Wish Me Luck

Won't you please

Wish me luck

On a voyage home?

Did you know

That I went up

From the circle of

Sharks and seahawks,
And all that I see
Is the beautiful face
Of a young dutchy.
I lie in bed,
Having to submit fanmail
At last;
Recovering from the dragging
Three month and two week journey
On a naval ship.
"Whale ate my imaginary friends!"
I said.
It was only a dream
That I wake up at twelve o'clock
Midnight;
Back in the real world,
All I found myself
Changed from what matters most
Before the beginning of the journey.
I heard that eerie, strange sound from one of the devices
And I found it to be a bit intense
I slept
I woke up
And I found myself
In reality
Back to school
Receiving a blue bracelet
A usual day happened...
What a dream I had
The longest from my mind

My Day of the Reckoning

        Last evening, I got interviewed with Susan Freeborn because she seems very nice to me, and I told her about what to do with my future and the choices I made. One week down and three more until more LPs progressing to live and ongoing. I hope everybody's going progressive at a time as long as I keep on knitting, reading and dealing with homework. I think the interview was very interesting, but changes will occur on my 18th birthday. When I go downstairs, when my parents did the "adult discussion" with Susan, I had to continue reading the reviews from the tablet. Man, the reviews were so long enough, but just the right length to wrap-up one adventure and set-up the next adventure on my journey of pure imagination. When I go home from school, I checked on the reviews finally and looks like one fan from the top described a vulgarish start to review results.
        But first, fans get the reviews of one of the books I just read from last year, just so to look forward to the sequel Where She Went after The Final Warning coming up after Heroes of Olympus with the finale coming soon next year and topic discussions like "Character to Sleep With", "Most Boring 'Adventure' Ever", and more. It's like skipping ahead to where Brandon goes to Egypt, marries Layla, and soon will start a family life with conception of first kid; the first generation of Aurora Skies is done with Roxie's death and the second era begins with Hanna - the narrator is going to distribute every single bit of Era 2 periodically; monthly or quarterly I think. My rough drafts for between the end of the adventure and reviews were: First of all, after Moby Dick, I can look forward to the next three chapters of the Isle of the Midnight Sun. But then the technology had lost all hope and this dreadful waiting lasts until December, so I switched out with the next Arabian Nights tale, but it'll take too long so I skipped ahead and may hold on to until the reviews were done, and yes I blogged, had a usual school day, and go home and finally had the reviews up and going. I had plans to burst out - we can buy Undercover and/or either Penelope. I mean, both books will be out by amazon and/or Half-Price. It'll both be in good condition and no tears, scribbles or anything horrible like that. Just saying that I love the "love songs", nothing supernatural or graphic, just very teenaged appropriatedness. Here is the list of romanticness with very good-to-brief stuff past, present and future:

1. Finding Miracles
2. Ella Enchanted
3. If I Stay
4. Stargirl
5. Fault in Our Stars
6. Sisterhood in the Traveling Pants
7. All of the Baby Challenge Blogs I Just Read So Far (Christy Quinn, Lala Rutherwell, Melody Sky, Jenna Sky, Candence Sierra, Mikolaj Sierra, Dawn Turner, Destiny Rose, Calista Smith, Nikki 1.0 and 2.0 (minors, teehee!), Leah Sierra, and Mum Maia Hespepo)
8. Legacy Blogs (Inks)
9. Protectors Pentalogy of Maximum Ride Coming Soon
10. The Last Two-Thirds of the Prequel Trilogy of Star Wars
11. Hunger Games Trilogy
12. Matched Trilogy and Divergent Series

            Told you that I was already old enough for love, but more important than the twelve from above: I had a relationship with God. Hopefully the court will be back in just two weeks if the weather's in good condition. If not, we'll see them at the courthouse by Friday the 13th at 10:30am. Note to self: Take your tests very early, so you don't have to be late.

Black Friday Night Lights

        I woke up this morning, and morning routine goes around and one little thing happened: a moth came near me like nuts. It's driving me insane and crazy that I need to let the moth out of the house. I went to school, and yes the famous Friday handshake where you can walk on your way to school and you see smiling people shaking hands and saying "Happy Friday!". First period, I got the rest of my science homework done, but the IXL had to work out over the weekend. I think critical thoughts, but my judgment gets improved, due to the fact that I watched so many YouTube videos, read so many reviews from goodreads, Rotten Tomatoes, and Metacritic, and watched so much of American Idol and X-Factor. For example, at the beginning of last year, the first interactive film ever (the only one in cinema theaters) The Oogieloves in the Big Balloon Adventure turned out to be a failure after 23 days of empty seats. I think the voices were too cheesy, the moves were full of High-School-Musical-like classiness and very robotic indeed like it was a kids show from Playhouse Disney. I literally hated it, I would like to watch that stupid film once in my lifetime; but for now, I want to hold it for future use if I'm lucky for Netflix.
        Second period, we learned of where we live and places in ASL. Third period, we took a Chapter 4 exam and I take J5 on Algebra 1 of IXL. I have to finish J5 and do J6 on Algebra 1 of IXL. 4th period, we did rehearsals but I decided to put stars on hard parts to practice over the weekend. In the end, we listened to the Boston Pops play Sleigh Ride, but I followed along to read the music silently while they play. Then, we took a sneak preview of Claymation Christmas - Carol of the Bells and Angels We Have Heard on High. It was very cartoonish-like. I had a fun time at lunch, but I really don't know how to play a game to shoot something in the pumpkin. It's like basketball of some sort. Period 5, we had a test on Unit 3. I finished J5 on IXL Algebra 1. But a little fun on Coolmath will do. 6th period, I decided to give the persuasive paper a boost. It's really good.
        When I go home, I think, well, my parents said that we're going to clean up the house for the court's visit. Dad and I stored up unneeded things in area 1095. It was very good. The storage is like a time machine/capsule of stuff. Later, we worked on the house the rest of the day, thus having to wait those grueling hours until the last minute to get homework all done. But on a Friday night, my dad showed me the SyFy version of Moby Dick. I think, it's loosely based on the book. It's really... that much bad as Percy Jackson and the Olympians 2010 film series. I wished the company had to stick to the book more and more. The submarines were named after the naval ships. No wonder why Moby Dick the Sperm Whale with a thousand scars existed for over 150 years at this time still.
        Saturday, I woke up at 8:13 am. I had cereal, take a shower, and got to be with dad to go to church. Overseeing this, I think there's no rehearsal in there. My dad and I went to Top Pot. And we ended up having Seahawks donuts, coffee and latte, but my dad saved the cinnamon roll for later use. We go home and we still cleaned up the house. When my mom had to drop off Simone at her friend Sydney's house, I decided to read for 20 minutes. When I get to the "attack" part, I come upstairs and cleaned up the rest of the house. What a waste of time this has been grueling for hours to wait until the last minute. More waiting until the last minute = up all night for homework. I hate it when it wastes so much time for homework. I hate to see it. Never do it again, whatever you do. Moral: Homework first thing when you go home straight from the school.
        On our way to church, we had food to eat. I had a plain cheeseburger and a third of the large fries. We went to church and set-up everything downstairs, we waited for like a few hours of staying in Bellevue there, but guess what? I found a DVD Repair Kit from Radio Shack in the Factoria Mall. It cost $40 to buy that piece of this legendary white whale named Moby Dick. We go home, had chicken pot pie from KFC and a small blueberry pomegranate smoothie from McDonalds, and went to bed.
        Sunday, we get things going for church, but before I set up the prize booth prizes, I headed to the conference area. There lay a surprising red cup with 3 packages of hot cocoa, a large jar of mini marshmellows, and a certificate. I had a half a chocolate donut with sprinkles and a sugar donut and donated some things to the prize booth on a Sunday morning. I went upstairs to get some coffee, went to the sanctuary and literally worshipped God with all of my heart. I was a Christian all of my life. Afterward, we learned more information about opportunities and how you can give it all you got. Moral: Seize the day folks and make your lives extraordinary.
        After church and rehearsal for the play, we picked up Simone and finished the house. I went into homework finally and I got most of it done. I packed up children's books and a dark green silly hat in the pink bag and headed out the door with Dad. I was a Santa Claus feminine style, but no Santa outfit; just a little ol' me, in formal wear. I dropped off the stuff from the bag and placed it on stuffed animals on the mini chairs, but I stripped the Barbie dolls from the KOTM creation box naked and assisted them in making love for many, many years to come until Daniel and Joseph showed up. I did it on purpose, just thinking of my mind while Dad's not here. When Dad came back, he handed me the cell phone. I checked the battery and all I got was that it's dying. Looks like recharging is calling. We placed the ones we don't need away. We go home, I had dinner, enjoyed the show, and cleaned the last bit of the house. When it's getting late, I put on my pjs, had a Denny's meal, had milk, and went to bed.
        Monday, I get up in the morning, and small changes happened: I take a shower in the main bathroom and got dressed in the same room I took one. Thank goodness I took one for the first time ever in the main bathroom. My sister Lauren and I go out of the house at 7:10 and we went to school at 7:20. Over the weekend, I listened to and watched very worldly advice and very early for Xmas, in which I hated it when it happens (let's just wait until after the Thanksgiving weekend). I wished I may be isolated from the rest of the world, just so to read worldly books for hours and hours without my parents ever knowing it before I go to bed. Over a half hour in school, I finished Moby Dick finally. When I headed over to goodreads.com, I found out it was categorized as adult. Stupid lightspeed controls! You ruined it for me. Now I just have to wait until I go home from school. How's your weekend and what did you do?

Song: Sk8R Boy by Avril Lavergine

A Beneficial Day to Remember

        Morning came. I woke up at 5:15am, changed it to 5:35, slept for 20 minutes and I woke up at the exact time. I got apple cider for 10 minutes, slept on a couch for 20 minutes, took a shower, got dressed, and finished getting ready for the day. This time, we headed out early every other Thursday. I put the music stuff away in the cubby and now things can take a serious toll for me to deal with. Imagine myself going to work in a hustling, bustling city.
        During ASL, when I learned that the adopted name was Seena, I came up with her as one of the characters in my story. I guess Seena will appear later in the not-too-distant future when she showed up about how great and heroic my imaginary friend is in "Imaginary Friend Revealed". She's going to be a minor character of my imaginative journey. During the 75-minute connection/tutorial time, I worked on my Geometry IXL homework. It's F3, K5, and K7. When I entered the challenge zone at 90% of the smart score, I was a bit hungry, so wheat thins reduced fat will do for me to work on the problem to figure it out. A few problems later, I got messed up with the w & y combo problem. I need to get things straight. Why?! Just... why are you kidding me?! It's like nuts...
        When I go to the bandroom, I was right about no horns. We introduced the rhythm packet and we studied it a bit about counting music in measures as in "1, 2, 3, 4" (which is 4/4 time signature). After that, we chilled out and I read a bit. We saw a play for an special experience, a matinee. I had lunch, but before I ate it, I did the cupcake walk but six cupcakes were very much limited to ten people per round; I got it there twice, but I never had one for dessert. My knees hurt very much that I had to sit down with my knees recovered. When I go to English class, for community college, I need to have loans, grants and scholarships. I was about to have a persuasive paper, so I want to know about community college. As I learned about community college, I was blown away by the Allegra Ford Thomas scholarship; that was a best scholarship I may qualify within my essay of my life with autism. I went online to Bellevue College and all I see was Literary Arts and English, but I had some search for Autism Navigational Programming to find out more. I looked up on the Belltrist lit mag and all I found was several posts submitted. I did my homework for the day, but for now, my mom took me to the doctor. The peditrics said that I am officially an young adult, so that means I may now take grownup vitamins due to the fact of my height and weight. My weight didn't change but I shrank a quarter off (with shoes off). The doctor checked on me, but in the end, I turned out to be a perfectionist of the grades and that I had to take a flu shot and HPV vaccine. So other than that, I looked okay.
        Next, I had dinner, had a little fun there and I did my homework really quick. I made up a graph and chart of the length and mass of potato cores in saltwater and how it turned out to grow tall or short. The lines colored very rainbowy - colorful for a teacher to look at. But I sorta missed out on the encore performance, so it's alright. I don't need to donate food to hopelink unless I need a large amount of diapers to donate to my 3rd period class to see if we can throw a pizza or donut party. When the time gets late, I go wrap-up the day and head for bed.

What to Organize for the Court's Visit

        24 hours of usualness and all without the tablet, I can still keep it up the good work and I'm getting there. While I'm getting there, I'll tell you what: my life is getting much more natural than I expect it to be. In less than a month, due to the fact that I lost a privilege to the Nook tablet, the goodreads reviews is going to hold on unless the punishment has been lifted. Since my room has been messy and it made the alarm clock to fall down when I wake up, turning off the beeping sound. Looks like I had to clean the table set by removing books and writing utensils. I was like, "Meh, I had a weirdest dream." The usual morning routine happened with small changes. We listed things needed for the island from least important to most important. We think shoes were the most important because it can protect your feet from bumping into rocks and scorching from the sun and sand. We reviewed the unexpected behaviors and I found out that I act out to sleep, but I'm wide awake that whole entire time. I finished my homework and yes, well, the teacher interrupted me into knowing that I need to pull out the formal lab guide. I read aloud about the problem, but we took a look at the data table. I told her about the time I decided to walk around a block and how I lost a privilege for a month. When she tells me about a consequence letter saying that "I'm mad", I think she's being quiet that I sorta like the new thing to do: writing a long, long, long forgiving letter to break free from the consequence in an hour or less.
        A few hours of giving in homework later, I worked really quietly on the other half of 5th period, which is very good and satisfying for me to reduce the amount of homework. I went home on the bus, had a snack and continued to do my homework. I took a half-hour break, eating a cheese burger and watching television. Afterward, I came back to continue to do my homework. Then came the evening. We had a Thanksgiving feast and an Appreciation ceremony and I got a $5 Starbucks gift card from Dad. Looks like I had to keep it up with my work, but apparently, I did a very well done job. I went home and I go to bed.

Why Did I Ever Kissed an Imaginary Friend?

        It never happened back then. It's all because of the visionary sunshine-rainbow-unicorn cliche thing for me to do. I had a weird dream that life is getting so unrealistic. Oh, how fun it is for me to go through, but suddenly, I don't feel immortally, but instead, things look getting more ridiculous for  me to sleep while I dream. When I dream, you'll see how weird life is like. It affected me due to the fact that they schooled me too much. It's been a long time since I went to middle school. And since back then, my parents will never ever know about me and those upcoming adventures until I found out to get caught for reading a dark book. After I read it, I was like "What?! I just want more! I really don't care about the light!" Instead, I easily got bored with The Magician's Nephew, thus knowing "What a stupid book!". I abandoned the series for six years and moved on with my life to be in the Resource Reading program in order to read the required literature. It feels like a train wreck to me, but I want to be with the cool crowd when I grow up, but I would've listened to the bad techno new wave 80s and I would've partied. Instead, I became a sci-fi nerd. Nerds were awesome, but I'm sorry HSM Wildcat fans, looks like you'll be watching Contact the 1997 film instead. It will change your life forever and before you know it, Romeo and Juliet would be a million times better than Teen Beach Movie. Please do subscribe to HISHE and comment how Teen Beach Movie should have ended in the way Romeo and Juliet originally ended. If you're going to do it, do it right now.

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Small Drowning Gummy Bears Grow "Biggerer"

        Over yesterday, I had a blast after all of the stress. Even though I looked up on the top ten best/worst series enders, the reviewers never read Maximum Ride before in their lives, so I'll comment if they never have a total complete, top ten. After the top ten, I send a Monday letter to Mac, and then I hurried up to watch Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Thief. Yes, I know it's terrible, but I may be holding on to the movie review along with the complete book series review which is great. But the sequel already came out a while ago. I also may want to hold it for publishing it too. Geez, is that what I'm thinking about. I mean seriously, where did the complete book series reviews come from. They're from the past before I blog. I started and finished the Percy Jackson series over the spring and first half of summer 2012. I will do the review in order to prepare myself for Heroes of Olympus. But more book series I started and ongoing, left the reviews unfinished. Hopefully, I will finish it on time in order to catch up on the schedule and have them published. Now on with the Monday.

        Monday night, I ran away from home and I walked around the block in the rain at the evening. I sweared, I got wet, and I ended up in the wrong spot, not thinking and knowing what to do ahead of me. When I go home with no experience of freedom, it feels like I had to wait a bit longer; but my parents said no. I can't have any money for food, drinks, and stuff from the mall. I had nothing else left to do but to go to my room because my dad forced me to. I rested, had dinner, and did my homework all in one room. Plus, my sister Simone painted my fingernails. It had Rock n' Roll pink with sparkles background, dark orchid purple petals, metallic gold center and dark green leaves in it. I wished I had to dye my hair black with purple highlights, but we don't have any dyes. I was being really careful not to upset anybody else but to stay silent and be away. When everything else was finished, I had to go to bed.
        The next day, I woke up, opened a refrigerator, and saw that the food had been moved downstairs into the family room refrigerator. I went down and got chocolate milk. It was like a workaholic work for me to do; walking up and down with the food to serve. I ended up having a good day, but there's no conditioner left. I found out that my hair was getting a bit more rougher than it was before, so I had to brush my hair naturally with my fingers. And I was thinking, "What the heck do I ever care in this place while I tried to escape the house for no reason?". It seems shocking to me that I never want to run away from home, but I always wanted to have freedom from the boredom with chores. I need maid services really badly like I really mean it to be. When I go back to school on the next day, I thought the battery's dying for the netbook so I had to charge it real quick so I had to get going with my blog.

Girl Rising: A True Story Inspired by Nine Girls Worldwide - A Movie Review

        These were the nine girls worldwide who dream and think of good education. You'll see how an inspiring story will change your life. I think that was very good, even though it gave me powerful facts about unskilled girls from sexual violence to an extra year of education. I guess it increased my chance to get a scholarship. I think I learned the world that much big. For more information, go to: girlrising.com to find out more. You could place a special screening at the special place all at the right time, but I already saw it at church last Friday night. Think 5/5 stars. Seen on November 15, 2013.

Just in the Nick of Time at Seattle

        Yesterday, we went to the Benaroya Hall to go listen to Beethoven's Sixth Symphony. It reminds me of the bunny rabbit carrying a pirate hat to the Pequod ship. Then the storm happens and things grow really intense until the clouds clear away. Nighttime came as the daughters of the air create a light to make way for the festival in England. The British festival with the food, dance, and conversations feel like the old fashion-way, you know the Victorian age and all of that. Two hours later, I had lunch with the chaperones. It was really good that they recognized my parents and I told them about what were they like now.
        Later, at one in the afternoon, we headed home on the bus. We reached school 20 minutes earlier than the schedule was expected. I went to the library and had read for like an half hour. When 2:15pm hits, I headed over to the gym. The Nick of Time Foundation labeled my height, weight and blood pressure. I was 5'3", had 196 lbs (man, better lose some weight), and was 114/76 on a blood pressure. They scanned my heart, had my heart heard, and teached me about CPR and AED a little better. They said that I'm healthy. OK, no problems in my family, but never mind, I heard from my mom that my grandma's heart beat fast. She took some medicine and the heart went down. She doesn't feel good, so the hospital is scanning her heart and remove something on the right that caused the heart to beat faster. My dad got a heart problem. We're not sure. But it's alright, we go home, and had fun the rest of the day.
        The next day, we got 30 weeks remaining until we graduate from high school, I am so glad about the next 30 weeks, but really got stressed that I had to do my homework all the way without ever stopping up until the last minute which is dragging so long whatsoever. But believe me, despite all of that, one lesson: follow your passion and you'll acheive your goals.

Song: All Day by Lisa Loeb, Follow Me Now by Jason Gleed

About Scholarships

        Speaking of scholarships, how come did I got a better grade than both of my sisters?

1. I did very good and got involved in real-life
2. I am the only one mature
3. I definitely love SCHOOL!
4. Better get going with your life
5. The next 5-6 years are very important to me
6. The guardianship was put under effect by age 18
7. Do finish it strong
8. I'll be surprised in the end

I Kissed an Imaginary Friend

This essay is dedicated to the eighth anniversary of my game. Enjoy.

 

        I never kissed someone before in my life, but time flew by in the last eight years of the relationship. Three years past the 5-year mark of the expiration of friendship to be exact. So I cry out never will I kissed an imaginary friend until the time has come, nevermore can I WooHoo with him until someday.

        Looking back, when we were small babies, we were seperated at birth four in a half years apart from each other. He was born in the summer and I was born in the winter. He was all wrapped up in sky blue strips of cloth (a blanket), and I was in neutral colored pajamas with footies. We were raised coast-to-coast. He was raised by a single adopted mom and I was raised by my parents.

        As we grow older, we learn how to walk, talk, use the bathroom, and read. As kids, with love, care, and attention, we play with toys, go to school and had best friends at school. He had the girl of his dreams and I had several of my friends and one of them was named Katelyn or something. We were then seperated until the day when we were first met at puberty. He was thirteen in a half and I was nine. We became friends and stayed friends for too long. So why am I not autistic? I should've break-up with my imaginary friend. But did I kissed him? No. Not for now. We are not ready for it just yet. I guess we're still friends.

 

Song: Never Surrender by Skillet

Moby Dick Review

        This is Ishmael who narrates the whole story through. He meets up with Queequeg who was revealed to be part of the reinassance-like royal family and the infamous Captain Ahab. Together with a shipful of the crew, they were going in search for a whale and hopefully it will be one of the famous survival sea stories for you to go with the flow.

        I think that was an epic, but yet a complicated book. It was supposed to be required for college level. I thought that's very interesting, even though it's referenced to media. I got real interest in literature since sophmore year, I am in senior year, and the author did a very well done job of what whales were like in one of the chapters you're going to learn from. If you take cetalogy in college class, you'll like to learn more of whales and one day, you're going to be a marine biologist, and before you know it, you're going to be the next Ishmael. The sentences and the details were very sophisicated word-by-word and it's absolutely a stunning classic page turner, even though it took like three months and two weeks for me to go throughout the whole entire thing (I started on August 13, 2013 and ended on November 25, 2013). Imagine taking time thinking detail-by-detail of breaking into small sections and you definitely will read this book no matter what, because whales come and go as you go into the ocean with others you'll memorize and cherish. And you'll see how good, but very emotional it was in the end. Even though it's sorta confusing, but lucky me, I guess it's okay, so good-ok for me. How about you?

I See Visions Sneakly

        Another sign after refusal and garbage in, all I found out is confrontation and visions. I imagine myself, trying to become an immortal. But it did not happen, for I was found out to have a gruesome image of what my imaginative future look like. It could be a land with the king and queen married, or a land plunder with chaos for sixteen years which is actually straightforward and ongoing. I suddenly realize what's going on in there is that there shall be a real example of even though I'm not revealing it to you until after the Revenge of the Sith Book Review post is published. After it's published, I might want to reveal big secrets of pure imagination. But apparently, nine days left until "I Kissed an Imaginary Friend" post is published, which symbolizes the eighth anniversary of my game's release. That's my goal.

An Honest Ending to First Quarter Part Four: Seeing is Believing

        Whew, what a good day this has been. Today, I took an ASL test and I instantly turned in my homework and stuff to the teacher when done. I read and watched a bit. I had yet another Geometry homework - dang it. I had SR on rehearsals. I got a purple T-Shirt during lunch. 5th period, I turned in homework a bit and got two stamps. Yes, as a result, my teacher gave me a D test on Unit 1, meaning there shall be test corrections on the way.  6th period, I got bored with Jimmy John's presentation because I was not confident about my jobs because it's been a waste of time for me to move on with life until later in the future (yes, I go self-employed with making hats from yarn and bookmarks from scratch with just paper, pencil, eraser, black pen and colored pencils). At the end of the quarter, I ended up having chips honestly. The chips from Jimmy John's taste like it came from made-in-a-local-grocery-store shop cliche. I enjoyed Tech day, but eventually there's a conflict going on between the first Friday 4AM play performance and post-season football pep. The teachers will have to take care of the problem to see if I go there or here. The sun sets and everybody goes home for a chillout. Thanks for everything so far, and thanks for supporting my blog. Please keep in touch and we'll see you again.

Song: Out of the Dust

An Honest Ending to First Quarter Part Three: Stressed Out Over Time

        Hope you have a great Halloween? Today, I turned-in the green sheet. The rest of the day went really good. I go home, do my homework, had pep band, showed up the Rebel spirit against the Interlake Saints, and we won 52-0. After the game, we say goodbye to our football seniors as they move on with life. The weekend was kinda boring, but I had to do my homework over the weekend but in other times, nothing happened. I just wish I may like to read more worldly books until 7pm on a Sunday once we go home from church, if I'm lucky to get it done with homework and history earlier prior to Sunday more often (but only in the good moodlet of what I did what's pleasing and good in my God's sight over the past week especially). If not, well, stick with a SOAP routine of the book that was banned 50 years ago at US public schools (the Bible) to go catch up with my reading list plan of Scriptures, Observations, Applications and Prayer. That's a new rule for me in order to avoid such embarrassing distractions from my parents. When we go to Piecora's, we're done with everything we had over the last week. I ate two pieces of cheese pizza. And on our way home, my parents told me that I was almost born by C-section, but I ended up being born naturally from my mom. I didn't know I had a biggest diaper change blowout, that's what my parents said it. It's the most embarrassing thing for me to do in my life. I'm sorry terrible parents of little kids birth-5 years of age, I'm not joking. I was just beginning to feel the pangs of becoming immortal from having a New Pretty moodlet. The first sign of becoming of it is by refusal of parents and garbage 100% in (somewhat). It's okay to feel sorry for all of the sins you have for religion. I was worshipping God while I was crying at the same time because I was beginning to think suicidal thoughts besides the stupid guardianship routine while taking all of the sins away for our Lord who saves us from evil. After the service and a lesson of true knowledge of communion, I was thinking "How come the oil does not touch the ground while our pastor spoke of the pouring of fresh oil from head to the knee point (the hem)?". It's all because of the Biblical priests. That's what. It's like the same thing as with Carrie White in Stephen King's Carrie the whole way through. I just wish she could be immortal on what happens after Carrie, she'll turn into a human-pig hybrid anime-SEGA style.
        Later, one night, my parents talk to me about the guardianship. I just wanted to go to Miami, just so to commit suicide at the dorm, drunk; but my parents said "No!". They just put me into the house safe keeping, where it feels like prison for 4-5 years of annoyingness, and more independence and freedom. I thought it's 4-5 years left to live, in which I'm dying for if I stay after the senior party. But I was beginning to understand the specialness of the guardianship - it's about independence for a few years, and yes my parents can support me my college life (hopefully a keg stand full of juice will show up in a family room downstairs, so that anybody can do the keg stand, listening to the roaring 20s, rock-n-roll 50s, bad New Wave techno 80s, and old school day music from the 2000s and early to early-mid 2010s). I really don't care of what will happen next after the senior celebration, because nobody else will be perfect, believe me. I really just don't want to spoil it, just so it's my secret. I'm not joking you. I'm just dead serious about big plans ahead throughout the day, but eventually, my parents showed up. They said that I am better than my sisters because they're millennials that I really don't care about. Millennials were just stupid and running around with technology all day long according to TIME Magazines via mail. I know the DVD isn't working anymore, just go with the repairs already, okay. I need to get out of the family to move on with my life when June hits. School's out forever, say goodbye to goody two-shoes at the "Twilight Zone" and say hello to the new pretty me at a faraway 4-year college with permanent living dorms from the time I first move in to the day I die. No work, haha, let's break all of the religious rules because the rest of my life will be stupid and unrealistic. Why did you keep sending me naughty thoughts? Hello? Wake up... wake up... just, literally... WAKE THE HECK UP AND GET THINGS STRAIGHT!!! I'm warning you. I - >yawn<, is it bedtime already? Man, I need to get some sleep. Thanks and keep in touch. Bye guys.