Saturday, August 6, 2016

I'm Already Nauseated for Life Itself

When things change, I'm good. When things get super intense, I'm good. When things went tragic, I'm good. When things are good, I'm good. And when things get boring, I'm good. Don't you understand the meaning of this world? I know I've noticed so many changes over the summer so far in my family, but as a result, I'm feeling the butterflies in the stomach and already eager enough to get a pager phone in order to contain my entire mp3 collection of my music, my way and recordings of myself talking, ranting and "narrating" LPs. It's just the way how life itself works as it has full of ups-and-downs, unexpected twists and surprises. I know I'm reacting to myself being an outsider of the so-overused "everybody's doing it" cliché culture, but I just want to get fit in, so I can't because of money issues that ran through the whole entire family. However, I'm getting sick and tired of medical claims, products that make you "get young again and lose weight instantly", attorney cases, reverse mortgages, life and health insurance commercials (as in "If you're age 50-75, 85 years or younger or 65, why settle down for this?"). We are not officially done yet, guys! I'm not settling things down until I retire, so I could go to a high school reunion and be done with my progress of where I'm at exactly from the moment I was young. That's 50 years from now! But being more specific to the near future, my parents are retiring in less than a decade away from now, and my sisters and I are all starting to work months from now. Most likely, Simone has to start working anytime.

And before I know it... suddenly, I was very interrupted after a month's worth of procrastination, and my dad told me that I can't go to college anymore unless I need a follow-up (which is why I'm supposed to do, and I'm not feeling like it already because of summer (which was supposed to be 100% fun and very self-explanatory)). Boy, was I very stupid and dumb? So-so. Do I hate my life because I'm soo depressed? Yes. I found stuff to be relaxing, which was nice. Not only did I already missed out on summer school, but I want more summer school and less regular schooling because I want to travel to Sydney for summer schooling during the winter, take one term off, go to summer school @ Bellevue College, take another term off, go back and the cycle goes on over and over. See? It's simple! I'm keeping my school email tab on, so I don't have to keep procrastinating from now until the follow-up needs to jump into conclusions at the last minute checkup before it's too late. If it's too late, I'm gonna be so mad, I'd rather go join the Amish and be vegan than to just check the new phone.

Nuff said, and GOODBYE FOREVER, DIARY!!! I'm leaving and deactivating for newer responsibilities of the society and reality of life.

Friday, August 5, 2016

I Know What's Coming Up for the Rest of the Summer of 2016

Here's what I'm doing on-and-offline:
  • I am going to watch the Opening Ceremony of the Olympics in less than an hour live on YouTube.
  • I will watch people row their boats live, because Norway has five competitors compared with ours with 36 more, which is 41.
  • I'm still reading books, even if life seems to get either lost in time to imagination or pretty boringly stressful to read.
  • I'm still writing stories, especially I am able to edit really carefully on what parts go to post.
  • I'm still working on posts, even though I am out of ideas and need help with the inspiration.
  • I am going on a missions trip for the first time ever, even though I can't make it last year because of the bridal shower.
  • I'm looking forward to meeting new people, although I am shy and introverted to people in a new level of socialness, I'm depressed for very long because grief could never be so easy, I have to look at the lights more often.
  • I'm still drawing more artwork of stuff, which is why Stardust is immediately tried to perk up my imagination up for some fanart to do like Tristran's parents and Mr. Bromis. I'm going to work on Victoria's parents, Tristran and Victoria, and others. The OC competition is still going on to me, so I have to keep working until I've completed the tasks as mentally requested by the first day of school.
  • I will work more on the business of my own starting tomorrow because VBS is officially over and I'm so excited to sell more clothing to people by either one December day at the bazaar sale or next year's Friday market, which way either works, it's just how things work.
Thank you all so much for reading, and I'll see you in the next post of whatever I have to make. BYE! And I almost forgot: please let me know in the comments below if you want.

Thursday, August 4, 2016

Monday, August 1, 2016

Top 5 Facts: The Olympics SUCK... Or Not?

This video is so hard to change perspectives of my own, I just understood that the Olympic Committee just kept more stadiums than it actually had been responsible for because I've seen too many empty stadiums long gone from earlier while I was just websurfing for fun. I hope this would be interesting to be somewhat eager for what Rio was about to become in just three weeks (the number we'll find out in the video below to click on).







And now... what next? Pyeongchang for Winter 2018, following by Tokyo for the next four summers and then in succession by Beijing for Winter 2022. I'm afraid not...

Friday, July 15, 2016

#prayfornice

I know this is definitely part 2 of praying for France after some terrorist attack at anywhere in that country. Let's hope there should be more moments of silence for the fallen.

. . .

Thank you and good day!

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Ten Facts About Me

Brought to you in part by The Broke and The Bookish. Here's why.

1. My summer so far is very decent, but lately, life had been lazy enough to get really addicted to Candy Crush series as well as the reason of the urge to enjoy Candy Crush from level to level, having 3 days to wait after a long journey in any land. I know I only have 8 hours and 20 minutes remaining in the Minty Meadow, but it's just what it is.
2. I am somewhat a fan of watches. Watches tell time, but really? It ticks away life itself before leaving Earth. Don't get me wrong. Time was supposed to fly by. The video is here, and you will see why.


3. I enjoy the Internet. I love going there every single day since I was a kid, and it's really cool that I get to binge-watch whatever I want from YouTube, but binge-reading eFics via dA, FF.net, and Wattpad? Sure thing!
4. I've been lately a movie critic, but however, I haven't been active in a really long time since my last editing with the HSM post. So... here is Finding Dory. I know I've seen it a while back at the Majestic Theatre in the Yakima area, but I thought this film is the most innocent thing I've ever seen so far for 2016.
5. I'm still training myself to be the next Internet sensation, but now I don't have a webcam, camcorder, a professional movie editor, or a digital sound recorder as of July 12, 2016, I wonder if I should be able to scan artwork to post for as long as I stand to the strongest.
6. I don't have PayPal because the currency is going digital and I don't know what to do but to pay everything through the physical copy of money (as in cash the old-fashioned way).
7. I barely used Patreon, but I'm more of an Etsy type.
8. I lived most of my life in the state where the Twilight saga happened most of the time (that's Washington if you haven't know me already).
9. I'm planning on making the next Twilight saga sensation for Generation Z once when I graduate from Bellevue College. (HINT: All of my years have been combined with imagination.)
10. I prefer something so famous, that I already missed out on and thought it's underrated.

But before you go, I want to show you something new to me the past weekend of what I learned. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phonograph_cylinder

That's all we have for today. Tune in next time for my digital diary of life and death!

Friday, July 1, 2016

We Officially Made It to 2016 50%!

Hello, guys. What's up? I'm still okay at the Quality Inn by Choice Hotels in Yakima with my dad. I know we stayed for one night, but I just want to remind you of my July TBR list right here. Let me get it real quick... aha! Now, let's get things going!
  • Into Thin Air by Jon Krakauer
  • Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer
  • The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
  • (still more to come if time spares...)
Really? I know I've seen the movie Finding Dory in the Majestic Theatre, and I think it was the most innocent thing I've ever known at the last minute for the first previous six months of the year, even though the true inspiration sparked my mind when I noticed things and details big and small. Here are some things I've pretty much had in mind:
  1. the orange tag - the number speaks to me that I believe it must've been a fictitious phone number with the (555) thing.
  2. octopuses - they speak to me through the bright colors of every little detail, I think the purple and black one would be a Gen Xer version of Marilyn Swift and the main octopus with turquoise eyes and the ability of the chameleon would've been the pro-new Aristaeus. I heard that they appear very brief in the Generation 2 account of my fanfic.
  3. the detail of eye color - the effects are so sparkly, it reminds me of plush stuffed animals that came from the dollar gift shop.
  4. Piper - awww... the baby seagull is soo cute. I WANNA TOUCH HIM SAFE AND SOUND!!!
  5. the 3 r's - rescue, rehab and release. Here's another way to do the 3 r's - reduce, reuse and recycle.
I'm feeling proud of myself so far that I am really satisfied with what I have back at home so far. Looking back in the year 2016, my focus is kinda hazy and I'm just dealing with the schedule, but however, I took much more responsibilities toward schooling, but partially the clubs because of the Internet time I spent way too much with. I'm mentally a slacker! Now that things could turn real busy than what I would've done it if it weren't for affecting my life, my summer would've made so much better if I'm more responsible and alert to a busy schedule, and my watcher notifications would've been as long empty as it was from the start. And also, I would've placed everything on hold for future use instead of earlier, but I hate it when it happens when things don't have to go as originally intended. Today's society ruined everything for me since 2012, and now... America is so messed up, I'd rather live the rest of my life in the Amish since the day I'm gonna marry (and give up all the world's desires by the end of the ceremony) and live up until the day I pass 122 years and 164 days! It would've been so much better if I'm gonna miss out on life during the wee hours of every high school reunion, I'm staying in the community and I always will! I'm never going back. I'm just leaving my past behind because 2016 is going to be the worst year of my life by far (and I mean really crazy enough to go mentally insane), and hopefully, the rest of the summer after the appointment and fall quarter would eventually kick up in my mood gear again, and I will be more than just happy to be there in this world, so I can publish more posts for everybody to see. It's more than just the Internet, you know? I'm getting deeper for knowledge and travel while enriching my lifelong learning experience. Today, I've been to Yakama Nation with my dad. I learned more information about how the Yakama Nation society works since the treaty on June 9, 1855 under the 2015-16 catalog book in which you could pick up from the Yakama center next to the campground and pool. And now... collections:
  • Leisure art-wise, I got the cross-stitch booklet from the Yakama gift shop for $3.
  • Book-wise, I'm good for now.
  • Music-wise, I was thinking about having to get my whole entire collection of mp3s for my Amazon library. But I'm guessing CDs, I dunno. We'll see!
Coming up: I was thinking about Crossing Cultures for my first ever missions weekend, but I'm more responsible to leadership, so I'd directly have to start reading 5 Levels of Leadership right away at anytime from my room for as long as summer is for a limited time only (it was my first ever self-offer I'd ever made up).

About having to organize stuff around, I'm finding and seeking for what lost treasures I'm chasing after.

So... that's it for this entry, thank you for reading. Have a #happy4thofjuly weekend!

Saturday, June 25, 2016

5K VIEWS!!!

Wow, I don't believe it! It means a LOT to me... thanks guys for all of the support. Without you, life would've been a bummer. I know my summer so far is good, but my dad said I was supposed to make plans to have it on display by Monday. I will get my plans straightened out as well... don't worry. There's a lot of book reviews to get it all done for the blog, and it looks like several pages deserve a long makeover full time, so it needs to stay up-to-date and chances are lots of viewers will come to look at the variety of posts I've written out.

So, I have a bit of the update going on throughout life itself: I started listening to Our Saturday Tradition last week @ KBCS 91.3 FM. It happens on Saturdays from 9am-12pm, so archived playlists are available to listen at anytime right there at: kbcs.fm for more information. While we're checking out groceries at Fred Meyer, I noticed a stray nail paint colored "Sugar Daddy" (that's prep pink) from Essie. That gave me a bright idea as a supposed proud sponsor of my own fandom as Doritos were to Greenyverse. I already bought a color theory wheel today at Michael's also because it would be good for future abstract conceptual projects and I'm making more hats to sell if I have to dream big: having my own business to run. I'm already dreaming of having to get the birthstone afghan booklet for myself once when I could get my crochet skills a bit upward and I want the coloring book to color with the $13 50-color pencil collection. And guess what I added to my TBR list (not on the library system, you get it on the master book review page): I got State of Wonder by the one who brought to you by Bel Canto. Simone had The Color of Water for school over the summer. We had it from Half-Price Books, but I'll add Bel Canto to my library For Later list.

I'm so eager to watch Walt Before Mickey right now, so kudos!

Friday, June 24, 2016

The Brexit

Dear diary,

I am so sorry to say that the United Kingdom has to unfortunately leave the European Union among the votes of 51.89% Leave to 48.11% Stay. The UK economy had gone down hill, the British leader David Cameron has to resign by October 2016, and other things have changed for a part of me. I am now depressed all day...

But on the good note, we had welcomed Thea to our extended family on Mom's side. I had enjoyed the Sunset Dinner. Near the end, I felt nauseated and thought I was gonna die from bloating, but thankfully, I threw up a desert in a toilet because I don't want to taste all the sweetness the same and the most innocent way ever again. I'm switching things around a bit to see if I need any smoothies in fast food restaurants as alternative from a fresh perspective for my diet. I'm feeling better now, so that is definitely a very good thing. I'd better learn a lesson: eat until you're at least 80% full. And also lesson learned: don't break the CDs on the floor (even though I already had by accident once).

I don't believe it that time goes by fast... one week of summer down, and still a plenty of weeks left until college starts again. I need to get a lot of things taken care of before any potential deadlines.

And so, there you have it! There's the piggy bank collection taken from Microsoft Edge if you could see it from above the whole entire letter. It's almost 11:30 P.M. in the PST (daylight) and I'd better get going for bed. See you later.

Koolios,
Nat

Thursday, June 16, 2016

I Don't Believe It! Summer Has Just Begun...

Yes... school is out for now, and I pretty much am back into full swing with the Internet, but the thing is procrastination really gets in the way of being prolific about stuff to do and I felt hopeless that people keep sending me new notifications on another web every few minutes or so that I don't want to be the next troll, okay? I'm just letting you know that I made up a new webpage to keep myself up-to-date on archived stuff I really did in case one original website shuts down on me. With that being said... let's get into the schedule!

  • go to a waterpark - Wild Waves again changed the logo after a few years' span, so the cost to go there: could be expensive.
  • to love y'all GF - What kind of an answer is this? This isn't real, it's just a statement.
  • make a short story - I know I'm stuck in the middle of my fanfic, but let's be honest that I'm separating deleted scenes from the official ones to make things look nicer to the dA community. The extended edition would come up really soon in the fall. I might try to do my best at continuing on with a short story, so how many words are there? Since the short story was supposed to be under 7,500 words, my story lasted 21,605 words. That's 2.88067 times the amount on what the short story looks like! Other than that, it'll look like a novella when it would've been first published by last summer and life felt a bit rushed to me. It lasted for 74.7 pages worth of how my OC Miyako grew up in America and fell in love with the dark being! I remember Jeff the Killer falling in love with Amy Woods, and they seem to be living together somewhere in the world, but I found out that it's just Amy and Jeff is not real. I'll do Me, Myself and You: The Comic Adaptation whereas I'm trying to work furthermore on my own story as carefully as possible.
  • binge-watch a show on Netflix - me and my family had The Office (US), and I understand that the office building is called "Dunder-Mifflin" where there is endless paper in a paperless world. I remember the two advertisements - one is funny and the other is amazing. I really want to see My Generation (2010) so bad, that I am already eager for the remake of HSM (which turned out to be a successful jukebox thing going on in the making).
  • play chess - I'm playing cheap checkers while saving money for a fancy chess board with all the fancy stuff.
  • have fun and be safe - I know I already had fun and be safe! I am going to Portland, Oregon with my mom.
  • do lots of stuff - I am blogging and doing Internet stuff right now, so shush!
That is about it for now! Thank you for reading, and have a good summer. Bye!

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

The End of the Year As We Know It

Hello, guys! This is the last post for this school year. To be honest with you guys, I would like to tell you one thing before you go. I'm officially done with this blog for now, so I'm moving on to the new website that some (if not, most) of you don't know what it is. It's called www.problogger.net. It's a site where you have to write a blog post for money. You don't have to go through the AdSense thing I find it difficult to follow. It's free to subscribe at anytime! Did you know that the site was founded by an Australian Gen Xer named Darren Rowse? He had the passion for photography, reading, food, wine and movies. He used to be the church minister and is still active in the local religious community. He had a wife and three children, in which all are sons.

Finals are coming up, and now it's time for me to go. It's been almost three years since I first joined Blogger. Blogger is not just a site where you post stuff in one sitting, it's a part of Google services and I really want to thank you so much for coming. I'm going to miss you... I love you and I am so proud of all of you. Goodbye. :)

"You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something - your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life."
- Steve Jobs, founder of Apple

Monday, June 6, 2016

Ten Reasons I Love This Blog By Far

1. this literally changed the way I experienced the Internet from a different perspective
2. many things besides the posts are super out-of-date, but I'm working on it every once in a while (please don't panic if you have OCD, take your time)
3. I changed the format from the perfect composition studio-themed design to a black-and-white background thanks to critique from Yahoo Answers.
4. I tried posting recommended stuff to buy online, but remember: this blog in general is non-profit!
5. I thought most of the posts are all about the books, but I got several bookish blogs taken care of, so you don't have to see my writing for every bit of my reading progress.
6. I'm interested in Wait But Why.
7. I am currently working logic-wise for the compare and contrast, but I won't tell you a secret unless it's revealed.
8. I feel like enjoying the time of my life, but if I'm too stressed out, this should heal myself from all of the IRL drama going on in today's society and culture concededly.
9. I thought about my IBF, but I need to not mention it because... I'm sorry. I am addicted to the Internet more often.
10. all the reviewing plus my thoughts of life, and less chapters of my life (I seriously need to get rid of the post numbers in the draft section in order to finish writing for publication)

Extra:
11. I posted up music videos and lyrics of my style for entertainment.
12. To be honest, I will cutback on Internet time to at least a few hours span due to homework because I'm almost done with school in 9 days.
13. I am so looking forward to posting thirteen devotional posts for each random review of stuff starting on June 23, 2016 with 2A.M. @ Cat's Pajamas.

Hope you enjoyed this post!

Saturday, June 4, 2016

Goal Check-In for 2016

Looks like summer's already there. Some of you say you are done with finals and schooling, while others are getting close to the end and I'm like "Dang... two more weeks of nothing but to sit around in the desk for like 50 minutes - 2 hours, depending on classtime." I know I don't want to sit my butt all the time on the Internet at the school library because life on just DeviantArt is not worth it for now at least. But I'll get back to the drawing board by tomorrow for Aries' 120th birthday by Monday, don't worry folks. I'm not cancelling anything that has to deal with my legacy challenge fanfic. Let's see how far I've been up to lately.

1. continue the fanfics I've started reading from the previous year - Um... I epically fail! I'll just stick around with the SU Remake by julayla sometime this summer, but not the Greenyverse (brought to you by Doritos: "For the bold!"). My sponsorship would potentially bring to you by either Tesla or Aveda, but I'll stroll around the mall. (So... Microsoft is already taken for the lols, no - WRONG!) I heard that one of my online friends is formerly one of the fanfic writers, so I pretty much am okay with her by far. I'm still a fanfic writer, but I don't feel like having to shove Christianity down the world's throat due to the fact that my dad signed me up for the Northwest Christian Writer's Association and that whether I feel like having to write down Where It All Began, I could write with ease from whether comes to mind about my observations and in connection with Genesis.
2. catch-up and deal with SKY REGAN already! - I'm going back into the swing with watching The Sims Let's Plays - Ultimate Sim Season 1: Sunset Valley and two legacy challenges (One is from which I did not know it's Generation 4 and the other is Disney). It's the month of June, and I'll try again to see if Sky's been up to by far until where we exactly left off and don't remember after a year.
3. remember the rules and schedule plus assignments - I'm dealing with the responsibilities of school full-time, and I'm so busy, I wonder if I need to start getting paid. I don't wanna wait two years because now is the time to start The Blogger's Club.
4. finish writing Grey Petals, Freya and Where It All Began - FAIL!!!
5. know how to keep things up with a new me (the only change to have by the end of 2016 is my weight) - I'm dealing with the resolution right now because my cravings distracted my diet from happening, and I need to get used to it over the summer.
6. remember to read the Disney Legacy Challenges - I watched one generation and a part from xSimSugar.
7. get the latest updates from the Ink legacy (probably not happening because the writer's busy with medics or loss of interest? I dunno.) - What happened to the mouse?!
8. finish the other half of MIL dramatic reading by shadhardblogger - FAIL!!! (but I know the dramatic reading is like the longest pilot episode ever in the whole entire world before I need to start reviewing things for YouTube. (BookTube? Really?!))
9. Have fun reviewing the HSM movies and remember: be the "goffik" critic! - I know we're at the last minute for all the nonsense to deal with the review, the sequel is currently in progress without my help and life is getting even more hectic with reality, today's society, how people react to something that's affecting their interest and speak for themselves in opinion, and why am I so speechless and socially awkward on how they're feeling about stuff. I know the movies are faster pace-wise than mine, but I'm letting you know that I'm going in depth with what-not to do and all that jazz logic-wise. I'm throwing in several references from Secrets About Guys in the first part at some point like "kindergarten". I'm not ready for Spy Kids yet, but I know it's a children's flick franchise to be honest. The first one is good, the second one is nicely decent, the third is okay, but the fourth... NO! I'm not talking about HSM, I think Spy Kids. Let's hold onto that for later, but for now, let's get on with the sequel aka Summer Break, 2007 to see if I could add more and more detail for critique and pointing out flaws to do the makeover for the remake (probably, about Summer of Love: Next Generation). I like the title name for a sequel to the remake because it's a fun idea to remember - the first summer of love is from 1967, but the next generation... it's several decades later. What did I wish...

And now, goal change!

#4. After The Retribution stamps, I'm gonna do more fanart after I'm done with homework. (that's my plan according to the polls I made up on another site)
#7. Since the author of the Ink legacy didn't come back, why try for the random generator for more ideas for goal #7. I'm kinda stuck in the middle of nowhere, and I don't know what to make of the ending to this school year because I'm trying to deal with my life completely like why go for the final week of clubs, so I could start my very own club due to a year of experience being on the Internet and studying constantly. The little part is I'm pressured to go to Facebook, and I can't help but to just understand it's a waste of time whatsoever. The fines are coming down on me, and I'm stressed but to put things on hiatus and come back for later. I don't know where the other book went, and I'm so ashamed of myself for now that I just want to commit suicide when things get turned in without my usage. And now, things are getting even more worse with me trying to ditch church on Moving On Up Sunday to make room for a new routine in life - sleep in every morning and go to the library every afternoon. That's it! That's the new plan for other half of weekends and beyond. I know I'm gonna end up on a really bad note with me trying to move the dates to further notice on two holds, and I'm postponing stuff for later because I need to be more responsible for fines and try to get the five item limit for now in order to make room for two movies and an audiobook for what happened to Max and the Flock starting at chapter 23 of Maximum Ride Episode IV: The Final Warning. I'm going to be relieved after finals are over hopefully. I'm going insane and more tortured, perhaps mentally haunted for life until the day I could watch Grease sometime (concededly after I'm officially done with Generation 1). There should be no going back at all! I'm moving on to www.problogger.net for money. Goodbye, diary! You'll be missed. In other words, life is crazy and it seems that I'm taking it easy for the progressive way of life (don't worry, I'm birth-control free, smoke-free, drug-free and alcohol-free, but I'm letting you know I'm juggling life itself as the result)

In conclusion, 2016 by far, is more like the lazy song in my opinion.

Friday, June 3, 2016

Top 10 Worst Commercials of All Time (Quickie)

Looking forward to the finals, but still anticipating for something funny? Here's another quickie list. Enjoy!