six-colored rainbow flag and everything that's against the rules of God the Trinity. I got it all written down by far in my creative expositional book called "Where It All Began".

Well, it's 'nuff said! Stay tuned for the Good Charlotte song I remember as a child.

You guys do have an awesome, splendid, amazing, superb, extraordinary day, and I'll talk to you whether I come up with or something. Kudos! :)

Why We Love Blogging (And You Should, Too!)

1. it's fun
2. the imagination has endless possibilities
3. there's no worries about the stress
4. it takes time whether the posts has to
5. if stuck, you should come back if you feel like having any details in order to tell the truth and be honest with respect
6. it depends on whenever you feel like having to blog about thoughts for the day or two
7. we vlog (it's okay to record like a diary of your life from the digital camera or on the phone)
8. we post images for Wordless Wednesdays and more
9. we do post songs we like
10. we critique movies and you listen
11. we recall on our lives first thing after you go start the first one
12. we review books
13. we love to create stories
14. we comment about name suggestions and other things
15. we create our own images and do not own others' images
16. HAVE FUN! :)

Have an awesome day, and remember this song from my childhood?

Do what you wanna do with your blog from your own heart.

The Worst Advice We've Ever Heard About Literature

Censorship! I hate limitations because it's making me feel annoyed and it drove me nuts like crazy. Why read a banned book or read bad fanfiction? That'll open your mind up a gazillion times more than television, Hollywood and social media because it'll tell you the realities of life, death and everything else in between, as well as fictional as they may seem. Please let me know what you've read in the comments below by October 3rd! I highly recommend you give me a favor for the replies back after you checked your spelling, vocab and grammar for posting. Here are the links down below for the suggestions for two and a half weeks ahead:

The Books of the 2000s Plus 2010s So Far!
The Frequently Challenged Books of the '90s (The Decade I Was Born)
The Frequently Challenged Books of the 2000s (My Decade of Growing Up)
The "Infamous" Classics of the 20th Century
The Banned and Challenged Books of 1994-95
The Archived Editions from Illinois Library Association
PABBIS Complete List
The Latest Edition of All Time by Far!
The Fanfic Zone Part 1 (According to the Wikia About Fanfiction)
The Fanfic Zone Part 2 (The Media Experiment Was Taken Care Of!)

There you have it folks! That's all I have for today, so kudos to you! Check these links out while you listen to the song I enjoyed a few years back as a young teen and still lovin' it by ear and heart.

And now... Another Wordless Wednesday!

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I Thought I Stopped Living in the Angry Days

Gosh, stress is kinda moodier yesterday and I just can't audition for the Worship Group until Friday. It's okay... I was somewhat emotional and my heart was not ready yet because all I have to do is to put distractions aside (in which I really did it in one day and counting), but still, last night, I turned in Assignment 1 online. It talks about my autism backstory and my thoughts for two articles: the "sneak preview" of NeuroTribes in the blindness of having me as Elsa being locked away in the room and everyone else with autism as lost children, or those suffered from disease and sickness, or those who were taken away to wolves and pumas; altogether they are all myths of A-U-T-I-S-M! I learned that Asperger's (ASD) was named after Hans Asperger, an Austrian clinician. Leo Kanner on the other hand, studied those who severely suffered from the condition of autism. The other article talks about the history of autism, from the moment the word "autism" was coined in 1908 by a psychiatrist named Eugen Bleuler to the '70s and '80s where it has become better well-known in knowledge to even the 2010s where today's ratio is that 1 in 68 people have autism.

I know that I got to know my disability a bit better, but other than that, I am a lifelong learner for whatever happens.

So I'm sorry for the inconvenience, here's something you enjoy! I hope this inspires the post for the day...

I don't own the pic! The Shadow Saga of mine and everything in the works of shadhardblogger fully supports this! #autismawarenes #autismsociety #autismribbonlogo

I am depressed yesterday... I'm really not okay!

Anyways, I felt better today. You have a great day! :)

Hey! I'm Back from the Summer Vacation

Sorry about over the month's hiatus, because I already got distracted due to family activities, one last time @ VBS and all of that jazz. I had lived in these angry days... just hold on for a sec:

See? That's stress when it comes to music.

Anyways, look on the bright side Nat: you've got college ahead of you - there's alot of new people you meet, and then, you got some questions, so you want answers in class times.

But however, when independence is just on the horizon, I have to be better prepared for whatever happens: I just want to turn in Dog Sense by John Bradshaw after reading it: over 300 pages of dog exposition plus about 17 pages of notes in the back, so I can get going with Banned Books Week in participation to have the sake of freedom come fight censorship and "parental advisory nostalgia shenanigans".

Just literally, I'll note to you when I need to:

• The college bookstore will re-open after Labor Day
• ASN Orientation will take place Sept. 8-11 @ 1-5 pm on N209
• Open House will take place on September 15 @ 10 am - 2 pm, outdoors next to the Student Union Building in the Fountain Courtyard
• Fall Quarter starts on Sept. 21
• Classes in my perspective begins Sept. 22
• Work MWF and School (college) TueTh (in Fall Quarter of 2015)

You have a great Labor Day weekend and I will talk to you whether I post. BYE! :)

Listening to: 91.3 FM KBCS

Author's Note as of Sun 7/19

I just want you to know that a few more chapters of my legacy challenge is coming soon, so get ready for more surprises, shocks, twists, turns and whatnot.

Two months from now, I'm starting college.

And also, more book reviews for the past school year are on the way for the rest of the summer.

I presume that to be perfectly honest for right now, I guess I just have to start updating anything else I could do for myself as well as to accomplish more goals.

We are over halfway there through 2015, can't you believe it you guys? I am free of school: no more homework, no more sitting around in silence while learning something new and no more useless 5 minute breaks. Thank God! I graduated from high school finally after 16 years of formal education from 1999-2015...

The Metamorphosis Review

This is one of the modern classics you'll enjoy. My dad read it when he was in college, but last year, I've read the book before. It was so short and sweet, you can appreciate as a quick read when you're on a break from long sits of reading. It's been a hundred years since it was first published in October 1915. The story was divided into three parts, so it might feel as if it were acts of the play.

When Gregor Samsa, the main character of the story woke up first thing in the morning, he discovered that he had been changed into a monstrous verminous bug. You'll see the obstacles Gregor faces when it comes to being a bug he'd transformed once you read it. It's sad, witty and yes, inspiring to be realistic. Good read, but I had read it aloud for a bit when Dad told me to at one time.

Newbery Medal Winning Masterpieces Double Feature Review

A Wrinkle in Time



A 1962 Newbery Award Winner

This is the story of how Meg, Calvin and Wallace went into whether dimensions take them via three witches with three W's - Mrs. Who, Mrs. Which and Mrs. What. The mission is to find the dad who was a governmental scientist, lost after working on the tesseract. Do you know what the tesseract means?

In geometry, the tesseract is the four-dimensional analog of the cube; the tesseract is to the cube as the cube is to the square. Just as the surface of the cube consists of 6 square faces, the hypersurface of the tesseract consists of 8 cubical cells. The tesseract is one of the six convex regular 4-polytopes.

The tesseract is also called an 8-cell, C₈, (regular) octachoron, octahedroid,^[1] cubic prism, and tetracube (although this last term can also mean a polycube made of four cubes). It is the four-dimensional hypercube, or 4-cube as a part of the dimensional family of hypercubes or "measure polytopes".^[2]

According to the Oxford English Dictionary, the word tesseract was coined and first used in 1888 by Charles Howard Hinton in his book A New Era of Thought, from the Greek τέσσερεις ακτίνες (téssereis aktines or "four rays"), referring to the four lines from each vertex to other vertices.^[3] In this publication, as well as some of Hinton's later work, the word was occasionally spelled "tessaract".

That's in mathematical terms, but how in literature format? The tesseract also known as Project Tesseract in my language, is a fifth dimension through wrinkling time. It's called space warp when it comes to this book.

I think it's very interesting when I was still a fan of Contact by Carl Sagan and other sci-fi stuff, so I'm a sci-fi geek on the inward out in case you don't know me. I did fantasy and sci-fi combined on my own purpose to know that imagination is for funsies and it can mean realsies when deviantART comes into being for you to give yours a try. My subscribers are so small that I did subscribed to several people - the one who made My Inner Life a webcomic adaptation from fanfiction (Imaginary-Alchemist), the one I felt free to request ideas (Sanna2011) and the one that automatically got into me (PvtKitty). Thank you, my friends! It means a lot to me when posting stuff on the web.

Now back to the review, the fight of good against evil as the battle between light and dark reminds me how did I have to write something. Well, it's a recurring one I am writing it down as inspiration from the top two stuff I had explored through the years and recently from Christmas break of the past year. Thank middle school for assigning this! I first read it when I was twelve, it's for school. The two rereadings is when I was fourteen and recently, at age eighteen and going on super senior year. This made me picture science and fantasy, as if it came from my autistic brain. I think I'll dream on in order to keep moving forward through life ahead of now, because I'm such a better writer three times the magic L'Engle had for me to make myself love to learn, no matter how old are you. Five? Eight? Twelve? Fourteen? Eighteen? It's for all ages... trust me, if you have not read the book already, please do so, for I would love to when you comment your experience with this.

Did you know that A Wrinkle in Time was the first in the Time Quintet Saga? There's going to be several sequels available now at your local library or in bookstores.

This novel is on the 100 Most Frequently Challenged Books of the 90s, coming in at #23. The reasons why this book was challenged and/or banned is that it has references to witches and crystal balls, the claim that challenges religious beliefs and the listing of Jesus with great artists, philosophers, scientists and religious leaders. Shocking, isn't it? I'm not surprised. This is not anti-Christian, nor is it secular. It's pure imagination! Feed your brain with banned books right now! If you don't know banned books, research for more surprises.

Bridge to Terabithia



A 1977 Newbery Award Winner

This is the one I've read the first time back in middle school, so I wonder if this book has to compare with the movie. While reading and rereading it, I found out that I am not sure. The movie from Disney is okay, but let's take a closer look at this book.

It's about two lonely children named Jesse Aarons and Leslie Burke who create a magical forest kingdom called Terabithia. Leslie is a tomboy and Jesse was artistic. They're both in fifth grade. At first, he was fearful, scared, angry and frustrated. When he first met her, his life had been changed. He has to let go of frustration.

I know why I have to let go of what my problems did occurred when it comes to my disability, because I can handle the feelings. However, here's the important rule of the day: men have to be logical, reasonable and rational, whereas women tend to be emotional (like me).

WARNING: Spoilers ahead! Duh!

This book is so tragic in the end, but it's not that. I mean, Leslie had died a terrible death in a creek after the rope broke, in which somebody said it was the stupidest way to kill off a character. I know I checked it on Goodreads recently. Do you know what it means? It means it can teach children how to deal with death, especially friends who perished untimely and by accident. It was inspired by the author's son, whose friend Lisa Christina Hill died after being struck by lightning in Bethany Beach, Delaware. She was 8 years old at the time, it was on August 14, 1974 when it happened. There is a tree dedicated to her in a memorial outside Takoma Park Elementary School in grades Pre-K to 2nd grade. Sligo Creek and Terabinthia from Dawn Treader had soon followed after to be inspired into this book.

But wait... there's more! Jesse made a bridge to Terabithia and made his little sister May Belle as the new queen.

End Spoiler

In the 90s, the ALA Most Frequently Challenged Books has listed as #8. In the 2000s, it went down twenty to #28 on the list. Censors try to purge from death as being part of the plot; Jesse's frequent use of the word "lord" outside of prayer; allegations of witchcraft; and language. To count the crush part between Miss Edmunds and Jesse, it was considered sexually explicit (which is not over the top, but still it's just the way relationships mature a bit by the time you're nine). Still shocking? I was not surprised also.

There you have it. That's the double feature. I hope that you enjoyed this review, so thank you and have an awesome day.

Sources:

• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Wrinkle_in_Time
• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Wrinkle_in_Time#/media/File:WrinkleInTimePBA1.jpg
• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tesseract
• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bridge_to_Terabithia_(novel)
• https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bridge_to_Terabithia_(novel)#/media/File:Bridge_to_Terabithia.jpg

The Screwtape Letters Review

I've read that book before, but recently, I looked it up on Goodreads to see the reviews of what other people have read this. Boy, was I pressured to reread it again sometime in the future.

Read it in Deaf Awareness Week 2014 (September 14-20, 2014).

This is such a good book about Wormwood and Screwtape - two devils from the underworld. Screwtape was older than Wormwood, so it's like Uncle and Nephew relationship-wise. There are 25 letters in all, telling us how the world was portrayed as realistic spiritually (in other words, it's full of hate) and that they tell us what are the problems are in our lives, especially if you're a Christian. I was thinking I had learned that it's a great classic, risen out of the depths of the second world war. It's C.S. Lewis, the author of The Chronicles of Narnia who wrote it.

Did you know this is first published in February 1942? The first edition cover is a dust wrapper as you'll see on Wikipedia in the link using https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Screwtape_Letters. This is a story of things (it's the letters in Christian apologetic form with plot and characters, so it's unique) that have to deal with temptation and to know how to resist it, especially if you're a millennial (like me) that was uprising individualism (I sometimes turned to it when it comes to the Internet because I was such a good blogger in what I experience with importance). I understand this, but to be perfectly honest, you have to read this book. I guarantee to do so...

5/5 stars

I Did COMPASS Again!!!

Today is July 7, 2015. My score for math placement in pre-algebra is 57, so I think they recommended me to go to MATH 087 for Quantitative Literacy or BUSA 100 for Business Math.

My job plan for hours will be 1-10 hours per week. I am fairly sure what life takes me to when it comes to the unknown, but thank you LWIT (Lake Washington Institute of Technology in case if you don't know me). The COMPASS test is free if you have to go to LWIT, but however $21 is what you need by check fee to test at Bellevue College. The total time is 18 minutes and 2 seconds, thus counting directions and profile page time. The test alone is 11 minutes and 41 seconds.

UPDATE: I'm sorry for the interruption. The reading and writing placement has been cancelled for this year, due to the fact I just skipped the lines too quickly and now I have nothing else to do but to go back to where I need to be at. They had me to start all over again and I'm like not going back for now. I don't feel like talking to be perfectly honest, but still, I quit COMPASS reading and writing test altogether.

Last year, on February 14, 2014, I had 54 on COMPASS reading for 23 minutes and 59 seconds, 47 for 28 minutes and 33 seconds on COMPASS writing and 55 on pre-algrbra for six minutes and twenty-five seconds.

Since I had miscarried the writing results at this time, I had 53 on the COMPASS reading for forty-four minutes and three seconds. It is all because of my own fault that I accidentally skipped way over the top! Don't worry, I can still study well for tomorrow or Friday... if I might let it go of stress.

UPDATE 2: So instead of waiting, I suddenly got back into the desktop computer and quickly got into it again. And... I tried. The results for COMPASS reading is 63 for 25 minutes and eight seconds, while COMPASS writing is 93 for eleven minutes and two seconds for what I've shockingly mastered... I was accepted into English Composition I.

The afterward: mom and I went to Taco Bell for Happier Hour. Not only did I felt stressed and hungry to be depressed a bit, but I had 2 Loaded Potato Grillers and a drink of water instead of the HH drink. We have to turn-in the scores to Bellevue College so we can register for the Fall Trimester. I felt bored, so I had nothing much else to say, but to give yourselves something of what I've thought. The depressed moments for a bit made me want to remind myself of what I've experienced last year at the 2014 Movin' Up Assembly - a song means comfort to me.

There you have it, folks! You do have an awesome day and I'll get back to you whether I have. Kudos! :)

It's Summertime, But However...

I went on a stay vacation with my family, which started on Monday June 22, 2015 and it did go on until the end of last week; to be perfectly honest for now, I'm pretty much am sure if my summer reading is officially on Wednesday, June 17, starting with The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien because I did enjoyed a break from Mistborn: The Final Empire after 23 chapters over most of spring (but I made it to the end of Part 3 when I had needed to).

The 4th of July is tomorrow, because I sure can't wait to at least catch up on Goodreads in what I've read over the past year. I had my identification card issued on June 24, 2015, but the day before that, my birth certificate was issued. Not only did I had a city outing with Dad, but also I had a blast somewhat. I am officially into Autism Spectrum Navigators last Wednesday, and the orientation for the second time is on July 13th. The registration for credit classes still go on, however, I have a confused feeling about what am I going to do after graduation from college. I had decided to get my fanfiction all taken care of for now because chapter 19 is so long...

That's what I had for over the summer because I had signed up for the ORCA pass, as well as I had the ORCA card to save it for future rides and whatnot. Here's what my first year looks like:

• Fall 2015: Skills for Navigating College & Career
• Winter 2016: Executive Functioning in the Workplace
• Spring 2016: Career Exploration

If you were an autistic kid my age (I'm 19 if you don't know me) (or if you're 18-21 or something older/younger) living in the King County of Washington, you should:
1. Have a documented autism spectrum (or related) diagnosis,
2. Be an matriculated Bellevue College student, assessed into English classes at level 070 or above,
3. Be taking classes at BC during the quarter or quarters they are in the program,
4. Complete the Disability Resource Center intake process,
5. Participate in weekly meetings with a Navigation Assistant (& make up missed meetings),
6. Participate in weekly 2-credit ASN classes each quarter they are in the program

I do need to pay my parents $525.00 per month for room & board from SSI. I guess that's all I had in one big picture: transitioning into a new life. So, I guess you have a 4th of July weekend and I'll talk to you whether I discuss. Bye! And one more thing... roll credits.