Top 10 First World Problems (QUICKIE)

Happy Memorial Day, and I got you something quick to enjoy, but you'll eventually learn at the same time.

Stuff I Felt Differently About Now That Time Has Passed

Before I pop up the popcorn manually for the End-of-Year Party by Sunday, let me share you about everything from the past in a different perspective.

Hannah Montana: I've seen the show Simone grew up with, and I thought it was way back in my tween and junior high years combined. I know I was gonna watch all 98 episodes ever made in order starting in like 2010 and ending in 2011 (that's like nine months), but I heard that some don't even like the show for some reasons because they thought she killed the magic of Walt Disney and some say they could still jam to their songs. I know I'm already brainwashed by the playful cuteness galore for the new Disney, but this is definitely an Old Shamer. And I'm already spoiled by the last five episodes of the show, and went on to what happened to Miley? I know she ended up being downhill and she ended up in the mainstream mass media along with Demi Lovato (Sonny) and Selena Gomez (Alex from Wizards). It's okay. I could still forget about the whole entire thing... let's get crunching with binge-watching all 98 episodes ever made in order, so I can get into stuff more pointless than that like Toddlers and Tiaras and Jersey Shore. After days of binge-watching, I could still get to binge-watch American Idol on Netflix. Hannah is soo yesterday and preppy from the past...

Kirby World Trek: This is the fanfic I used to get involved in back in middle school, that now I just don't... *sigh* I moved on to a new approach when it comes to fan fiction for the Internet: the legacy challenge from scratch. Remember I did all the chapters in summary form and my sister doodled the drawings to come along with it. We had fun overall, that now I wish we would do it again in Time Bomb SparkNotes summary edition!

Billboard Websurfing for Wikipedia: It was the pastime of yesterday, that now I'm already scarred for life over hit songs of nowadays, I'm still trying to recover from the mess by having to order stuff I exactly want from Amazon.

Dubstep and electromusic from the trend: I liked it, even though I didn't hear it for a long time. Gummibar is the yesterday of the fursona, and I outgrew it to see how creepy is he while dancing! I had his music video about the main theme stuck inside my head for now, and I'm remembering him.

Nickelodeon, Disney Channel and Cartoon Network: I heard they're all going downhill and throwing in live-action sitcoms we think were not funny, but stupid and lazy. And what's the worst thing I've ever seen? PPG 2016 reboot (the devolution of the action-pack series I grew up with), Dog with a Blog (remember kids, only the Mobian-like fursonas do blog and so do we), I Didn't Do It (it feels more like the Kidz Bop version of Big Bang Theory), Liv and Maddie (I noticed the hairstyles of both girls and I thought it's more fancy than the ones I've seen in person), Girl Meets World (really? I don't care about this. I'm talking about the previous generation (it's Boy Meets World, you know)), Breadwinners (this is awful), and Sanjay and Craig (same as Breadwinners except... more crazier). I miss SpongeBob already, that now I'm kinda leaning toward the general public, he's so funny that gave me a huge great sense of humor.

qubo's Ask Me block: After the past year of my experience with qubo as the channel, I had Denver the Last Dinosaur in mind to be placed on my "For Later" list under the local library web, which is the good thing, but the Ask Me short block?! It's a pain to watch! UPDATE: As a result, I had found no evidence in renting the complete series on DVD for free, but all I have to do is to order online at Amazon.

What happened to AM1250 KKDZ Seattle from the 2000s?! The cessation of operations of KARR (AM) in February 2014 due to the expiration of the lease on their transmitter site also affected KKDZ, as it used the KARR site for night time operations. KKDZ has filed an STA to run on lower power from their separate daytime transmitter site. On August 13, 2014, Disney put KKDZ and twenty-two other Radio Disney stations up for sale, in order to focus more on digital distribution of the Radio Disney network. In May 2015, a deal to sell the station to Universal Media Access (owners of KLOK in San Francisco) for $500,000 was announced.

On September 17, 2015, the sale of KKDZ was consummated, at which point it officially dropped its Radio Disney affiliation and switched to a South Asian format (featuring Hindi, Punjabi and English language programming), branded as "Desi 1250." I've seen the billboard ads of the new KKDZ on the buses, and I'm avoiding it like the plague. Thank goodness for that, and now... I'm gonna order CDs from Amazon to have the collection of my music, my way in my bedroom.

Did you know that I still prefer rock to pop? Yes.

Do you want to open up the club, even though this school year's about to pass? Yes.

Let's see...

I hope you enjoyed the blog as well as I did it!!!

Thank you for reading, have a great summer and I'll see you in the fall!

I'm Officially Mentally Scarred for Life! (And Do We Really Need Kidz Bop? And Why Stardust?)

Please note it's just my thoughts:

If I keep returning materials to the library without ever having to use them if needed, instead of going to kill myself initially, as a result, I'm getting more scarred this past week, if not, for the rest of this school year, as well as having to deal with the pointless original High School Musical merchandise for review, in succession by what should've been epically better known for as The Rapture (1991) concededly with the last minute BC 2015-16 Reading and whatnot. I know I'm officially a depressed freethinker who really tries to get whatever I want for everything and still trying to ditch the church for my personal enrichment of lifelong work, but I constantly failed weekly thanks to my stinkin' parents who were already guardians. I'm not overprotective, okay! I was about to move out from everybody where we don't have to see each other again until the final high school reunion, but I literally am a stay-at-home woman-child. My delays of independence ruined everything! And it looks like I need to be more responsible enough to look back on what I've done wrong that is so easy to hide, it's hard to show. I have regretted for too darn long for a month, and I just want to never recover my true being on what would've been pictured as smiley faces and all the happy-happy joy-joy galore of reducing the stress, now I'm bored and simply do not wish to care, but to avoid the local library website at all costs and it makes no particular sense that I would just rather do nothing for long periods of time but the Internet. And that's fine with me, being alone and permanently tortured by the harsh realities of rules in the house that are no longer based on facts, but rather based on opinions from the previous generations while I was growing up.

While I was growing up, our household does not need to spend the money on Kidz Bop because we just watched the television commercials of it and we thought, "Hmmm... we're fine, but we'll pass." And so we did saved the money for stuff we exactly want like the first ever gaming console my sisters have: the Nintendo GameCube. Before the GameCube, I used to enjoy PlayStation 1 as the first gaming console. It was so good. And now back to Kidz Bop, I'm so glad I really do not have to spend my childhood listening to the songs that were supposed to be sung by kids for kids, but no... they ruin every song I know and love from Radio Disney, as well as songs that I am officially scarred on for life during middle school and high school. 2000s were great, but the 2010s... not so much. The only redeeming thing I ever get to watch is My Generation (2010 TV Series) because it's as 1 million times great as Prep by Curtis Sittenfeld, and it's so serious, nobody's watching it since smartphones are becoming the norm, and I don't have to go to Blockbuster anymore thanks to the local library that still has rentals of physical copies of movies. Here is the first original song from Kidz Bop. No, no... NOT THE SONG "MAKE SOME NOISE!" The real first original song called Kidz Bop World by Brotherton. I like this song because it's probably catchy and good, even though I really don't trust Kidz Bop because I'm getting so jealous that they have to do something more worse than just mainstream music: the High School Musical soundtracks to be "sung by kids for kids". UGH! *facepalms* C'mon... gimme a break. Would you please stop the madness every semi-year? Ever?

I recently heard that somebody said that there's only three more albums of the butchered versions of songs that was probably creepy and scarred for life in my perspective left, although the date said it's "August 8, 2015", and two albums already came out of Razor & Tie. Now update time... all we need is one more album, and thank God! Kidz Bop is ever going to come to the end or something, but unfortunately, we'll just never know what's gonna happen next. We'll see.

More announcements: I just found my headphones I got for my 17th birthday, and so does my locket from my 18th birthday. We just cleaned up the bit of the room, so it's like a clear pathway to what's coming up next. I'm hoping for something big and fantasy-like with full of imaginations. Hint: It's Tristian, the one whom my character was named after. Another hint: It takes place in the early days of Victoria's reign. Even another hint: Something magical is happening, although I never ever get the chance to see it or something. Guess what it is? It's Stardust by Neil Gaiman. The book I never had read before, but I really did see the television commercials of it almost a decade ago, never get the chance for research (even though I probably skimmed for like what's the main character's name and when does the story take place) and I heard that people loved the movie more than the book so much because they think it's so magnificent. I think... what is wrong with you, people?! Don't they realize that it's based on the book?! I'll just rather read for myself first before I need to see it. That's all I have to know. And luckily, I'm not a huge updater but I rather took patience and time for myself to rearrange things. Now that things are a tad bit going back to the way it was pretty much used to be as usual before, I'm rather taking my time to recover from the reality of this world by simply having to reread Diary of an Immortal over and over again to get the feeling of wanting to encourage myself to make a YouTube Red movie on what the deviantWORK is based on by KiusLady, and I need to be sure it sticks close to the original source like Peter Jackson did with The Lord of the Rings saga and not get too far off like Miramax did with Ella Enchanted and 20th Century Fox for Percy Jackson. To not get too repetitive for the blog, I just want to go ahead and end it there or something, so you guys, thanks for reading and good day!

Listen Not: The Top 10 Disappointing Albums According to WatchMojo

Boys in the Boat: A BC 2015-16 Read! Part 1

Since I have requested to read The Boys in the Boat for most of this past school year, I just seemed to get too busy for schoolwork and I felt left out over the past week in what I've done extremely wrong. The con is I have leftover money for public library fines for a very long time to owe since 2011, and it's such a huge deal for a decade on the golden age of social media and the really naughty era of drama. Not even a single penny was spent, but thankfully, shorter periods of fine-freeness did not last forever. I know I will be a better patron of the library system, but I need to know how to learn from my mistakes. I'll do it in a really sane matter because I know I think I'm going to survive the preppy mode of the new Disney that killed the classy trait of high school I will be able to point out for, but however, I'm not going to say that because it will hurt my alter ego feelings. So... let's move on!

Speaking of the BC Reads from last year, I know I heard about the book I Am Malala for the past two years. Because of the reason I missed out on what would've been freshmen year in college, I already missed out on the high school class of 2011 and I really deserve to see them, but no... for they once again went on their own ways in different interpretations on roads for life. WHAT?! I know I've seen a rarity of them that are super seniors in high school until the end of my original senior year. Super senior year went by fast, and I already missed out on the chance to go to the Transition Academy because I'm too smart of the IQ, so look what happened? I've been to the orientation parental meeting, and I already grew out of the little yellow school bus I'm probably too familiar with since age 3 to go anywhere by the city bus system I knew today. I even saw my old friends from junior high graduate, as well as their friends I never got to meet up with, but that's okay. I saw some of my peers go to and from work while I'm either on the way to school or back home. I'm feeling bored with just the schoolwork because I had fun with the Internet and I had a great time, for I'm never too old for sharing stuff with the world.

For the archived BC Reads for my original senior year in high school or earlier to my first grade year, I thought my sister read two of the eleven books: The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks and Art of Racing in the Rain. And for the upcoming read The Martian by Andy Weir, oh great... this book is way overused as well as the recent movie concededly that I'm forcing myself to read by the observation of demand. I know that sounds personally dramatic to me, but I think The Boys in the Boat by Daniel James Brown is not the first ever true sports account in my experience, The Blind Side was already read and reviewed for the Blind Date event at the high school library as well as the blog overall. Football from the 2000s in the countryside is like a different story, but going canoeing for the 1936 Berlin Olympics?! I've never gone further back in time to see sports at a different perspective like this before. I'll at least have to give it a try once when I'm done with NeuroTribes and 2am @ The Cat's Pajamas. Guys, please be patient while I have to deal with a new plan and I'll be right back.

I'm Sorry...

I apologize that I was supposed to be gone for the rest of this term, but I know life doesn't have to go what I exactly want as it is originally intended. I understand why I was supposed to turn-in library materials that was supposed to start and go on, but I've tried. I epically failed because this is taking so slow, and this is getting way too late, that they have to permanently be placed on hiatus so I don't have to be ready yet for more from one source or another. Plans have officially changed... instead of Grease (1978) after the original HSM trilogy in which I deserve to be mentally tortured and point out everything wrong in which should change for the remake fanfic (Gen 3 if you already know the legacy challenge I made up), I'll be able to try for The Rapture (1991) in which gives me more saneness as the recovery from the pro-new Disney prepness about the chronicles of life and death through the perspective of Sharon during the Last Days. Grease is put back to the original reason I'm officially done with Generation 1, Stardust (2007 movie) is back in the original spot after I finish the book by Neil Gaiman for later usage, and Nightmare Before Christmas... I know I finished The Corpse Bride a third of a year ago, but dang... I already had seen it last Halloween and my life goes on forever. The rest needs to go because I'm postponing it until later, but I can't proceed The Final Warning without the audiobook because of the minor issue within the pages. 2am @ Cat's Pajamas needs to begin simultaneously with the Read Not about it and I'm more than likely to proceed. This week is getting really quick, you guys! I hope you guys have an amazing day, and... yeah! Two answers from Yahoo about my emotional mood swings from yesterday told me that the LORD will be able to comfort my feelings, and He already had while I was watching a funny, cheap sequel about George of the Jungle that has nothing to do with the original as one of my sisters said it. And do you know about the lack of logical moment I've waited for too long: the big hand from heaven. And another lack of logic moment I had is the train going up in space in a PBS show Physics. I'm pretty am feeling a LOT better than you think! I am so happy that I'm excited to do a review about NeuroTribes for the Watchdog because I'm almost done in a bit more than or equal to 70 pages of expositioning about my disability, how it was originated from, and why it is so popular, even The Rain Man was premiered. I know I have never seen The Rain Man before in my life, but I've seen Big Bang Theory and I think it sometimes centered around Sheldon.

Everyone! Keep watching what I'm doing overtime.

This is the Most Stupidest and the Worst Monday of My Entire Lifetime!!!

My parents ruined it for me, for all three movies are turned-in last night without any particular warning whatsoever and I really do not get to see these because I'm going to commit suicide if they keep turning in materials until none. I am not aware that I really did not even have to know where they went now, and I just want to cancel the following: Grease, Nightmare Before Christmas and Stardust. I will be mentally tortured for a month by having to survive HSM and place the cancelled items on hold again once when I'm fully recovered and sane. I'm woman-child abused by dad this weekend that I simply do NOT want to grow up and act mature. I just want to be alone for the rest of the term! Guys, stop complaining about my life please. This is the excuse for the sake of drama! Drama, drama, drama... they're everywhere, even on the Internet. People in general need to learn how to be constructively criticized and be respectful to other's opinions. I just want to get in the way of WHAT I EXACTLY WANT LIFE TO BE IN THAT WAY!!! I'm screwing logic up, and I'm already ditching the church endlessly because I just came out as a freethinker and had my hair cut. Now I want to dye it purple, so they won't recognize me. I really do not want to go through the situation like this ever again because this is killing me and my emotions, and yes, life sucks bad. I REALLY HATE MY LIFE!!! #ihatemylife #whatthefudge #everythingscancelled #lifeisnotgoingonasplanned

I'm Sorry! I'm Busy for Now... Come Back When I'm Done

The reason why I will be postponing my status updates and everything is because I have library materials to turn in before the deadline for the next 24 days of my life. Otherwise, life would be hopeless and I'll kill myself if I don't get everything done in my very own way, or if the world works out to be like life doesn't get in the way of what I want. Ditch the rules of real-life, Earth! I'll always be very busy 24/7. Please, go away everyone. I don't want to see the face of this world anymore until I'm done, tired, stressed and burned-out from all the hard work I've accomplished by far: movie and book reviews, and all the social media drama going on around me. I know I have way too many notifications when it comes to my usage on any website, but let's be honest. I just want to say thank you readers for nearly three years of my journey, and by the way, God bless. Remember: that infamous symbol of my pride and joy made me very special, and I flippin' love writing very much. Bye!

Here's a sneak preview of the show I'm gonna watch anytime. Enjoy:

Happy Mother's Day!

If you're gonna be a mom in how much longer until the due date or either next year, congratulations! If this is your first mother's day after your child was born within one year, now it's the perfect time to be thankful. If you had plenty of gifts before, I hope you'll enjoy another nickel because it happens annually. My mom had an inspirational role as the mother for the past 20 years since I came into this world, she is sacred, creative, charismatic, a green thumb and nurturing. I know I discussed about her in the prologue post, but that's fine to be honest. She could handle children with disabilities a lot easier than she had when she was younger before me. She and I would like to have a fun weekend at camp for $25 per family, and then, Dad and my sisters will be at home. And recently, she had attended my cousin's third wedding in Vegas over her four-day weekend with my aunt and grandmother. But now that my mom said I made an abundant amount of hats, she and I will be able to sew other things. I will make headbands and critters for over the summer while she has to take care of my grandma once or twice a week, and I have to go visit her sometimes because I've just read a book called "The Fifth Season" by a daughter-in-law of Jeanne in memoir format for the last seven years of Jeanne's life from the author's perspective and I've attended a free seminar on aging. Although this year is gonna be the one of the final Mother's Days for my grandmother, I have been waiting to be a mother one day in life.

A traditional mother has to do things home economic, whereas a modern mom works from 9-5 Monday-Friday. I'm kinda leaning on both sides, so I stay neutral. I've read about what it means to be a real woman when it comes to the book called "Secrets About Guys" because of the true calling that I'm supposed to be a damsel-in-distress at the palace waiting for a knight to come home after 5 in the afternoon, not leave the palace behind and fight the dragon - that's militant feminism in our society nowadays. One Yahoo! Answers question said: "Would you rather be free or in a relationship?" Since most people lean toward relationships, it's least likely to be free. My answer: "I'm free for now, but I'm waiting for a relationship a few years later." That's kinda both, so I once again stayed neutral overtime. I want fingers-crossed to never be a manchild and to not be a troll, that's good to hear. I want a job, even if I deserve it because the job fair is next week and I'm planning to take a summer job at home, doing home economics and writing in order to get paid for a living. That's my goal!

If I have to make a card for her and get a gift from the Dollar Store, that's totally fine, for my household is very tight on money, and we're trying to be financially stable by running a garage sale our whole entire family had never experienced like this before in my 20 years. Our house would be in better shape if we have to clean up and organize things to store for years to come. I would be more excited to get more space in my room than it currently has, and all it does is a pathway straight to bed, I could barely touch the alarm clock within reach when I was starting to wake up. The booklet said that loving a bed means I could never trust God wholeheartedly for the first 30 minutes of the day, and that pray-reading feels so old, formal and Catholic/Lutheran to me. The phrase "feeding the spirit with the Word of God for the spiritual nourishment on a daily basis" means what should I do? Grab some wood from the box and throw in the unquenchable fire of the Holy Ghost to find its satisfaction? To me, yes. It rather takes time for me to change the way I have experienced life. Not only am I raised on traditional values and I did grew up in the 2000s listening to Radio Disney, but also, I remembered the songs on a recent basis and I think to myself, "Oh, the memories! How fun." It definitely influenced the third part of my prequel fanfic for the songs to rather replace the crud of mediocre-tween-pop for fake preps and to get attention on those who remembered My Generation (2010 TV Show) and the Alice series by Naylor combined. I would be friends with Alice and the nine alumni from Greenbelt High Class of 2000 if I have interest in them, but no... I'm a sci-fi geeky tomboy with a mediocre feeling in mainstream music and the new Disney. Man, how was I brainwashed! Old Shame... it's happening on the day before Memorial Day, and I could pop the popcorn the old-fashioned way. And after that, I'll probably have to finish the longest review before having to catch-up with the other reviews and materials before the end of this academic school year.

That is distinctly enough of my chit-chat, I would like to say Happy Mother's Day!

Thank you for reading, and have a good day.

It's Good to Be Lucky

What if I noticed something

that claims that it needs requirement?

I'll stop by someplace else

And do the research

On what's desired

I took a look and

As a result,

I've had the relevant answers

Before moving on

Whether I come home

Or to school,

I'm so happy

To do what I want

But time depends on the schedule,

So I've waited, seen

And experienced many times before

Through lectures, videos, comments,

Answers, replies, and other whatnot

To write it all the way down

To the bottom before I hit "submit"

It's my life, so...

why not have a four-leaf clover

and be named such a lucky person?!

I'm sometimes lucky,

And sometimes, I ended up last in line

And sometimes, I never got a chance

To get on with it

Unless I should've submitted

Many times in a row

Before I win a sweepstake

I heard "Many will enter,

but only a few will win."

It happens...

Constantly!

And I never got a chance in the past to enter.

But now, I can.