Am I Wrong?

Myth: today's youth group attenders are tomorrow's church leaders.
Reality: today's youth group attenders are tomorrow's unchurched.
Teenagers may be attending church events today, but they have little inclination to do so in the future.

That is very sad... plus chances are a third of gen y were actually "unchurched" as I looked up today's stats on the Internet. Don't you believe it? I have survived attendance in youth group! The last time I was there was playing Mario Kart on Switch in the game truck and then we get to hear the sermon about our identities in Christ. What changed to me was transforming from an ambitious musician to becoming a very virtuous mother one day. I don't think I am counted toward the unchurched future, though it seems bleak in my opinion. I am trying to hold still against the tide of the current before I have to question everything, and attempting to be a church leader for the young adults were very slim. It was very brief when they kept requesting me what to do and it is tiring me out sometimes. I heard speakers being concerned about the timing before in school, church, and online combined. Yes, I am not so great at speaking for an hour length, but I could preach full-steam ahead for as much as I thought it would, timewise it will take me up to a few hours at the maximum point. This makes me feel exhausted, but my brain is not so tired. I have more depth of thought than anyone could imagine and I am mentally throwing up more words being typed on a screen now. That is why I am a good intelligent person who knew better than that. My time will resume on summer solstice period.

Guess what happened after I left the youth group? I do NOT come out of the cult. Instead, I ended up in the main service with the older adults from their mid 30s up to 85ish. The maximum age was specifically 108 previously, and now I'm like what happened? Did it bend itself up? There was a curve going up and down yet to come! From what I experienced so far is they keep reacting to every other part of a sermon whether in shock, laughter, agreement, or praise! It is like a killer slant to my soul!!! Is it serious? C'mon what are you waiting for? Listen first and then you do the job yourselves. That is simple, try it! I do nod sometimes not in public since it is more of a humble reaction than that. Too many bulletin programs pile up one after another, and it is loading up more space at home. I am sick and tired of taking one home with me every week. I know what the events are coming up and I hear them!!! Agh! Those are the things I may not be attending due to schoolwork and whatnot. Sorry! It is not going to happen. I have to do it my own way like think outside the box. I have taken messages for a week and a half now, and yes: this is many times better than sitting around and doing nothing all week while waiting for the next sermon. It is called my warming up period in order to be prepared for Simone's commencement ceremony. I tried looking forward to Holy Week and I was so close to making out of the tunnel. It extended up to no point of reaching the other end and I am doomed now. As soon as I had my plan figured out because the last video of the road to revival wasn't there on the net, I wanted to get out into the field of bliss on time and never have to go back again. I am going to be free from my burden! So long, unwanted tasks! I have eighteen entries of my dark purple devo left to go and continuing God Calling onward on a daily basis for a year. The problem? I have to read Proverbs again for a week. Good news? I made it 16 chapters and 15 more to go. That is what I want to do right now because it is Wednesday, May 16. Five weeks left until we have to start Shepherd of the Hills. I cannot wait for summertime! Oh yeah!

What Am I Really Thinking What I Am Vaguely Thinking About?

Here is something I have revealed I was thinking about when it comes to the very brief igniting moments in mind, but died out as quickly as possible and being stuck of trying to revive the moment to life.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ma_(negative_space)
http://archive.is/4hsuR

Am I a competent communicator?

Introduction
At this special presentation, I am going to talk about the crossover between the textbook itself Interplay: The Process of Interpersonal Communication by Ronald B. Alder with collaboration by Lawrence B. Rosenfeld and Russell F. Proctor II in its thirteenth edition as of 2015 and my life being merged together into one whole entire project. The questions are: what concepts did I learn in this quarter that were the most significant for me, what were my communication strengths, what were the special communication challenges I struggle with, and what will I do to overcome/mitigate those challenges. These are tough to answer in my unique perspective, so with that... let me answer them all real quick first thing.

The Main Body

1. What concepts did I learn in this quarter that were the most significant for me?
• One of the concepts I learned in this quarter that were the most significant for me was culture. Previously, in leadership class, we have understood the difference between individualistic and collectivist cultures ("one culture in which people view their primary responsibility as helping themselves and the other culture whose members feel loyalties and obligations to an in-group, such as an extended family, a community, and even a work organization") (Alder et al., 2015 p. 45). Now that I have reviewed it, I was more of a context-neutral person whose religion was somewhat collective. I have belonged to the achievement culture ("a culture that places a high value on the achievement of material success and a focus on the task at hand") (Alder et al., 2015 p. 48) where the American Dream was supposed to be fulfilled in the young adult years and up, yet their "to-do" lists never stop growing; however, in my household and religion, their important agenda was more of a nurturing cult where we were supposed to stop with the busyness and be thankful for everyday (the definition was "a culture that regards the support of relationships as an especially important goal") (Alder et al., 2015 p. 48). When it comes to authority, we have to respect every single high power; on the contrary, people were created equal. Uncertainty avoidance ("the tendency of a culture's members to feel threatened by ambiguous situations, and how much they try to avoid them") (Alder et al., 2015 p. 47) was common sometimes and in other times they were questionable. The co-cultures ("groups within encompassing cultures with a perceived identity") (Alder et al., 2015 p. 39) have influenced us who we truly are as individuals. My identity for instance is this: I am an almost 22-year old Hispanic-Caucasian heterosexual American Washingtonian autistic conservative broke contemporary evangelical Christian journalist whose career was full-time student with the self-employment of making clothes to sell. I grew up with the familiar language known as American English. During my childhood, I had struggled with learning new languages until senior year of high school where I learned ASL in general. Verbally, my second language was unofficial for now until later.
• The topic before that was the interpersonal process. I am not a perfect communicator, but I had found the transactional communication model (the model of the "dynamic process in which communicators create meaning together via interacting with each other") (Alder et al., 2015 p. 10, 13) attractive because I thought, "Sure I am gonna use it in case it's necessary to have it as a cover of my 'to-say' list." It's like e-mail except we were required to use the face-to-face interaction often because it would increase the chance of satisfaction. (Alder et al., 2015 p. 7) I think I have done it enough with one person for a term, but I might with another in the next one or two. This has caused me to take a break from Internet time and stick to the social gatherings. I have done one coffee talk with an old friend and some group studying with a new friend and/or a familiar acquaintance. The social media aspect was the new norm these days, and it seems people were addicted to it.
2. What were my communication strengths (at least 3)?
• My communication strengths are the following: 1. Nonverbal communication was strong when I saw others doing it and it happened ever since then from the beginning and onward. Although I have seen images more than the words, I have reactions sometimes to whatever could go on. I noticed the emoticons since late elementary, and sometimes I found it annoying and distracting when it comes to actual reading. Otherwise, I ended up typing up with "=)" on my old phone. In the new phone, the emoticons were better and it was somehow more limited than the iPhone version in which half of its users had. I was mostly happy, but in my early college years, I did have the mood swings. At the end, at least right now, I am getting really exhausted from all of the hard work well done. 2. Verbal communication (or language) was necessary in "human communication" (Alder et al., 2015 p. 140). I think it made sense when I was reading, but in speech it was okay. When I was listening to people talk, I realized the volume was too soft for my ears. If there weren't more people around, I am trying to understand what they were saying. Topics were at random, and the usual part shows up sometimes for a half hour. That was excerpted from the verbal communication assignment I have experimented with. The naming part reminded me of picking out names I have selected for my original characters from the large name book (and later, "Behind the Name" on the internet). I am good at using the "I" pronoun, but I have to get better at reducing the "we" language in the future. (p. 161 for table) 3. Listening was normal to me right now, for I was proud of my journaling in the past seven and a half years when it comes to taking notes during the lessons and other occasional serious podcasts all of the time, yet I don't pay attention to the speaker. In class, they said you have to really listen and not write anything. In contrast, stats show that "11.4% of the overall communication activities was writing". (Alder et al., 2015 p. 205) I was internally afraid I might lose focus and not get any specific instructions unless I have to ask, "What did you say? Could you please repeat after me?" Sometimes, people were rushed ahead of me and I have to catch up with the notes. The problem between the two was pacing of speech. In task-oriented listening ("a listening style that is primarily concerned with efficiency") (Alder et al., 2015 p. 208) from teachers and instructors, we were supposed to plan on doing assignments on our planners since elementary school as I knew it. I wrote down what I was supposed to do early on, but my mind just reminded itself and it told me what to do in the later times. My challenge of listening was the noise because I was affected by it big time and it was therefore indeed a norm for most if not some people. Growing up, the television was on all the time. Now, other sources have gone activated at the time from the start of day to finish. I don't pay attention to sports radio since it was always my dad's turn and I never got the chance to do my music (which was either 91.3 FM or 98.1 FM (95.7 FM per weekends)). Man, I was bombarded by television advertisements, which went on and on and on forever and ever. I could at least stop it from happening and enjoy myself reading a book. When I was younger, I used to daydream all the time about my own stories. Today, I'm like stuck in the middle of the road, not knowing what next since NaNoWriMo came and went. In terms of listening responses, I was more of a silent listener (the one who "stood attentive and nonverbally responsive without verbal feedback") (Alder et al., 2015 p. 217) ever since I was a kid.
3. What were the special communication challenges I struggle with (2-3)?
• The special communication challenges I struggle with and are facing now as of the following: 1. Managing the conflict. I was more of an avoider (a person who ignores conflict) (Alder et al., 2015 p. 372-373) than does a collaborator (the one who wanted the best for everyone) (Alder et al., 2015 p. 377-378) during my growing up years because I want to let everyone else do with their own busyness and I knew I have worked hard constantly. Never have I ever paid attention to the conflicts because they were like one huge issue in my life and no resolution was necessary due to its negativity. Sometimes, it can be positive when it comes to constructive competition during games and contests. Aside that, I have accommodations a lot because everyone's doing it and I certainly don't stand up, for example: Mom told me I'd rather do what she requests rather than having to deal with my own plans. In other words, it was a "lose-win situation". (p. 373-374) 2. I have issues with dynamics of interpersonal relationships. We were so bombarded by the media, everything is nothing but all fluff! In real-life, it is not all sunshine, laugh tracks, shiny colors, lollipops, and rainbows, it's serious, tragic, complex, and bleak. I tried talking to more friends, but it was all but a few at a time and sometimes I forget names of random strangers. I was supposed to come together just to initiate and go "for common ground" (Alder et al., 2015 p. 279) before aiming for close friendships. I have yearned for it, but in an outing someday, I was gonna have two chaperones aged eighteen and older. In the end, when people depart from me especially at the close of every academic year while in high school and college, I never get to see them again unless they were on Facebook. Sometimes, I cross paths with anyone who was familiar with me.
4. What will I do to overcome/mitigate those challenges?
• To overcome/mitigate those challenges, I have to work on the collaboration skills so badly, even though I don't seem to fit in with the workforce crowd. I had tried to become assertive and not just silently passive, for I would be open to more types of conflict management.
• I will come up with a list of questions all searched out from the Internet for a sample to try out during conversations and hopefully will do my best at it.

Conclusion

I was a competent communicator when I have the time for relational gatherings in people, but in this task-oriented society, my resolution was to stop whatever I was doing individually since I know I have read most of the textbook and I could see others interacting inside my mind as if I thought about them. It's not about me unless it was necessary when it comes to assignments and this project that was about to be done. My goal in the long run: I have to always improve relationships in the near and distant future due to the reason that I have to find Mr. Right in a few years to come. All in all, that sums up the merge between the textbook about interpersonal communications and my entire life.

Works Cited

Alder, Ronald B. et al. Interplay: The Process of Interpersonal Communication. New York City: Oxford University Press, 2015. Print. 13th Edition.

What do you miss most about being a kid during summer break?

Being a kid during summer break, I missed about going on camp trips, plane rides, swimming lessons (I lack them as we get older), the playground, being out in the small backyard, and hopefully vacation bible school (we missed them in 2008 and 2009 and always will when married) because I'm getting sick of them since I WANT a full-time summer job out-of-state. Last year was the first summer break we really did NOT take due to grandma starting to age slowly in nearly a year and counting (we ended up having a stamp job). I don't miss the sunshine and the frequent rain (we live in Washington State) at all. The last time we'd seen a wedding was back in 2010, yet I spent the teen-aged life on losses and funerals from the year 2009 and up and yearly graduations since 2012 - we had witnessed four suicides, for the last one was back at the end of January 2017 - everyone will be missed by all of one another. The next wedding day will be mine and MINE ALONE!!! There is just nothing more than courtship prior to this. I wish we want summer all year long and also I want to homeschool the kids from K-12, so that way they could have their longest summer vacation ever until school starts for the first time when they were EIGHTEEN. I prefer going to Florida instead because why the heck not.

Is swag a swear word?

The answer is yes and no.

1. it's something that doesn't have to last very long
2. it's brief
3. it's too trendy nowadays
4. it's out of nowhere in mind
5. it feels more like "forget" in slang

It's just a quick rant, folks.

What Will Stuff Be Like In 100 Years?

It gets newer and more electronically digital than you think, but we'll never know. God only cares about the future ahead of today, and He only knows when is the Second Coming by the exact moment the world could be either for the better or for the worst.

Is Maximum Ride the new Sonic the Hedgehog? A Maximum Ride Complete Saga Review Part 1

        Well, that's really a good question. But unfortunately, Sonic the Hedgehog (2006) goes down from bad to worst, due to the fact that it got glitches and "slugbugs" in it. The players read the summary before the day it's released into stores, but they wished they hadn't played it. If you dare play the game and it all ends when the princess and the hedgehog will never be spoken of again, you better go read the Maximum Ride saga here or at the library to check out. So let's go with the story. And be sure to stay tuned after this important question/complete series review combo post for the alternate ending of the finale. This is Part 1, in which will be the Fugitives trilogy. The second part deals with the Protectors pentalogy which is coming soon for more answers on the way if you already read all 8 books in the Maximum Ride series as a Sonic fan. Haha, I sure do fall in love with the world's Ultimate Life Form since 2005. You freaking know my version of Twilight in the future. Now, let's begin!

SPOILERS AHEAD! DUH!

The Fugitives Trilogy (1-3); Original Tertralogy (1-4)

Episode I: The Angel Experiment

        Fifteen years after the mysterious consuming of events, an unexpected group of kids get ready for the day. The story all starts on a fine May day, and everything is fine until Angel was kidnapped by the Erasers which are half-human half-wolf according to genetics. So the Flock starts on the journey in search for Angel. Do they have to save the world? That's pretty much of a big picture question throughout the whole series, but there are hints ahead of you to go do so.
        The Flock chased against the Erasers for the first time ever and they did the most challenging way to rescue Angel and the flock really did saved her from the School. The flock plus Angel go on to NYC where they prep up for heroism and had to find their real identities; though my first name only appeared in this book, you can see how awesome she and her brother played on the outdoor spring concert. Although the Flock head to the subway train station, the Voice first appreared in Max's mind. Angel got her teddy bear named Celeste (the bear was named after my aunt and one of the good imaginary friends of mine from Llandros' Hybrids, and UPDATE: the brunette from The Selection). After the documents are printed out, the Erasers fight against the Flock and eventually the Flock won over the Erasers. And looks like Angel had a dog named Total.

Episode II: School's Out Forever

        The Flock already headed over to Washington, DC, from where the previous installment left off they once again faced off with the Erasers with... wings. Oh, geesh, that will be more worse than Twilight werewolves and werehog fairies combined. Fang gets hurt and the ambulance take him to the hospital. After the rest, they found Anne Walker. They went to Anne's house (the house is American Victorian style). The Flock got enrolled for private school and they had a very bad, and strict principal like my experience at the first year of middle school with a strict, and forcing behavior. Fortunately, they meet new friends. Fang kissed Lissa while Max looks jealous that she took Sam to the movies on a date. Later, Sam and Max kiss. But about two in a half months later, they rebelled against the private school, so they got expulsed and realized that Anne Walker was the boss after Thanksgiving. They headed off to Florida where Ari steals a GameBoy from a supermarket. The Flock and Erasers headed down to Walt Disney World where they had at least two rides and a signature from "Wolverine" to a kid - I just can't get enough because it's just too cute. The Flock headed over to the lab in Florida (Itex) where Max faces off with anti-Max (Max II) and literally Max defeated Max II, nearly killing her. The Flock happily stayed at the Everglades.

Episode III: Saving the World and Other Extreme Sports

        A skeleton recovery from Itex has revealed. The Director knew that the DNA-experiments that they made by both the School and Itex were going expired and that they will kill them all by seven in the morning the next day. Fang's blog had some views increasing from twenty to a thousand. Max and the rest of the Flock headed west to Texas where they visited JFK's gravesite and they headed down to the football stadium. It's the Dallas Cowboys vs. the Chicago Bears (both of the teams belong to the National Football Conference Side, so it's the playoffs season especially), but before the game starts, it quickly became recognizable that they were like, "Nah! It was so bad that God forbid us to go there. Let's find someplace else."
        They get out of the stadium, move on with their lives and make plans on how to be hidden cavemen on permanent ground for the rest of their lives, but no - for Fang and Max had their first kiss. The last kiss before the very first official one they had was when Max kissed Fang who was nearly bled-out for a second at the beach. (Remember from The Angel Experiment?) The Flyboys (Metal Erasers) made their first appearance - they had to face-off with Nudge, Gazzy, Angel and Total. Max returned to Dr. Martinez's house, but this time with Fang. They had chocolate chip cookies and examined what was wrong with the chip. The chip was in Max's arm - it was used to be attached on the wing near the beginning of the complete saga. They had the chip out, but the Voice was stuck in Max's head for what can be prevailed throughout the rest of the series or something (Hint: It has to be someone or either somebody).
        Later, the School kidnapped the Flock and then the Flock was placed in hospital beds. Looks like the Flock, Ari and several others survived the termination throughout the first quarter already and stilll counting. Literally, the little old lady comes up and had the vanilla aroma of some fresh-baked cookies. This made the Flock and Ari wonder what to escape... but luckily, Max got the Velcro straps out with superhuman strength like some hybrid bird-man from X-Men. Ari showed up, still lying in bed, saying that the others got killed and that, he and the Flock were the only ones survived through the termination. He revealed that he was Jeb's son. Mad scientists from the School split the world's population in half, but in the 2007 edition of this installment it has six billion people cut into three billion people and it could cut into a billion; well, in my opinion, I believe that there are seven billion people who were going to cut into three in a half billion people and later into still one billion people because this installment takes place fifteen years after 2006 (even though it's now 2022). The Flock failed all of the tests according to ter Borcht; for ter Borcht kidnapped the flock and then he put them to execution. The Flock was in a cage... again on a cloudy night this time. Ari comes to the rescue and saves the Flock. The hybrid DNA-recombinant people begin to separate. There are multiple explosions someplace outside the School, for; they had to go to the snowy mountains and had some food. Fang's blog was viewed by over 28 million people. Max and Fang had to break up and split the group in about a half - Iggy and Gazzy with Fang, and Ari, Nudge, Angel and Total with Max. On Max's side, they had to go to Europe. But Max said England was far away so they had to go to Washington, DC. Fang, Iggy and Gazzy went to Los Angeles on the West Coast. There they find some hot girls in bikinis, it was a bit romantic but cute and that much friendly like. The Flyboys come along; Fang's blog had nearly a billion views and 108 comments. Woah! No way, this blog is crazy and very popular that I wished my blog could have lots of views like Fang. The post before comments tells us that Fang, Iggy and Gazzy face off with the Flyboys and they beat all 200 of them.
        Meanwhile, Max, Nudge, Angel, Total and Ari visited England; then, they flew to France for 30 minutes where they visit Paris and Versailles, and then they go to the castle and see Max II for the next time. Max II?! Oh my gosh, no way. She was resurrected from the presumed dead like Ari from The Angel Experiment (resurrected in School's Out - Forever), Superman from Superman by J. J. Abrams and Black Blazer from SA2 (resurrected in Heroes). Is it that crazy for me to see the first ever female character - Max's "old clone double" revived? It's like the dragon escaping from the mountain in the end of the Desolation of Smaug. Back in LA, Fang, Iggy and Gazzy went to the hotel where they faced off with Flyboys for yet a third time in a row. In the end, they head down south. Back in France, Nudge II showed up for the first time. The Itex plans on trying to make the world a better place by the "By-Half Plan" or the "Re-Evolution Plan" - no more hunger, no more weakness and no more getting sick. They are trying to not make any more worldly problems anymore. The Flyboys take Max, Nudge, Angel, Total and Ari a long interior way to the "secret door". The Flyboys left the five behind, but eventually after all of these fourteen years, Max finally discovered a mom who was turned out to be the director of Itex. Her name was Marian Janssen. A little later, the Voice turned out to be Jeb. Fang's blog had "tons" of views. That was very popular. The email reveals that Max and the half-flock plus Total and Ari were now in Germany (although it was written by Nudge). Fang and his half-flock went on their way to Germany. Did you know that the homeless computer nerd first appeared in The Angel Experiment? His name is Mike.
        Ari writes down the name for the first time from dirt. Max II appears again. Then, ter Borcht showed up again with other people in white labcoats and Marian came along; together they inspect the flock. Marian was going to be the Emperor of the New World Without the Problems and was trying to take over the world. Jeb was revealed to Max that he was her father and that Dr. Martinez was her mother. It was also revealed that Ari's real mom (Jeb's wife) died giving birth to him - so he was revealed that he was Max's half-brother. Last but not least, it was also revealed that Ella Martinez was Max's half-sister. Mara made her first appearance. Max declared that the Flock and the Erasers were the strongest hybrids by far, but Omega eventually showed up when the Director introduced him to Nudge, Angel, Total, Ari and Max. What?! Did you know that Omega was named after E-123 from Sonic Heroes and onward in the mid-2000s. In this version of Omega, he was the same age as Max, has pale brown hair, silvery blue eyes, couple inches shorter than Max and weighs 140 pounds. He and Max face-off in the stage and they fight each other.
        Meanwhile, the blog went still broken due to the overcrowding of lots of people. Fang, Iggy and Gazzy went to Lendeheim, Germany on a cargo plane, even though it was not sunrise yet. The Flyboys found the half-flock so they can fight with them. The sun rises as Max and Omega compete in speed without ever flying, strength (with weights?!), and intelligence, but things went wrong when the real fight-to-the-death begins. And then it was going on the epic turn of the battle of good vs. evil. Ari dies in Max's arms, knowing his life was "expired". This is the second time for Ari being presumed dead or yet the final time being presumed dead. The last time is near the end of the Angel Experiment, but he got resurrected at the beginning of School's Out - Forever. Someone put the fire on the Flyboys from the flaming arrow and then they look useless until they see the flaming statue, and then they were frozen - like "not working joints". The Flyboys went extinct by shortage and electrocution from the net above them. Several rocks flew to several countries - England, Netherlands and Austrailia. The Itex was destroyed and the Director finds out that she was a turtle hybrid and that she was 107 years old (though she looks much immortal - very much similar to a sparkling vampire from Twilight). The Director got arrested by the German police. Next, Fang, Iggy and Gazzy reunite together with Max, Nudge, Angel and Total. They went to the coffee shop in France and together they went back to the beach next. Fang and Max brought back together again for the first time, but Iggy made Max to pull away from Fang. The Flock went to Arizona for an overnight stay with Dr. Martinez and Ella. Jeb showed up during the stay and looks like Magnolia debuted somewhat. After the overnight stay, the Flock came out refreshed and flew into the sunset. A perfect ending indeed, but I overthought that the Flock will be back hopefully and that things won't need to be pretty.

Stay tuned for Part 2! To be continued...

Why Did I Ever Kissed an Imaginary Friend?

        It never happened back then. It's all because of the visionary sunshine-rainbow-unicorn cliche thing for me to do. I had a weird dream that life is getting so unrealistic. Oh, how fun it is for me to go through, but suddenly, I don't feel immortally, but instead, things look getting more ridiculous for  me to sleep while I dream. When I dream, you'll see how weird life is like. It affected me due to the fact that they schooled me too much. It's been a long time since I went to middle school. And since back then, my parents will never ever know about me and those upcoming adventures until I found out to get caught for reading a dark book. After I read it, I was like "What?! I just want more! I really don't care about the light!" Instead, I easily got bored with The Magician's Nephew, thus knowing "What a stupid book!". I abandoned the series for six years and moved on with my life to be in the Resource Reading program in order to read the required literature. It feels like a train wreck to me, but I want to be with the cool crowd when I grow up, but I would've listened to the bad techno new wave 80s and I would've partied. Instead, I became a sci-fi nerd. Nerds were awesome, but I'm sorry HSM Wildcat fans, looks like you'll be watching Contact the 1997 film instead. It will change your life forever and before you know it, Romeo and Juliet would be a million times better than Teen Beach Movie. Please do subscribe to HISHE and comment how Teen Beach Movie should have ended in the way Romeo and Juliet originally ended. If you're going to do it, do it right now.

Thank you and have a great day! xD

Got Utopia?

        If you're interested in pure imagination, try for the web @ http://theutopiasaga.blogspot.com. You can read this story because this is my first ever YA series to be posted online but had to be published later in the future. Did you know all of the fairy tales or do you think it's just too silly to make up on? Do you understand that you're part of our pure imagination? If you answer yes to any of these questions, please, go online now for the Utopia Saga. I got the Archives already published for you to go with from the top. Thanks and have a great day.

Do I Have to Give Up on my Dreams and Pure Imagination on Graduation Day?

        When my mom told me that I will not be in drama next year, I was so dissed off that I have to give up my dreams and pure imagination just to go to the 4-year university to get a Bachelor's degree in Language Arts. I was knowing that the fictious love triangle is all 100% faker, and that I still need to get a real-life business to work on. There's no such thing as magic, so I'm leaving my past of pure imagination behind and move on to the next chapter of my life on graduation day. I still need to break-up with my imaginary friend of 8 years when I get married to a real person, which is a husband.
        When I tell mom about this, she said that I have to keep my pure imagination and dreams in my life until elder stage; that's exactly what I've written for summer reading exercise packets. Moral: Always keep your dreams and imagination to yourself your whole life and fingers-crossed if you believe in pure imagination. Here it is of what my pure imagination look like:

This is my rough draft.

 This is my final draft of the imaginative universe. It is colored classic sonic blue - as stands for the cartoony universe. This is the now universe in which we imagine up until the day I'm all done with Maximum Ride. For now, I'm reading Moby Dick - which it took me so long to get it done. The Moby Dick book review is coming soon.

 This is the future universe unborn right now and in development up until described from above. It'll be born with a Big Bang, for which it took me like several posts of reading to reincarnate the pure imaginative universe. The time will come for this universe to be born once when I'm all done with fairy tales, Narnia, and the first seven installments of Maximum Ride. It'll be like a single speck of light glows a billionth of a fraction at the time, once when I enter the Ultimate Goal once and for all. It is colored black as it is a realistical universe.

Thanks for sharing my pure imaginative world and I'll see you next time.

Oh, and one more thing: Once Upon a Time is a homecoming theme for our school and it looks like pure imagination is back to school and before you know it... I get to finish all of the fairy tales and Narnia.

Song: Never Alone (Acoustic) by Barlow Girl, With Arms Wide Open by Creed

Did You Like Your Song?

Dear Diary,
    How can my life has been going on for so long in life. Did you enjoy the song I posted out as a recommendation? Did you like it? Why or why not?

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What If the Choices Didn't Exist?

        Without the choice, life would be flat. But with the choices we made, whether good or bad, we all made mistakes. No one is ever perfect. We sometimes fall on the wrong path. We sometimes do what is right for us to move on to the point. I remember why it came from the literature I read and understood because we'll never know what's going to happen now and then and next. In my life, choices were getting closer than I think it would've come. Believe me, life is a bit bigger than just checkboxes because of the requirement I had to fulfill in order to graduate from the school. Choices were a huge thing in high school life, especially in youth group, when we learn of the boundaries we go or not.

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        Flashback: Last year, I transitioned from the transitional program to the resource program whereas my two sisters switched schools: one from jr. high to high school and the other from grade school to middle school. I met new people, chill out for the first time in life, and of course exploring on what life is like.

 

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        Now one year later, I loved learning and never stopped learning. But one point about learning is we need to keep ourselves innocent and free over the weekend so we don't have to worry about the mistakes some people made. Here they are: Last year, two people died. Both of them are already posted in last year's annual in the end of the index. In freshmen year, we ducked down and lights out, for the dogs sniff. There's no drugs at our previous school. Lewis thinks that one girl was unseen due to drug-sniffing dogs. Last year, someone put a T word on our east wall of our field house. And worse, at our old Albertson's store, black, crude street art words were added two times in a row. That's messed-up. So I guess I'll have a great school year, doing all of the assignments I can get in order to succeed. Thanks and have a great weekend.