Top 10 First World Problems (QUICKIE)

Happy Memorial Day, and I got you something quick to enjoy, but you'll eventually learn at the same time.

Stuff I Felt Differently About Now That Time Has Passed

Before I pop up the popcorn manually for the End-of-Year Party by Sunday, let me share you about everything from the past in a different perspective.

Hannah Montana: I've seen the show Simone grew up with, and I thought it was way back in my tween and junior high years combined. I know I was gonna watch all 98 episodes ever made in order starting in like 2010 and ending in 2011 (that's like nine months), but I heard that some don't even like the show for some reasons because they thought she killed the magic of Walt Disney and some say they could still jam to their songs. I know I'm already brainwashed by the playful cuteness galore for the new Disney, but this is definitely an Old Shamer. And I'm already spoiled by the last five episodes of the show, and went on to what happened to Miley? I know she ended up being downhill and she ended up in the mainstream mass media along with Demi Lovato (Sonny) and Selena Gomez (Alex from Wizards). It's okay. I could still forget about the whole entire thing... let's get crunching with binge-watching all 98 episodes ever made in order, so I can get into stuff more pointless than that like Toddlers and Tiaras and Jersey Shore. After days of binge-watching, I could still get to binge-watch American Idol on Netflix. Hannah is soo yesterday and preppy from the past...

Kirby World Trek: This is the fanfic I used to get involved in back in middle school, that now I just don't... *sigh* I moved on to a new approach when it comes to fan fiction for the Internet: the legacy challenge from scratch. Remember I did all the chapters in summary form and my sister doodled the drawings to come along with it. We had fun overall, that now I wish we would do it again in Time Bomb SparkNotes summary edition!

Billboard Websurfing for Wikipedia: It was the pastime of yesterday, that now I'm already scarred for life over hit songs of nowadays, I'm still trying to recover from the mess by having to order stuff I exactly want from Amazon.

Dubstep and electromusic from the trend: I liked it, even though I didn't hear it for a long time. Gummibar is the yesterday of the fursona, and I outgrew it to see how creepy is he while dancing! I had his music video about the main theme stuck inside my head for now, and I'm remembering him.

Nickelodeon, Disney Channel and Cartoon Network: I heard they're all going downhill and throwing in live-action sitcoms we think were not funny, but stupid and lazy. And what's the worst thing I've ever seen? PPG 2016 reboot (the devolution of the action-pack series I grew up with), Dog with a Blog (remember kids, only the Mobian-like fursonas do blog and so do we), I Didn't Do It (it feels more like the Kidz Bop version of Big Bang Theory), Liv and Maddie (I noticed the hairstyles of both girls and I thought it's more fancy than the ones I've seen in person), Girl Meets World (really? I don't care about this. I'm talking about the previous generation (it's Boy Meets World, you know)), Breadwinners (this is awful), and Sanjay and Craig (same as Breadwinners except... more crazier). I miss SpongeBob already, that now I'm kinda leaning toward the general public, he's so funny that gave me a huge great sense of humor.

qubo's Ask Me block: After the past year of my experience with qubo as the channel, I had Denver the Last Dinosaur in mind to be placed on my "For Later" list under the local library web, which is the good thing, but the Ask Me short block?! It's a pain to watch! UPDATE: As a result, I had found no evidence in renting the complete series on DVD for free, but all I have to do is to order online at Amazon.

What happened to AM1250 KKDZ Seattle from the 2000s?! The cessation of operations of KARR (AM) in February 2014 due to the expiration of the lease on their transmitter site also affected KKDZ, as it used the KARR site for night time operations. KKDZ has filed an STA to run on lower power from their separate daytime transmitter site. On August 13, 2014, Disney put KKDZ and twenty-two other Radio Disney stations up for sale, in order to focus more on digital distribution of the Radio Disney network. In May 2015, a deal to sell the station to Universal Media Access (owners of KLOK in San Francisco) for $500,000 was announced.

On September 17, 2015, the sale of KKDZ was consummated, at which point it officially dropped its Radio Disney affiliation and switched to a South Asian format (featuring Hindi, Punjabi and English language programming), branded as "Desi 1250." I've seen the billboard ads of the new KKDZ on the buses, and I'm avoiding it like the plague. Thank goodness for that, and now... I'm gonna order CDs from Amazon to have the collection of my music, my way in my bedroom.

Did you know that I still prefer rock to pop? Yes.

Do you want to open up the club, even though this school year's about to pass? Yes.

Let's see...

I hope you enjoyed the blog as well as I did it!!!

Thank you for reading, have a great summer and I'll see you in the fall!

I'm Officially Mentally Scarred for Life! (And Do We Really Need Kidz Bop? And Why Stardust?)

Please note it's just my thoughts:

If I keep returning materials to the library without ever having to use them if needed, instead of going to kill myself initially, as a result, I'm getting more scarred this past week, if not, for the rest of this school year, as well as having to deal with the pointless original High School Musical merchandise for review, in succession by what should've been epically better known for as The Rapture (1991) concededly with the last minute BC 2015-16 Reading and whatnot. I know I'm officially a depressed freethinker who really tries to get whatever I want for everything and still trying to ditch the church for my personal enrichment of lifelong work, but I constantly failed weekly thanks to my stinkin' parents who were already guardians. I'm not overprotective, okay! I was about to move out from everybody where we don't have to see each other again until the final high school reunion, but I literally am a stay-at-home woman-child. My delays of independence ruined everything! And it looks like I need to be more responsible enough to look back on what I've done wrong that is so easy to hide, it's hard to show. I have regretted for too darn long for a month, and I just want to never recover my true being on what would've been pictured as smiley faces and all the happy-happy joy-joy galore of reducing the stress, now I'm bored and simply do not wish to care, but to avoid the local library website at all costs and it makes no particular sense that I would just rather do nothing for long periods of time but the Internet. And that's fine with me, being alone and permanently tortured by the harsh realities of rules in the house that are no longer based on facts, but rather based on opinions from the previous generations while I was growing up.

While I was growing up, our household does not need to spend the money on Kidz Bop because we just watched the television commercials of it and we thought, "Hmmm... we're fine, but we'll pass." And so we did saved the money for stuff we exactly want like the first ever gaming console my sisters have: the Nintendo GameCube. Before the GameCube, I used to enjoy PlayStation 1 as the first gaming console. It was so good. And now back to Kidz Bop, I'm so glad I really do not have to spend my childhood listening to the songs that were supposed to be sung by kids for kids, but no... they ruin every song I know and love from Radio Disney, as well as songs that I am officially scarred on for life during middle school and high school. 2000s were great, but the 2010s... not so much. The only redeeming thing I ever get to watch is My Generation (2010 TV Series) because it's as 1 million times great as Prep by Curtis Sittenfeld, and it's so serious, nobody's watching it since smartphones are becoming the norm, and I don't have to go to Blockbuster anymore thanks to the local library that still has rentals of physical copies of movies. Here is the first original song from Kidz Bop. No, no... NOT THE SONG "MAKE SOME NOISE!" The real first original song called Kidz Bop World by Brotherton. I like this song because it's probably catchy and good, even though I really don't trust Kidz Bop because I'm getting so jealous that they have to do something more worse than just mainstream music: the High School Musical soundtracks to be "sung by kids for kids". UGH! *facepalms* C'mon... gimme a break. Would you please stop the madness every semi-year? Ever?

I recently heard that somebody said that there's only three more albums of the butchered versions of songs that was probably creepy and scarred for life in my perspective left, although the date said it's "August 8, 2015", and two albums already came out of Razor & Tie. Now update time... all we need is one more album, and thank God! Kidz Bop is ever going to come to the end or something, but unfortunately, we'll just never know what's gonna happen next. We'll see.

More announcements: I just found my headphones I got for my 17th birthday, and so does my locket from my 18th birthday. We just cleaned up the bit of the room, so it's like a clear pathway to what's coming up next. I'm hoping for something big and fantasy-like with full of imaginations. Hint: It's Tristian, the one whom my character was named after. Another hint: It takes place in the early days of Victoria's reign. Even another hint: Something magical is happening, although I never ever get the chance to see it or something. Guess what it is? It's Stardust by Neil Gaiman. The book I never had read before, but I really did see the television commercials of it almost a decade ago, never get the chance for research (even though I probably skimmed for like what's the main character's name and when does the story take place) and I heard that people loved the movie more than the book so much because they think it's so magnificent. I think... what is wrong with you, people?! Don't they realize that it's based on the book?! I'll just rather read for myself first before I need to see it. That's all I have to know. And luckily, I'm not a huge updater but I rather took patience and time for myself to rearrange things. Now that things are a tad bit going back to the way it was pretty much used to be as usual before, I'm rather taking my time to recover from the reality of this world by simply having to reread Diary of an Immortal over and over again to get the feeling of wanting to encourage myself to make a YouTube Red movie on what the deviantWORK is based on by KiusLady, and I need to be sure it sticks close to the original source like Peter Jackson did with The Lord of the Rings saga and not get too far off like Miramax did with Ella Enchanted and 20th Century Fox for Percy Jackson. To not get too repetitive for the blog, I just want to go ahead and end it there or something, so you guys, thanks for reading and good day!

Listen Not: The Top 10 Disappointing Albums According to WatchMojo

Boys in the Boat: A BC 2015-16 Read! Part 1

Since I have requested to read The Boys in the Boat for most of this past school year, I just seemed to get too busy for schoolwork and I felt left out over the past week in what I've done extremely wrong. The con is I have leftover money for public library fines for a very long time to owe since 2011, and it's such a huge deal for a decade on the golden age of social media and the really naughty era of drama. Not even a single penny was spent, but thankfully, shorter periods of fine-freeness did not last forever. I know I will be a better patron of the library system, but I need to know how to learn from my mistakes. I'll do it in a really sane matter because I know I think I'm going to survive the preppy mode of the new Disney that killed the classy trait of high school I will be able to point out for, but however, I'm not going to say that because it will hurt my alter ego feelings. So... let's move on!

Speaking of the BC Reads from last year, I know I heard about the book I Am Malala for the past two years. Because of the reason I missed out on what would've been freshmen year in college, I already missed out on the high school class of 2011 and I really deserve to see them, but no... for they once again went on their own ways in different interpretations on roads for life. WHAT?! I know I've seen a rarity of them that are super seniors in high school until the end of my original senior year. Super senior year went by fast, and I already missed out on the chance to go to the Transition Academy because I'm too smart of the IQ, so look what happened? I've been to the orientation parental meeting, and I already grew out of the little yellow school bus I'm probably too familiar with since age 3 to go anywhere by the city bus system I knew today. I even saw my old friends from junior high graduate, as well as their friends I never got to meet up with, but that's okay. I saw some of my peers go to and from work while I'm either on the way to school or back home. I'm feeling bored with just the schoolwork because I had fun with the Internet and I had a great time, for I'm never too old for sharing stuff with the world.

For the archived BC Reads for my original senior year in high school or earlier to my first grade year, I thought my sister read two of the eleven books: The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks and Art of Racing in the Rain. And for the upcoming read The Martian by Andy Weir, oh great... this book is way overused as well as the recent movie concededly that I'm forcing myself to read by the observation of demand. I know that sounds personally dramatic to me, but I think The Boys in the Boat by Daniel James Brown is not the first ever true sports account in my experience, The Blind Side was already read and reviewed for the Blind Date event at the high school library as well as the blog overall. Football from the 2000s in the countryside is like a different story, but going canoeing for the 1936 Berlin Olympics?! I've never gone further back in time to see sports at a different perspective like this before. I'll at least have to give it a try once when I'm done with NeuroTribes and 2am @ The Cat's Pajamas. Guys, please be patient while I have to deal with a new plan and I'll be right back.

I'm Sorry...

I apologize that I was supposed to be gone for the rest of this term, but I know life doesn't have to go what I exactly want as it is originally intended. I understand why I was supposed to turn-in library materials that was supposed to start and go on, but I've tried. I epically failed because this is taking so slow, and this is getting way too late, that they have to permanently be placed on hiatus so I don't have to be ready yet for more from one source or another. Plans have officially changed... instead of Grease (1978) after the original HSM trilogy in which I deserve to be mentally tortured and point out everything wrong in which should change for the remake fanfic (Gen 3 if you already know the legacy challenge I made up), I'll be able to try for The Rapture (1991) in which gives me more saneness as the recovery from the pro-new Disney prepness about the chronicles of life and death through the perspective of Sharon during the Last Days. Grease is put back to the original reason I'm officially done with Generation 1, Stardust (2007 movie) is back in the original spot after I finish the book by Neil Gaiman for later usage, and Nightmare Before Christmas... I know I finished The Corpse Bride a third of a year ago, but dang... I already had seen it last Halloween and my life goes on forever. The rest needs to go because I'm postponing it until later, but I can't proceed The Final Warning without the audiobook because of the minor issue within the pages. 2am @ Cat's Pajamas needs to begin simultaneously with the Read Not about it and I'm more than likely to proceed. This week is getting really quick, you guys! I hope you guys have an amazing day, and... yeah! Two answers from Yahoo about my emotional mood swings from yesterday told me that the LORD will be able to comfort my feelings, and He already had while I was watching a funny, cheap sequel about George of the Jungle that has nothing to do with the original as one of my sisters said it. And do you know about the lack of logical moment I've waited for too long: the big hand from heaven. And another lack of logic moment I had is the train going up in space in a PBS show Physics. I'm pretty am feeling a LOT better than you think! I am so happy that I'm excited to do a review about NeuroTribes for the Watchdog because I'm almost done in a bit more than or equal to 70 pages of expositioning about my disability, how it was originated from, and why it is so popular, even The Rain Man was premiered. I know I have never seen The Rain Man before in my life, but I've seen Big Bang Theory and I think it sometimes centered around Sheldon.

Everyone! Keep watching what I'm doing overtime.

This is the Most Stupidest and the Worst Monday of My Entire Lifetime!!!

My parents ruined it for me, for all three movies are turned-in last night without any particular warning whatsoever and I really do not get to see these because I'm going to commit suicide if they keep turning in materials until none. I am not aware that I really did not even have to know where they went now, and I just want to cancel the following: Grease, Nightmare Before Christmas and Stardust. I will be mentally tortured for a month by having to survive HSM and place the cancelled items on hold again once when I'm fully recovered and sane. I'm woman-child abused by dad this weekend that I simply do NOT want to grow up and act mature. I just want to be alone for the rest of the term! Guys, stop complaining about my life please. This is the excuse for the sake of drama! Drama, drama, drama... they're everywhere, even on the Internet. People in general need to learn how to be constructively criticized and be respectful to other's opinions. I just want to get in the way of WHAT I EXACTLY WANT LIFE TO BE IN THAT WAY!!! I'm screwing logic up, and I'm already ditching the church endlessly because I just came out as a freethinker and had my hair cut. Now I want to dye it purple, so they won't recognize me. I really do not want to go through the situation like this ever again because this is killing me and my emotions, and yes, life sucks bad. I REALLY HATE MY LIFE!!! #ihatemylife #whatthefudge #everythingscancelled #lifeisnotgoingonasplanned

I'm Sorry! I'm Busy for Now... Come Back When I'm Done

The reason why I will be postponing my status updates and everything is because I have library materials to turn in before the deadline for the next 24 days of my life. Otherwise, life would be hopeless and I'll kill myself if I don't get everything done in my very own way, or if the world works out to be like life doesn't get in the way of what I want. Ditch the rules of real-life, Earth! I'll always be very busy 24/7. Please, go away everyone. I don't want to see the face of this world anymore until I'm done, tired, stressed and burned-out from all the hard work I've accomplished by far: movie and book reviews, and all the social media drama going on around me. I know I have way too many notifications when it comes to my usage on any website, but let's be honest. I just want to say thank you readers for nearly three years of my journey, and by the way, God bless. Remember: that infamous symbol of my pride and joy made me very special, and I flippin' love writing very much. Bye!

Here's a sneak preview of the show I'm gonna watch anytime. Enjoy:

Happy Mother's Day!

If you're gonna be a mom in how much longer until the due date or either next year, congratulations! If this is your first mother's day after your child was born within one year, now it's the perfect time to be thankful. If you had plenty of gifts before, I hope you'll enjoy another nickel because it happens annually. My mom had an inspirational role as the mother for the past 20 years since I came into this world, she is sacred, creative, charismatic, a green thumb and nurturing. I know I discussed about her in the prologue post, but that's fine to be honest. She could handle children with disabilities a lot easier than she had when she was younger before me. She and I would like to have a fun weekend at camp for $25 per family, and then, Dad and my sisters will be at home. And recently, she had attended my cousin's third wedding in Vegas over her four-day weekend with my aunt and grandmother. But now that my mom said I made an abundant amount of hats, she and I will be able to sew other things. I will make headbands and critters for over the summer while she has to take care of my grandma once or twice a week, and I have to go visit her sometimes because I've just read a book called "The Fifth Season" by a daughter-in-law of Jeanne in memoir format for the last seven years of Jeanne's life from the author's perspective and I've attended a free seminar on aging. Although this year is gonna be the one of the final Mother's Days for my grandmother, I have been waiting to be a mother one day in life.

A traditional mother has to do things home economic, whereas a modern mom works from 9-5 Monday-Friday. I'm kinda leaning on both sides, so I stay neutral. I've read about what it means to be a real woman when it comes to the book called "Secrets About Guys" because of the true calling that I'm supposed to be a damsel-in-distress at the palace waiting for a knight to come home after 5 in the afternoon, not leave the palace behind and fight the dragon - that's militant feminism in our society nowadays. One Yahoo! Answers question said: "Would you rather be free or in a relationship?" Since most people lean toward relationships, it's least likely to be free. My answer: "I'm free for now, but I'm waiting for a relationship a few years later." That's kinda both, so I once again stayed neutral overtime. I want fingers-crossed to never be a manchild and to not be a troll, that's good to hear. I want a job, even if I deserve it because the job fair is next week and I'm planning to take a summer job at home, doing home economics and writing in order to get paid for a living. That's my goal!

If I have to make a card for her and get a gift from the Dollar Store, that's totally fine, for my household is very tight on money, and we're trying to be financially stable by running a garage sale our whole entire family had never experienced like this before in my 20 years. Our house would be in better shape if we have to clean up and organize things to store for years to come. I would be more excited to get more space in my room than it currently has, and all it does is a pathway straight to bed, I could barely touch the alarm clock within reach when I was starting to wake up. The booklet said that loving a bed means I could never trust God wholeheartedly for the first 30 minutes of the day, and that pray-reading feels so old, formal and Catholic/Lutheran to me. The phrase "feeding the spirit with the Word of God for the spiritual nourishment on a daily basis" means what should I do? Grab some wood from the box and throw in the unquenchable fire of the Holy Ghost to find its satisfaction? To me, yes. It rather takes time for me to change the way I have experienced life. Not only am I raised on traditional values and I did grew up in the 2000s listening to Radio Disney, but also, I remembered the songs on a recent basis and I think to myself, "Oh, the memories! How fun." It definitely influenced the third part of my prequel fanfic for the songs to rather replace the crud of mediocre-tween-pop for fake preps and to get attention on those who remembered My Generation (2010 TV Show) and the Alice series by Naylor combined. I would be friends with Alice and the nine alumni from Greenbelt High Class of 2000 if I have interest in them, but no... I'm a sci-fi geeky tomboy with a mediocre feeling in mainstream music and the new Disney. Man, how was I brainwashed! Old Shame... it's happening on the day before Memorial Day, and I could pop the popcorn the old-fashioned way. And after that, I'll probably have to finish the longest review before having to catch-up with the other reviews and materials before the end of this academic school year.

That is distinctly enough of my chit-chat, I would like to say Happy Mother's Day!

Thank you for reading, and have a good day.

It's Good to Be Lucky

What if I noticed something

that claims that it needs requirement?

I'll stop by someplace else

And do the research

On what's desired

I took a look and

As a result,

I've had the relevant answers

Before moving on

Whether I come home

Or to school,

I'm so happy

To do what I want

But time depends on the schedule,

So I've waited, seen

And experienced many times before

Through lectures, videos, comments,

Answers, replies, and other whatnot

To write it all the way down

To the bottom before I hit "submit"

It's my life, so...

why not have a four-leaf clover

and be named such a lucky person?!

I'm sometimes lucky,

And sometimes, I ended up last in line

And sometimes, I never got a chance

To get on with it

Unless I should've submitted

Many times in a row

Before I win a sweepstake

I heard "Many will enter,

but only a few will win."

It happens...

Constantly!

And I never got a chance in the past to enter.

But now, I can.

I Didn't Know I'm Making More Mistakes Than Just Learning

For the past few months of my life (as in the first trimester of 2016), life is getting more hectic and stressed out when it comes to participating in the college environment full time, and I kinda lack sleep. My behaviors are not working right, and there is no way I'm going to drop-out of college. The reason why I'm making more mistakes is because I'm addicted to coffee, deviantART and stuff like that. I felt more inseminated after taking Zumba because personally, repetition and repetition every other time and time over and over again and again, but physically, I was in better shape. In nutrition, I tried to eat more healthful foods, but I'm trying to cut back on fat and I need to lose 2 pounds per week, but they won't let me, for I don't even get a crud about what the heck is wrong with our family's life expectancy?! It lasts for 85 years to be exact, but I wish I will beat the record of 122 years and 164 days, so I can be the sole survivor for the entire class of 2014 worldwide.

I visited church every Sunday now just like anybody else in this world, so thank God there are no more Wednesday nights for me to deal with! Homework and chilling out is the real Wednesday evening, which means staying home is a lot for me to deal with projects more often. And now...

I'm feeling suicidal and now outrageously angry that I'm going to ditch the Student Conduct because I'm literally am trying to compete in order to get what I exactly want, but they won't let me until I have to calm down or else everything gets taken away and I'm mad! Mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, mad, MAD!!!

I'm particularly hidden when everybody approaches and I just don't know what to do. I'm feeling sorry that I realized it, but THINGS DON'T GO THE WAY IT WAS ORIGINALLY INTENDED!!! I'm not joking you, I'm just letting you know that I'm throwing in a rant about the first four months of 2016 in my experience - another economic crisis, laying around while chilling, the Internet, staying up too late while binge-watching, blah, blah, blah! I literally hate my life. *sigh* YOLO, Nat. YOLO! #youonlyliveonce #ihatemylife #notworthit #youremakingmoremistakesthanlearning

On the bright side, I had enough time for reading and homework, but the con: I felt rushed when going in a Panic Monster mental mode and tried to do as fast as I can in order to make everything count as grading. And on the lazy note, I'm not that great at finishing Time Bomb Generation 1: Tales of the Fame of Yesterday now because the file is lost and I have to downgrade to Windows 7 to get what I want to go back to where my parent's laptop is at right now (Windows 10 if you don't know me). And on the redeeming quality, I met up with a few people and had a Core Membership that lasted for a month, and BANG! No more scheduling 3 things for every top of the clock. #makedagreatagain

And what's more that we've never seen before in my 20 years? To Save a Life. That's right! A movie where it's like a real-life version of the Internet meme video classic hit Perspectives. When it first came out, we weren't there because my parents overprotected us from watching it because of the suicide and violence. Three years later, when it was chosen over the other picks like The Hobbit, we still are at home with nothing that much. I'm so desperate to see this, I should've known better than that. And then, one week later, the plot similar to Perspectives spoiled and ruined it for me. So that's why I never get to see it for the next three years. But then, one day... when I looked at the KCLS website, I noticed the movie icon, clicked on it and I think it was a win-win to discover what I'm missing, so I placed it on hold. Two months later, I checked it out and I was so excited to see this, even though it was a six-year long wait and I'm out of the K-12 school system for supposedly one and a half years. Two hours of the movie later, it was a good film. It was totally realistic that there's one person whom after he lost his childhood friend to suicide have turned from average to superhero in a span of a semester. If I ever watched it when I was 14, it would've been one of the best films of all time in my life, and I would be so happy to pick Groton over Juanita due to me who would've read Prep in eighth grade, but no... in real life, I had never heard of the book Prep until we found out in a 2012-13 Banned Book resource booklet. We ordered it on Amazon, we tried and it failed. I couldn't get it until one day at Value Village, we had the jackpot and I'm so eager to read this. Over the other half of 2015, I've read Prep and this is a good and interesting story with a clever, shy introvert who got involved in a school and been friends with people for her high school career as a boarding school student at Ault from 1989-1993. I highly recommend To Save a Life for those who wait from out of doubt in the streets of big cities, and I definitely recommend Prep for those who hate the East High preps with a burning passion and would prefer to stick with the real preps of the realistic livelihood of this world. But what could be more epic than that? The Rapture (1991). We've seen the trailer of it, and our family thought it was too intense to watch in their culture. I know they've placed the movie trailer in a DVD of a youth church Christian school thingy something - I forgot the title, but I am not allowed to watch The Rapture because... there are some visual effects we don't even have to think about it due to the wrong message of spirituality in the book of Revelation. I checked the reviews and I've been warned - not safe for work in the beginning, Sharon feeling empty and saw the dream of the Pearl, she accepted the Sect. Six years later, her husband died. God telling her to take her daughter to go to the desert and wait for the Second Coming. The day before the Rapture, Sharon killed her daughter and blamed God for a day before she was taken to the lake of fire with the majority of people in this world. I know... I KNOW!!! Yes... the synopsis is revealed, and I'm not going to watch it (unless I'm feeling brave enough). So the final verdict for To Save A Life: inspiring.

Look what I've done: I feel useless after four months, and here's the habit to improve: DO YOUR DEVOTIONS EVERY MORNING AND NIGHT, EVEN THOUGH IT'S BEEN A MONTH.

Happy Earth Day 2016

Here's to the past 46 years we've taken care of together!

I'm Warning Myself!

I'm not going on DeviantArt anymore on my personal laptop because of the stupid advertisements, and here's why I felt so mad and annoyed by this, thankfully, I now had my song remembered from my childhood that deserves to be revived after a longer break than ever before.

And before you go, from this moment onward, I will be able to keep the eye on the lock or either you'll see the "https://" thing. Remember last year that the letter "s" for security was added, so we can be protected from viruses, malware and identity theft? That's great! Let's get going with this moment of my life on what I felt and reacted to the advertisements I need to close it off, so I can log on in peace this past morning via the infamous song.

Thank you all for reading and listening. If you really love this song like me, that's totally fine! If not, what in the world's wrong with you?!

And... UPDATE: I can wait for a whole weekend to log on for any new notifications and be good with it.

Is swag a swear word?

The answer is yes and no.

1. it's something that doesn't have to last very long
2. it's brief
3. it's too trendy nowadays
4. it's out of nowhere in mind
5. it feels more like "forget" in slang

It's just a quick rant, folks.

This is a News Shocker for All of You Evangelists, You Bookworms, and More Around the World!!!

This is the number 6 in the 2015 Banned and Challenged Booklist according to ALA:

This is taken from the Los Angeles Times article.

Yes, it was the most controversial book in the world because it's only one reason why? Because of the religious viewpoint - most likely: it's Christian. Recently, I think Evangelists believe that the church is growing, but studies showed that atheism is on the horizon within younger generations to come and I have a bad feeling about what the world is gonna change. To be honest, this book is banned in over 50 countries and I know it was the number one bestseller in the world for all of humankind's history - over 1,500 years! It was definitely a long reader to pass on from generation to generation, start to finish to learn only one deity and nothing else before graduating from planet Earth to go to heaven. I was definitely raised a fundamentalist whose parents were raised Catholic, and before I hear a prayer for the first time in my entire life, it's just a usual day I pretty much noticed from the moment I saw a quality children's program on video or something - get up, do some exciting adventure while interacting others to learn, go home at the end of the day and it's straight off to bed with what we've already had in mind. From a three-year old, I think "Wow! This is so much fun, let's do it again." I'm all excited as a little girl back then, but as a college student 17 years later, that seems pointless from my current perspective because I'm already warming my writing skills up to continue writing a book. After the first few heard prayers, I just questioned who God is, what is Jesus Christ and what is LORD for I'm very curious. This is suddenly going to get involved within my life as the knowledge of Christianity starts to grow bit by bit, that I first realized that the church was a very special place to go on Sundays, but currently, it's not just that. It's more of an impacted environment on looking at how the world's feeling right now via sermons, you get to go to meetings and stuff like that. I've enjoyed it alright, and this is a natural spiritual journey that came by so fast, technology-wise, I was a bit behind and it looks like my phone does not have the touchscreen like in general and common-wise because it's just a slidey-phone with pushy buttons on the front and fits right in my pocket. I barely shopped online with little to no money, and I do not get to have a job as a teenager because of full-time schooling. Thankfully, if time spares, how about self-employment for handicrafts? It happened for nearly three years since I was seventeen. Sometimes, I tried to do my best to improve the relationship with God, but the question is: How am I going to do something like that? Do the SOAP method, or why PSOUP. I know the SOAP/PSOUP is for amateur writers when it comes to sermons, I want a different reflection method that looks similar to college, so it looks way past pro in my opinion. The lecture outline method works very easy to handle on what I've exactly learned and understood. In study, you sometimes use SOAP when it comes to the life journals that are freely accessible straight from table to yours to keep for no additional cost. How am I feeling right now? I'm feeling kinda irritated because sometimes people shove down something related to Planned Parenthood or general enough to believe in down the reader's throat in order to gain popularity and/or money for no apparent reason such as the infamous mass mainstream media because some people say it all goes downhill from there as time passes on, and I already found out it's today's culture embedded on not only Yahoo! Answers and deviantART when it comes to some stamps, but it happens all over the Internet as well as the whole entire planet. We are all living in the last days!!! Don't you remember to keep watch and pray you just don't fall into sin? PLEASE DO YOUR DEVOTIONS FIRST THING IN THE MORNING AND AT THE END OF THE DAY ON A REGULAR SCHEDULE!!! I'm warning you evil is on afoot.

Enough ranting about my thing, so respect my opinion if you can. Thank you, and good day.

ANOTHER GOOD NEWS TO GET INVOLVED!!!

See the video below for more information on how you can participate in the movement for the better world!

Happy Mid-April!

Today is April 15, and it looks like Tax Day again in USA... What could be better than the stress of trying to pay taxes? Check out the video NOW!!!

Apologies That I Had a Tough Time of Not Understanding Well!

I'm sorry that I had a problem this weekend: I had delayed a math test until Monday due to my long waiting and my absence at the same time. I understand that I made-up a day and I still need to recover from stress, but I'm not wasting anymore time procrastinating. Here's a video series why I felt dirty this morning from what I've just watched last night. It's embarrassing!

Close the annotations. We're not doing that. Just sit back, relax and loose your mind!

So, what do you think? Do you like it? If you feel guilty, let me know in the comments below and I'll get back to you whether I make.

Poets Of The Fall - Sleep

This is one of my best songs about my IBF by far, and I love it. It should be added to my track listing of my forthcoming playlist for my fanfic. Please keep that in mind that this is his lullaby to me in my opinion as a self-explanation.

Have you seen my imaginary friend's half-siblings?

Anyways, I'm sorry that this is the rough draft that's completely forgotten. And remember: no comments please unless I really mean it when officially done because it was meant to be written whether I have to in any future updates. So, without further ado...

I came up on the idea that befell on the half-siblings. Here's a list of the half-siblings because although my imaginary friend is a firstborn of his father but the only one through his mother, I understand it by the way. Enjoy:

General Information

Haru Jay Davis
Gender: Male
Born: 6:59 A.M., August 21, 1992
Birthplace: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Astrological Sign: Leo
Marital Status: Single
Height: 6' 0''
Weight: 150 lbs.
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Blue
Skintone: Peach
Species: Human
Hypothetical Father: Harvard John Davis
Mother: Farrah Caroline (nee Hewitt) Davis
Siblings: 2 brothers - Nikolai Lear Davis (5 years younger than him - born August 14, 1997) and Vinny Julio Davis (2 years older than him - born May 20, 1990)
Pets: Pet Rock named Bart Walker
Friends
Enemies
Religion: Christianity - Mormon type
Attire:

• Everyday wear: Orange 100% Cotton T-Shirt, white basketball shorts, white socks, and white and orange Nike tennis shoes
• Formal wear: Powder blue tuxedo
• Sleepwear: white tank top and dark grey boxer briefs
• Athletic wear: neon green rubber band, grey tanktop, white shorts and dark blue athletic running shoes
• Swimwear: white T-Shirt and jade green swimboxers
• Outerwear:

Favorite Music: Anything retro and nostalgic
Favorite One-Hit Wonder: Disco medley of Star Wars theme
Favorite Book: Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card
Favorite Film: Napolean Dynamite (2004)
Favorite Food: Cheesesteak
Favorite Drink: root beer
Favorite Color: Orange
Loves:
Likes:
Dislikes:
Loathes:
Good Qualities:
Bad Habits:
Turn-ons:
Turn-offs:
Traits:

• Athletic
• Friendly
• Loves the outdoors
• Snob
• Insane

Lifetime Wish:

Penelope Jennifer Alihodzic
Gender: Female
Born: 2:10 A.M., June 18, 1994
Birthplace: London, UK
Astrological Sign: Gemini
Marital Status: Single
Height: 5' 4"
Weight: 147 lbs
Hair Color: Light blonde with sky blue streaks
Eye Color: Dark blue
Skintone: Light peach
Species: Demigod
Hypothetical Father: Gerald Alihodzic
Mother: Tina Susan (nee Budde) Alihodzic
Siblings: n/a - only child (very special and unique like her half-brother who is three whole years older than her)
Pets: 1 white cat named Goliath
Friends
Enemies
Religion: Atheism - Black Arms type
Attire:

• Everyday wear:
• Formal wear: Size 10 David's Bridal grey prom dress and fancy white sandals
• Sleepwear: Sky blue, midnight blue and white slip
• Athletic wear: Cobalt blue T-Shirt, denim blue capris and cadet blue camoflauge sneakers
• Swimwear: Antique blue tankini
• Outerwear: Snow white hood, navy blue dress and glass slippers

Favorite Music: Classical
Favorite One-Hit Wonder: Heal by Tom Odell
Book: Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
Film: Anything classic noir
Favorite Food:
Favorite Drink:
Favorite Color: Icy Blue
Loves
Likes
Dislikes
Loathes
Good Qualities
Bad Habits
Turn-ons
Turn-offs
Traits:

• Loner
• Loves the Cold
• Hot-headed
• Neat
• Brave

Lifetime Wish: Mystic Healer

Hailey Brynn McKinley
Gender: Female
Born: 4:31 A.M., June 23, 1994
Birthplace: Salem, Oregon, USA
Astrological Sign: Cancer
Height: 5' 5"
Weight: 141 lbs
Hair Color: Blonde
Eye Color: Teal
Skintone: Peach
Species: Human
Hypothetical Father: Paulson Christofferson McKinley
Mother: Alexandria Joy (nee McLawchlin) McKinley
Siblings: 1 younger brother named Neill Jakson McKinley (born July 19, 1998) and 1 younger sister named Anastasie Joslyn McKinley (born April 2, 2001)
Pets: 1 small fish named Equity
Friends
Enemies
Religion: Christianity - Lutheran type
Attire:

• Everyday wear: Sky blue T-Shirt with a red heart and yellow lightning bolt printing in center, black mini skirt with dark grey jumper pants, white socks and red tennis shoes
• Formal wear
• Sleepwear
• Athletic wear
• Swimwear
• Outerwear

Favorite Music: Internet sensation
Favorite One-Hit Wonder: Let It Go by Demi Lovato
Favorite Book: Anything by John Green
Favorite Film: Enchanted (2007) and Megamind (2010)
Favorite Food: Pancakes
Favorite Drink: Lemonade
Favorite Color: Sky Blue
Loves
Likes
Dislikes
Loathes
Good Qualities
Bad Habits
Turn-ons
Turn-offs
Traits:

• Excitable
• Genius
• Good Sense of Humor
• Social Butterfly
• Computer Whiz

Lifetime Wish: 5-Star Blogger

Juno Kay "Maxine" Hearn
Gender: Female
Born: 1:42 P.M., July 25, 1996
Birthplace: Los Angeles, California, USA
Astrological Sign: Leo
Height: 5' 6"
Weight: 115 lbs
Hair Color: Strawberry blonde
Eye Color: Cerulean
Skintone: Peach
Species: Human
Hypothetical Father: Curtis Ringo Hearn
Mother: Victoria Nicole (nee Lutomski) Hearn
Siblings: 2 sisters - Maryl Ygraine Hearn (a year younger than her - born December 17, 1997) and Arliene Lynet Hearn (4 years younger than her - born February 25, 2000)
Pet: 1 small dog named Alayna
Friends
Enemies
Religion: Christianity - United Methodist type
Attire:

• Everyday wear: Black camisole, blue denim jacket, denim blue jeans and classic 1980s tennis shoes
• Formal wear: Size 8 Barbie pink dress and jet black high heels
• Sleepwear: Victoria's Secret rainbow bra and panties
• Athletic wear: Sports bra, mini shorts, off-white kneepads and tennis shoes
• Swimwear: Hollywood pink bikini
• Outerwear: Taupe snow jacket, cadet blue yoga pants and ebony black boots

Favorite Music: Bad 80s New Wave and Dark Wave
Favorite One-Hit Wonder: Don't Stop Believin' by Journey
Book: Eleanor and Park by Rainbow Rowell
Film: Pretty in Pink (1986)
Favorite Food: Hot dogs
Favorite Drink: Coca Cola
Favorite Color: Pink
Loves
Likes
Dislikes
Loathes
Turn-ons
Turn-offs
Traits:

• No sense of humor
• Virtuoso
• Comic bookworm
• Basketball lover
• Impatient

Lifetime Wish: Master Romancer

Hadrian Braydon Asari
Gender: Male
Born:  7:17 P.M., April 15, 1998
Birthplace: Nashville, Tennesse, USA
Astrological Sign: Aries
Height: 5' 10"
Weight: 125 lbs
Hair Color: Dark brown
Eye Color: Brown
Skintone: Olive
Species: Human
Hypothetical Father: Silverio Nelek Asari
Mother: Siana Bree (nee Guerra) Asari
Siblings: 2 brothers - Hubert Bors Asari (5 years younger than him - born August 31, 2003) and Lorin Axel Asari (2 years older than him - born March 21, 1996)
Pets: 1 horse named Swift Ranger
Friends
Enemies
Religion: Christian - Fundamentalist type
Attire:

• Everyday wear: Black T-Shirt, blue jeans and dark brown shoes
• Formal wear
• Sleepwear
• Athletic wear
• Swimwear
• Outerwear

Favorite Music: Contemporary rock
Favorite One-Hit Wonder: Comatose by Skillet
Favorite Book: The Maze Runner by James Dashner
Favorite Film: Stargate (1994)
Favorite Food:
Favorite Drink:
Favorite Color: Purple
Loves: summer, the countryside
Likes
Dislikes
Loathes
Turn-ons
Turn-offs
Traits:

• Disciplined
• Loves the outdoors
• Good
• Athletic
• Adventurous

Lifetime Wish: The Animal Rescuer

And now, specials:

Halloween Costumes and Events
Haru Jay Davis
Kindergarten: clown
1st grade:
2nd grade:
3rd grade:
4th grade:
5th grade:
6th grade:
7th grade:
8th grade:
9th grade:
10th grade:
11th grade:
12th grade:

Penelope Jennifer Alihodzic
Kindergarten: Snow queen
1st grade: Blue fairy
2nd grade:
3rd grade:
4th grade:
5th grade:
6th grade:
7th grade:
8th grade:
9th grade: Penelope from Penelope
10th grade:
11th grade:
12th grade:

Hailey Brynn McKinley
Kindergarten:
1st grade:
2nd grade:
3rd grade:
4th grade:
5th grade:
6th grade:
7th grade:
8th grade:
9th grade:
10th grade:
11th grade:
12th grade: Katniss Everdeen from the Hunger Games trilogy

Juno Kay "Maxine" Hearn
Kindergarten: Clara from the Nutcracker
1st grade: Rapunzel
2nd grade: Odette from Swan Lake
3rd grade: Kim Possible
4th grade: Beauty queen
5th grade: Hannah Montana
6th grade: Princess Elise from Sonic 06
7th grade: Bella Swan from Twilight
8th grade: Bad 80s girl
9th grade: steampunk version of Ariel
10th grade: showgirl
11th grade: stays home and studies
12th grade: same from last year

Hadrian Braydon Asari
Kindergarten:
1st grade:
2nd grade:
3rd grade
4th grade
5th grade
6th grade
7th grade
8th grade
9th grade
10th grade
11th grade
12th grade

Gifts and Birthday Details
Haru Jay Davis

Penelope Jennifer Alihodzic

Hailey Brynn McKinley

Juno Kay "Maxine" Hearn

Hadrian Braydon Asari